Haha wow, just wow. (:

Things can change so, so fast. I mean, whether you want it to, whether you even care perhaps, or whether you're really aware of it, things change all the time, and it's not like you're in control right?

Was just reading my friend's blog archives after getting to know that person better, and then I realised how different those words sound now. Like I actually understand more, and they don't seem that harsh. I haven't forgotten, suddenly mere acquaintances, then rumoured to be more, then those teeny arguments we had, then we didn't talk for months, and I still remember worrying that it was me you were talking about. Then just as quickly as I'd gotten to know you, we talked again, and then again, just as quickly, it was gone...

Haha yes anyway, this year going to Megalife has changed me so much I've realised. God has shown me so much, and I am incredibly thankful for everyone I've met; enemy or friend. And I know some people, I have failed them, and for others I have made them... more troubled than they ought to be. I know it's kinda early to be making New Year's resolutions and all, and no, I'm not as stupid as last year to try to stick to them. (x But yeah, next year my only goal is to be, well, a better person. :D

But for now. (x I don't know, I just feel like not having to care about anybody for a while, just for this holiday. Like, going out with everybody and anybody, whenever and all the time, whatever and everything! Just be a crazy wild girl who wants to have fun, albeit still knowing my boundaries of course. :D But then, that's just too much GG for me. xD

So, I've typed about.. 5 paragraphs of crap. What I've been up to:

Yesterday (Wednesday), I was still being a total hermit with my MSN and handphone off, but stupid Linnette Teo (have I told you how much I seriously hate her now!!) decided to call me on my HOME PHONE and made my maid wake me up. Grawrrrrrrrr.

Maria came about TWO HOURS late (thanks for waking me up so early, Linn) and then we did NASA! We were productive at first, and my drawing skills are so teh pro. (: My awesome diagrams! :P Then we had lunch. After which, Linn promptly decided to go to sleep.

I did NASA for a bit, then Maria and I started playing Neopets HAHA. Then for some reason, she started taking vids/photos of me so I told her to go disturb Linn. :P She went to film Linn and was like "This is my friend Linnette Teo. She is sleeping with the b______ i_ b______ h__ l___. And she is listening to her iPod, which shows that she does NOT care about global warming! Furthermore, it is LIANNE'S iPod, which shows that she does not care..." and so on and so forth. And it was so retarded cause she did it really bimbotically!

Then I asked her to do it again informally, and she was like "AIYO, LINNETTE TEO AH..." Then I started laughing like crap and Linn woke up! Then we started doing really retarded stuff, and Linn took out her camera and started taking pictures!! Omg. Hahaha, then I pretended to be reporter like and jumped onto the bed and asked her retarded celeb-related questions hehe. And Maria caught the entire thing on video, but amidst all the screaming/squealing/yelling, all you could hear of my interview was like, "N___ S______!!!" ._. But it was very funny and we laughed like crazy while watching. :D

Mm, so at the end, we still had alot to do. x)

Today (Thursday), Shao was supposed to come for sleepover, but she wasn't feeling well! So she's coming with Ting Fang tomorrow instead. (: So I ended up watching GG the whole day! (: It is quite the cool. But everything changes so fast, I'm not quite sure who to hate now. HAHA. I know I hated Blair, Nate, Chuck alot at first. Then I hated Dan and Jennifer alot. Then I hated their dad alot. Then I hated Georgina alot! Haha okay but in the end, I HAVE PEACE IN MY HEART and I love all of them. :D Except the gossipgirl herself cause she is so irritating! (x

And hereby let me declare my love for 98.7fm. :DDDDD
And GG isn't bad too, but I'm not going to watch Season 2 cause the ending of Season 1 was so satisfying (EXCEPT FOR SERENA AND DAN BREAKING UP) so I don't want to watch more in case the happy ending is ruined. (x
And I can't wait for Twilight to come out!
And I can't wait to read The Host! But I must find a nice quiet peaceful spot to just read the entire day first.
And I can't wait for MEGALIFE!
And S.C.D!
Yeeeeeeeeah I think that's about it.

Dett.