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Thursday, May 31, 2007
♥ 2:45 PM


Haha! So y'all wanna hear about Vancouver right? I promised y'all a post, so here it is! :D Be prepared to sit there for a long long long long long long long long long time. XD I also promised Ying Xin T that I'd quote her! So I'm just going to write a lot of stuff, cause I'm in a blogging mood. So this is a summary! :D

- Another what?/why? question.
- Vancouver events (both significant and insignificant - HAHA)
- Write another poem that I was inspired to write
- Quote TYX!
- Ehh. A lot of other things, whatev I feel like la really.


Can anyone tell me what a crush is? Is it when you stay awake all night thinking of how he makes you laugh? Or lie in bed restlessly hoping he'll talk to you the next day? Is it when you're scared of doing something that will make him hate you? When you get jealous maybe.


27th May Singapore

I woke up at 10:30am to a bustling house. Hahaha, did some super last minute packing before changing. Shao Wei couldn't come to the airport and my dad said we couldn't go to her house cause we were already late, so I didn't get TYX's present and letter! D:

In the end also no one to send me off at the airport. )): So miserable. I remember tyx and car called me in the car. I was almost in tears cause I missed them super much already. The rest okay la, cause didn't really hear their voice, but yeah. Couldn't cry in the car in front of Shaun and Kim and Mum and Dad and blarh. Too paiseh. Plus my mother would be her SUPER ANNOYING KPO self. rah. Hearts to you two! (:

The Eva Air service was super slow. We waited about half an hour just to do our check-in luggage. Some guy actually complained to the airport staff. XD So impatient! My dad, being funny yet immature, sat on the luggage trolley I was pushing and kept his hands on his, so when I pushed right, I push his AND his luggage trolley! XD I have a picture, but my blogger always can't post pics, so. Haha, it was super funny! XD

We finally reached the counter and the lady tried to offer us a different aeroplane ride, with TWO transit stops this time, cause the other one was full, but we refused. Who wants to reach Vancouver so late?! My parents were super mad by then. XD

I smsed everyone when we were done to say bye. Hehe. Few replied. I wonder if vanhouten is angry at me now too. ): See la Jing Han, come to my house and message her. I really hope she isn't. XD Wells.

Boarded the aeroplane, yadahyadahyadah. ZZ. I watched Music and Lyrics! I heart that show!! :D but then POP! goes my heart! sooo cute!!! Oh man! :D

4 hours then we landed in Taiwan, our one and only transit stop. I realised there was something wrong with my wrist, cause I can't rotate it, so my mum bought me a wrist guard. Darn cheap la! The lady was nice and gave me a pretty ribbon with a flower on it. Cause my mum saw it in the drawer, and went oh so nice! Haha! XD We ate at some place called 85 degrees. They have cool business cards! I saw one and took then I realised that it was unfoldable. It's majorly long! I also took the straws. They're those super high quality types. It's so hard and un-bendy! Hehehe. Oh, I also took some cute stirrers from the plane. XD

SIX hours later, boarded plane again. :D I fell asleep and didn't have supper. I was going to watch Aurore on the plane, but woke up halfway through. Didn't like it anyways, so I tuned to Because I Said So, some comedy and waited till it ended, so I would know what time Freedom Writers start. Cause shows start every 2 1/2 hours. I set my watch and then slept of course. (:

Freedom Writers was sooo good. :D I think it's super touching! The head of dept was so funny. Haha, good actress. GO WATCH! :D Watch Music and Lyrics too!

27th May Vancouver

So cool right? I left on Sunday and arrived on Sunday. XD It was late night, so we just went to the apartment and tried to get some dinner out. It was around 11.30pm, so about all the shops were closed. We managed to get to the supermarket before it closed though, so we bought food and cooked it at home. Oh, at the supermarket, I saw this guy, just wearing a jacket and leaving it half-open. Can see his mountainous chest hair la! I also puked. Yucks.

At the apartment, my sister and I had ham with melted cheese sandwiches! It was so funny cause my dad set it to 4 minutes in the oven. I actually went, "So long?!" Then later my sister brought in the food to our room, and the cheese was all over the plate. Haha! Supersuper cheesy. Played a bit then went to zzzz.

28th May Vancouver

Woke up at like, 5am. So weird! My sister and I are like super close la. We were just sleeping, and EXACTLY at the same time, we woke up and turned to face each other. Lol! Quite cool right? Then we just lay in bed for a while. (sharing beds cause we only have 3 beds here and six people! D: ) Then we got up and went to wake up our parents by hugging them super tightly, shaking the bed, jumping on the bed etc. XD super funny.

Went shopping, bought nothing D:. So sad right?! Ah wells.

29th May Vancouver

Woke up at 7am, cause stayed up late till 2am talking to waye. Haha! His fault. Blame him. Went to disturb the parents again! :D

We went to some shopping place. I saw a souvenir shop and spent tons of money there! And nothing I bought was for me. XD For all my darling friends! :D That's all I bought actually.. HAHA.

I was walking on the street also, and I saw this drawing of Johnny Depp that someone was selling.
Me and sis: How much is one?
Man: 15 dollars
Sis: How? You want or not?
Me: No, so ex.
Man: How much you want?
Me: Huh? No, no, nevermind.
Me and sis: *walks away*
Man: Fu** you people, fu** y'all.
Me and sis: ...

Haha, I wanted to buy for Becks and Ting, but quite ex. :x Shall think about it, cause I have money from my parents.

30th May Vancouver

Ting, you will SO die when you hear this! Diva was having a MAJOR sale! Buy 1 item, 20% off, 2 items, 30% off, 3 items or more, 40% off! I bought your prezzie le! :D Yup! Me and my sister bought lotsa stuff from there. <3 Still haven't gotten Shao Wei a prezzie, cause the jewelry there doesn't seem like the few kinds she would wear. :/ Shao is exclusive! XD

After shopping, we went back for our usual afternoonn nap. Heyy, we shop for super long! We're tired! XD

I was extreme sleepy and when my mum woke me up, I was like mmmmmmmmmgp. go 'way. Then I stumbled to my computer to check my email, me, being blur, didn't realise everyone was waiting for me. My bro went, "Li, LET'S GO." in his impatient voice. How dare that bitch use that tone on me. I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day. Go to hell la.

Me and my sister saw this super cute dog standing outside this restaurant and tried to pat it. It nearly bit my sister's fingers off. O.o

Yesterday night, talked to Waye till 3am. Hehehe. Then lay awake in bed till 5am. Woke up at 7am. XD

TODAY 31st May Vancouver

Today was a good day. I continued to ignore my brother and we went to Chinatown! :D Me and my sister saw this super cute machine, you know, those that have toys inside? You can see them at www.iloveegg.co.uk They're darn cute! Later, we went back and spent $36 trying to get the whole set, hehehe. It was so fun! :D They're major cute okay! My sister took a picture of them. Lotsa love for them! Haha, we only got 6 repeats. Not bad la! At first she was the lucky one who didn't get any repeats, then after that she kept getting them, so she let me do it instead and I got the last two ones in two tries! So cool right?! I think it's cause I accidentally stepped on her slipper. XD haha. So fun! I have the bestestest sister in the world. On the way home, I saw this dog and tried to pat it. It growled at me before I even touched it. So I got scared and walked away. XD Haha, I commend myself for not running. I still love the dogs here though! It's amazing how open people are to dogs here! :D You know that you can go into a food shop and if you're eating outside, borrow a water bowl?! They even let dogs into shops! You see cute dogs everywhere! A definite must visit for dog-lovers like me. Heartheartheart! :D

Went to chinatown today, by the way, that's where the shop is. There's this super dodgy place nearby, where all the drug addicts hang out, and unfortunately, we had to pass through. I was really scared. I've never been so frightened of anything in my life. There was this guy, just at the head of it. He was wearing a jacket and smoking a cigarette, going "money for a hamburger?" I would have given it to him, but we were walking too fast, and I figured that since he could afford a cigarette, he could afford a hamburger. We entered this street. My goodness it was scary okay. There were people smoking everyone. And there was this archway, where a couple was sitting, you could tell both were on drugs. The girl's face was all red and her eyeballs were rolled back into her head and staring at her boyfriend like she wanted to kill him. The boyfriend was just blank-looking. Then we walked past this shop and this woman walked out, in a bra and jacket and pants. Then we passed this super vandalised wall and I read 'Boulevard of Broken Lives'. We finally got out, and I was so scared that one of them were following us back to the apartment. I kept looking back. It's really scary to know that anytime one of them may spring at you with a knife or gun or something. :x

Ah wells. I also read these two magazines that I got from Urban Fare. One cover has Johnny Depp on it, and another the black spidey! Exactly why I bought them in the first place - DUH! :D Haha, not a DIEHARDLOVE johnny fan, but Becks and Ting are! :D Hehee.

So, now it's like, 2.44am. STILL talking to Waye. :D

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Poem time! Don't chase me if it sucks, I'm just writing it here as I post on my blog, I haven't actually written it yet.

I am none but an old beggar
In the streets
People pass by
Hands laden with shopping bags
and plenty of food
Mine hold none but grit and dirt.
In the streets
I wrap my torn
pieces of clothing around me
Shivering in the crisp autumn wind
Biting at my fragile body

I am none but an old beggar
In the streets
My days are numbered
I have few to live
No one spares a thought
For the hunched figure on the pavement
In the streets
An adult passes by
I stretch out a hand
'A penny
For the homeless?'

I am none but a beggar
In the streets
He passes by,
Without even a glance
I look at the floor
Disappointed again
Without a morsel of food
Behind following a young child
Not expecting anything
From an innocent youth

I am none but a beggar
In the streets
But she presses something
Hard and cold into my still
Outstretched hands
And whispers words
Into my ear
That ring forever more
She left with a smile
And a friendly wave
"God loves you".

Oh my goodness, don't comment on that.

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Response to tyx's post 'lianne'! :D Yayy!

lianne

here is lianne's post so that she'll remember me when she gets to vancouver and starts missing us! and also, so she can quote me more xD hmm. oh yes, this post shall be purple. (do you know why!) and it shall involve smalltomatoes and jambu. HAHAHA. i have no idea how i'm going to work that in, but i will, somehow. okay i'll do a story!"

once upon a time, there was a girl called detty. she was pretty and had lots of pretty accessories which twenty wanted. hahaha and twenty bought a bracelet from her too. anyway, sidetracking, detty was in a wonderful class, ONETWELVE. which qualified her as an official MIDNIGHTER. and she sat with thegirlwiththebrightbluespecs in class. one day, she had to leave for vancouver to.. .. import tomatoes and jambus (HAH I DID IT). and so her friends really missed her, but they emailed her EVERY SINGLE DAY. [they tried, at the very least x) ] and so detty had a wonderful time in vancouver! "

OH MAN THAT'S SUPER LAME. okay never mind. we'll miss you detty! :D

Haha! TYX! You're funny! XD I still have that game thingo. I miss you lotslotslots :x. I quoted you! :D Your whole post! :D I wanted to take only a part, but then the whole thing is super special to me! :D

Waye: yeah! she's damn nice what!

I agree. (: Your story is so nice! XD Super cute! I congratulate you!! :D Thank you so much for being there for me! heartheartheart.


Oh no oh no! I gotta go sleep! D: I'll talk a LOT more bout your post tomorrow! :D

Lotsa love to everyone!
Detty.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007
♥ 2:00 AM

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lianne has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Lianne fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Lianne has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Lianne just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Lianne finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Something is incomplete in Lianne's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Lianne's sexual needs.
Lianne is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lianne basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to Lianne's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lianne slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lianne can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Lianne is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.
Lianne uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Lianne does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Lianne will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Lianne is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lianne doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Lianne can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.


You Are the Ace of Hearts
Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.
You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.
Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors.
And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.
You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.
You are easily swept away and easily hurt.
A gamble you should take: Blackjack
Your friends would describe you as: Unique
Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer


You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.

And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly (I sooo agree. *coughyinwencough*

Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."



Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.

Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.

People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.

You are most compatible with: A and AB

Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter



Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.

If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.

But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.

You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.



Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world

But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average

Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...

And keep that attitude even on the worst of days



You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.

And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.

You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.

And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! (-hehehehehehe- beware!)




What Your White Outfit Means
You're a natural beauty - and you never let your fashion steal the show.
You have a quiet confidence that you'll look great in almost anything.
While you may feel understated, men are attracted to your mystery.

Designer match: Gucci

Signature accessory: A cashmere scarf



You Are Mostly Secure
In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

♥ 1:50 AM

I'm going shopping soon! I promise to post about Vancouver when I return. :D

Read my poem and COMMENT please! :D Pleasepleasepleaseplease!


Love Figures

What is Love?
Love was but a paradox
To my young mind
Something unexplainable.
Mama sighed dreamily and said,
"Well, I love Dad,
and he loves me!"


What is Love?
I thought it was because they
worked well together, I guessed,
"Like I love chocolate milk?"
Mama just laughed
And replied, "That’s a different
kind of Love."


What is Love?
So there was more than one
Type of Love –
Perhaps thousands!
I heard someone say that Love,
Was an irresistible feeling,
That you could not escape.


What is Love?
I’ve grown up since then,
I’ve been through Love,
But I wish I never had.
Love is something I regret,
For Love is fake,
And now I am all alone.



Like? No like? Tag and comment pleaseeee!

Dett.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007
♥ 3:41 PM

I'll never let her.him know how she.he broke my heart.

he/art

♥ 2:56 PM

Gotta write that 61/2 poem! Rawr.

I left Singapore on Sunday and arrived in Vancouver on 'Sunday'. So cool right? :D

Nah. Blog about Vancou later.

xD

Sorry.

Dett.

Monday, May 28, 2007
♥ 4:05 PM

In Vancouver now.

I suppose that's why you thought it was okay to _____ __ with me.

You're a jerk!

I thought you were one of those people whom I could trust.

It's funny how I really thought we shared something.

We were something special to me.

Not anymore. I hate you.

I hate your guts.

Like the song Ting posted on her blog.

Just the scent of you it makes me hurt.

Except you don't make it better.

I hate you.

Dett.

Saturday, May 26, 2007
♥ 11:10 PM

I am disappointed in every single human on this miserable planet. Disappointed in the limits of human ability. Why are we so limited?

♥ 11:01 PM

Becks and Merlion came over today! I think it was fun! But somehow I'm not happy. ):

I just feel really hollow, y'know?

That kind of feeling you just get suddenly?

Maybe its pre-journey jitters.

I guess I'm just a wimp.

I'm scared something's wrong with me, like I'm fugly, or a horribly mean person, or that everyone hates me, but no one's telling me!

I guess Merlion was right. I am fat and flabby.

I should diet again.

I'm scared that when I come back, everything will have changed, and my friends won't like me anymore or something.

I don't know what will happen!

I feel so insecure.

I just need someone to talk to and stuff that's nice.

But right now, words just aren't enough.

We all need the human touch sometimes -

To be near someone.

To be able to talk face to face.

To let it all out.

I don't know if I want to go to Vancouver.

What about my future?

I wanted to be a psychologist.

Like my sister.

But Mr. Tan says I shouldn't, cause it doesn't pay well.

What do I do now?

Am I desperate?

What am I desperate for?

For lit, remember I was writing about that model that never learnt to trust?

What if that's my future?

Now I'm asking myself.

What is trust?

What is it like to trust someone wholly and completely, and know that'll they'll be there forever by your side, at any time of the day?

Have I ever learnt to trust?

Dett. ):

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
♥ 10:14 PM

TWELVE more days. Yay onetwelve! We rock.

Why is everyone posting about their marks?? T.T

Makes me feel crappy when I see everyone else's good marks. ):

I feel so incompetent in RGS.

I want to feel good.

I can swallow pills! x) (response to Shaowei's blogpost)

I hate my marks. ):

So unsatisfied, even though I feel I tried my best.

I guess I shouldn't have slept through the day before chem after going to Shaowei's house huh?

She got so much higher than me.

Good for her though.

I did crappishly and I bet you I got lowest in the whole secone Chem level. ):

History was bad too.

At least I didn't start crying over chem eitherr.

Hugs to yingxin! Your HCL was done super well la.

My marks are blardy lousy. ):

If I don't do better next term, I shall die.

DIE DIE DIE.

I'm glad Ms Koh didn't try to kill me.

And I hope my PT and SPA brings up my marks.

I am going on a blogstrike!

I shall not read others blogs till next monday.

Don't want to be so disappointed anymore. ):

I feel like shit.

I don't know if my chem marks being low were my fault.

I'm sure Ms Koh would say it was my fault.

I don't know what to think!

Sparko was put to sleep that day.

I was mentally exhausted when I got home.

I went to sleep.

Slept through the night.

Next morning was chem marks.

You're right, it was my fault.

I won't survive in RGS. )):

Dett.

♥ 10:02 PM

A quiz thing I can't post properly! D:


Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.

When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.

Your flirting style: Laid back

Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking

Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm

What you bring to relationships: Balance

Hahaha! (:

RBD rocked today! (: <3 my dress and necklace. Thank you for the compliments people! (: I think we have a fantastic chance of getting into finals! (:

GOLD FOR NAPFA! :D

VANCOUVER SOON! :D Some special people will be getting an email from me;)

Shall quote TYX soon k? Just not today. x) sorry, a bit busy.

New bag! <333 It's super cute! :D

New pencilcase! <333 Very nice! Gonna put TONS of badges on it! (bytonsimeanabout10onlyx))

PINS AND NEEDLES OWOWOW

(in pain)Dett.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
♥ 9:01 PM

Hmms. I do think we can be friends. But we have issues to sort out before I go ta Vancouverrrrr. <3>

♥ 8:55 PM

so..

DON'T BE SO BUAY SONG, GOT PROBLEM, COME FIND ME, DON'T BE SO *****!

If you want to know what that ***** is, let me know, I can tell you. It's too offensive for me.

Hahahaha.

♥ 8:35 PM

Hahaha, you amuse me with your small little misunderstandings! :D

Don't you think I cry?

If I didn't, I would be an unfeeling bitch.

But I suppose you think I am and unfeeling bitch or a f**ker, don't you?

I bet you weren't sad.

You're glad to get rid of me.

The unfeeling bitch.

Hahaha.

Up to you. :D

I've become numb.

So it doesn't hurt me anymore! :D

I don't believe you are/were sad.

It wouldn't have ruined our friendships.

We're too close to stop being friends.

We're living together when we grow up! :D

It's confirmed.

If you understood me and my friendships, you would have known.

:D


♥ 7:26 PM

12 more days to go ONLY! :D

I just realised I'm leaving for Vancouver NEXT WEEK! :D Huzzah! Better start packing and bringing my stuff for with great pleasure and for math pt. Damn.

I'm super sleepy now! But I can't sleep cause I haven't had a bath and won't let myself lie on my bed when I'm so dirty. And I know after I bathe, I'll be wide awake, so..

Hahaha, I know you still bother to come to my blog, and are reading this now. You as in you with the initials JH! ^^

Anywayys. I don't know if you still think I'm uncaring and unloving or whatevv. I don't think I'm at fault. I think you're PMSing. I'm not angry either. I just don't know what to say to you anymore, so I walk past you without a second glance. Maybe I don't understand you, but I can tell you are still angry, cause no one, no one would blog about something they aren't angry about anymore. Plus you yourself told me that you blog longer when you're upset. That was a preeettty long post you know. Especially for someone you don't care about. I didn't treat you callously. And I'm not 'insensative'. It's not even spelt that way. And come on, I'm fire. Fires flare up easily. I'd say something rude here, but it's inappropiate. I'm not going to apologise, cause I've done nothing wrong. So rant all you want. Don't bother looking at me if you don't wanna. I was mistaken too. You're too playful to understand me when I'm down anyways. It's not like you care anymore though.

And I'm not 'cildlike' or 'childlike' whether your spelling skills fail you or not. I'm MACHO. Andand. TOUGH!

Haha, I just typed a long paragraph! Whii! Over you. So.

I'm gonna go watch Atlantis with my sister now! I'll blog later if I have time.

Exam results all out tomorrow! Shiver me timbers! x) Diediediediedie!

5 items tomorrow too.

And RBD audition! Wish 112 luck!

I might wear a dress! O.o

Dett.


Monday, May 14, 2007
♥ 10:02 PM

13moredays!~ Whee! I decided I simply can't wait to go to Vancouver! :D Wheee!

I'm quite happy now, even though I find I've just been labelled as selfish and superficial and poser. But strangely, I'm not angry! :D I feel empty, like I haven't eaten in ages, but I'm not hungry, a different kind of empty. So I fluctuate between happy and sad! xD Neverminddd. I'm too 'linger-between-two-opposites' to care.

Talking to Nef! I haven't talked to her in AGES. I miss Nef. :'( I'm glad I keep in touch with her on MSN though! (: I think she just said something really meaningful. (:

Me:
✖ P. Detty ✖ - ♥ Do You Feel Like A Man ♥

Nef:
Nef-reading but feel free to say hey!!


✖ P. Detty ✖ - ♥ Do You Feel Like A Man ♥ says:
hey nef!
Nef-reading but feel free to say hey!! says:
hey girl
✖ P. Detty ✖ - ♥ Do You Feel Like A Man ♥ says:
how are you? i haven't talked to you in pretty long
Nef-reading but feel free to say hey!! says:
had to look at your email address to know who you were lol,
I'm great, finally found some time to read lately
and you?
✖ P. Detty ✖ - ♥ Do You Feel Like A Man ♥ says:
not too bad, been better been worse! (:
Nef-reading but feel free to say hey!! says:
lol, me too
i think i have twice as many bad days as good
✖ P. Detty ✖ - ♥ Do You Feel Like A Man ♥ says:
aww, we all do have many bad days but i think the good days are worth the wait


I think I will regret leaving FP next week. I promised MM I'd come back during the super long Dec hols. We're saying it'll be like a yearly reunion! :D Can't wait!

I love all you people on FP. You brighten up my day. ((:

I feel cold in the aircon. Parents talking downstairs, so we people upstairs suffer with the cold aircon, all so the cool air will reach downstairs!

Cruel cruel.

I shall leave with this 'I need to fix up my life before I leave for Vancouver dammit'.

(hugsie!)Dett.

Sunday, May 13, 2007
♥ 1:26 PM

In case you two haven't noticed -

1. I hate pieces of shit. They should go to hell. Like you. If you don't want to help me, then why even bother talking to me? You're not my only friend you know.

2. I don't see what's so bloody funny. Go to hell.

♥ 1:04 PM

-TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT-. I have no more blog titles! -TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT- JULIE I WANT THE OLD SKIN BACK. D:

Anyways. I THINK it's rhh. 14 more days. don't trust it, cause I don't think I can count right.

I want to be that dead girl I see lying on the table on tv. DAMMIT, no I don't. Yucks, that is just sick.

Ate one whole bar of chocolate today before and after church for the endorphin rush. Didn't work. Only friends can make it better! Which is why I went to find stuff TING and TYX said about me, hehehe.

ting: lianne is really, the best darn fangirl ever! i wanna be like her and gush about wentworth miller till the sky falls down on me((:

Hehehehe. (: SEXY TOBEY! (x wheee. I shall give wentworth miller his due credits. I guess he isn't that bad looking. Especially in those pics of him posted up around the school, the hot list. HAHAHA. I so do not agree about that other guy though. You know who he is. I won't post his name, cause he'll sue me for calling him ugly. Hahahahahaha. (x

tyx: & i love sparko. sparko was ( and still is! ) my favourite. detty we'll be here for you kay?

Thank you. (:

I MUST be happy! :D It's Mother's Day.

Fuck you people who ruined my day.

Thank you to my friends! (:

Dett.


Friday, May 11, 2007
♥ 2:50 PM

Hello! This shall be a shortish skimpyish post! :D I know you love hearing about me anyways. XD *egoegoegoego*

I have da bestest westest everkestest *cancelsss* the best ever friends! ^^ I love you guys. (:

But just cause I say that, don't take it that I love you, cause I might act like it but you may not be my best friend. O.o eh? Well. You can always ask me. ^^

People who must be stupid/really really really blur to ask me are people like Carissa, Elisa, teeteewhys, Jing Han, Houten, Becky, JULIE, Linnette, Ruby, Mars (even if you don't really like me anymore.): ), Huiqi etc. WOW, I think I just mentioned all! Hmmm. I thought I had lots more than that. I think I do, but. hmm. *thinks real hard*

Carissa, we miss you and we love you. If you say otherwise, I'm gonna slap you real hard the next time I see you. Knock some sense into you. Lots of love! We won't forget you just cause you're in Nanyang. So. loveslovesloves.

Can't wait for a teeteewhy outing!

(love y'all) Dett.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
♥ 9:39 PM

Hi everyone! I'm feeling better now, cause I know Sparko is happy. (: I changed my mind about the not smiling thing. It's soo not me.

So, was researching the net under 'Lianne'. Came up with nice stuff, even if they aren't really talking about me. HAHA!

title: bless lianne! since stuart went with naomi, lianne's enegetic person isnt appearing!

i really hate stuart!!i don't think lianne was that bothered but i think she got a bit embarrased!!!i mean lianne use 2 have a laugh and don't get me wrong she still does have a laugh but she used to get up 2 naughty things like lucy!!!!also she used 2 be a very enegitic person but not that much anymore so i really feel sorri 4 her!!!!!go lianne she's the best!!!!!
#51 official member of the tigers fan club
#46 official member of will colin fan club!
#1 official member of the lianne fan club!!
#15 official member of the FIONA MERRY fan club

(hahahahaha, thanks!)

I don't understand y girls r hating on stu...he's hardly evil. The only thing i wud say he's guilty of is being a coward wen it came 2 telling Lianne, there little fling was over, other than that he seems like a standard guy....if he was 'horrible', ths islanders wud bitch about it, the only thing they complain about is him 'spending 2 much time wid naomi'
Lianne is exactley the same...she's still lively
For me, Fiona, Lianne and Ben Lunt are the top Tigers!!!

(thanks!)

i totally agree with you chelsey2, i find Stuart a total bore.
Lianne's cool though.

(oooh, i'm cool! ^^)



title: the summer of the mets. (it's a bit weird, cause the main chars are chris and lianne. chris being car's old nickname)
http://www.litkicks.com/Mets/MetsCollageAugust2002.htm - not mine

He stared at the ceiling, and he felt so happy, so incredibly good, his body was actually humming with pleasure, and he stretched out his toes as far as he could, hugging his pillow and imagining it was Lianne, and he felt the happiness fill him up so much he didn’t even want any more.

(hehe, what a sweet story. (: )

That was okay, he thought, as long as he made it to breakfast with Lianne.. How could he fall asleep, when in just a few hours he would be able to see her face again?

(sweeet. hahahaha)

Chris and Lianne walked the garden’s crooked rows, glancing at the tame shrubs and bushes on both sides of the path. “I don’t really feel into doing art today,” Lianne said.

(do i ever?? O.o)

Chris was feeling his body pulsate strangely, pleasurably, and everything in the world definitely seemed like it had taken on a new dimension of coolness to him. “I am totally not into drawing today,” Lianne complained. “You know, this stupid program, they’re getting me so sick of art I probably won’t feel like doing any work again for a year after I go home. It’s so wrong to force people to draw like this.”

(heyhey, sounds like my lingo!)

“It figures,” Lianne said. “She’s gonna hate whatever I do. I don’t care, I’ll do it later. Right now I’m feeling too good.”
“I know,” Chris said. They relaxed and sat quietly watching as some people from the group travelled by.

(sounds like my laziness!)

“You wanna go?” he asked Lianne.
“Yeah,” she said. “Here, help me up.” She held an arm up to him.
He took her hand and pulled her up and as he did it he had a crazy idea to see what would happen if after he pulled her up he didn’t let go of her hand. He didn’t let go, and she didn’t let go either, and they started walking, and it suddenly hit Chris, like a tidal wave pounding into him through his dreamy haze, that he and Lianne were holding hands.

(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)


O.o WOE? I don't get the ending.


Lianne
All the girls love her due to her great fun personality, and the guys love her due to her fantastic looks.
She has already been front cover of Nuts, and will be heavily featured in FHM and Loaded in the coming months

(Lol, this Lianne must be some lucky person!)

Best Friend
by Arianna Mouna Bernardo
16 years old
Makati Science High School

How could I ever thank a friend that is so fine?
She just came into my life and said she's Lianne
Pretty, talented and sometimes a bit bashful
She falls in love with any guys, even with fools

She's known for her literary compositions
Giving ideas, infos and propositions
Who would ever forget her being boisterous
She is always like that, not really mysterious

She fascinates me, she really amazes me
Lianne and I - together, please just let us be
When I am with her, I feel like everything's fine
Without Lianne, my whole world doesn't seem to shine

(hahaha! that Lianne is lucky to have such a good friend! (: )

I woke up Sunday morning with a massive headache. I rolled over, my hand on my head, and checked the time.
9:30 AM
To me it felt like 3 o' clock in the morning. Through my open door I could smell the delicious vapor of chocolate chip pancakes.
Looks like Lianne is awake. I thought.
I got up out of bed, threw on my robe, and went downstairs.
"Hey Lianne," I said, rubbing my eyes, "Why are you cooking? I thought you hated it." She didn't respond.
"Lianne??" I walked over and placed my hand on her shoulder. She still didn't move. I turned her around to face me & I screamed.
There were slits along her face and one that sliced her neck open. I noticed a piece of notebook paper crumbled up in her fist. It took a while for me to pry it out of her hand. Once I got it out, I let the body falls, and opened the paper.
Kristie Donaldson,Isn't killing people fun? It is to me! You, I have decided, are my next target. Why...I'm not going to tell you!! Ha! Just beware, my hunters will find you because of what you are...
The note was not signed, but the crest at the bottom was a golden dagger that stabbed into a bat. Scared out of my mind, I wondered who could possibly want to kill me, and what I could possible be...

( :S oh dears.)

I JUST FOUND MY OWN BLOG! coool. under 'lianne suck' greatttttttt. (x

MATH DAMMIT.

Dett.

♥ 4:02 PM

I'll take it in my stride,
Look misery in the eye.

I seem to be writing lots of songs nowadays. Hmm.

I decided I won't smile to anyone except my mum, sister and dogs, cause they're the people who need it most till next tuesday. Maybe a few to my friends and stuff. But not much, cause it's my self-labelled Sparko Memorial Week. I miss you already.

I'll take it in my stride,
Look misery in the eye.

♥ 10:00 AM

R.I.P. Sparko


You are missed dearly by the Tan family. We love you loads. (:

We know you're happier wherever you are now than you were

here. (: You are a great pal to us. I'll see you in a few decades!

Tons of love and a kiss to round it off.


080507

Tuesday, May 08, 2007
♥ 12:20 AM

It’s time to face what’s real
And she can’t handle the deal

She’s in and out
But somehow still all about

Now it’s time to say goodbye
Even when her time is well-nigh


A little song I wrote. You probably won't see it when I do use it for its intended purpose though. Hahaha. ):

(okayokay) Dett.

Monday, May 07, 2007
♥ 10:23 PM

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Shadows, reminescent of the past, imminent of the future, and assurance of the present.

I'm on a CAP CRAZE. I just spent $30 on two caps! One nice soft pink one with heart diamante. Another white furry one. <333 I love fur caps. Although never never never let me see one real fur one. I'd kill you.

I WANT MORE NICE FUR CAPS.

I WANT TO BE A VEGETARIAN.

I WANT TO SLEEPOVER.

(wheeee!) Dett.

♥ 5:43 PM

Hello! Whaaddupp? Hahaha. (: Watching a comedy now! It's called My Wife And Kids or something. Soo funny. (: It's hard to find good comedies nowadays, or like, since forever. Oooh, I like that forever. There it is again! :D

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Meh, that was supposed to be a hand, but don't think it'll work. (:
My line of the day: If women have an F in sex, men must be really bad. Don't even think about it.
Wheee. My new favourite song is...
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... LEAVE by JOJO! <3<3
Bleh, go find the lyrics yourself. Heeheee. yawn. I MUSTMUSTMUST mug for chinese!
LIANNE. GO. AND. MUG. NOW.
FINE. i won't mug, but i'll stop blogging.
(slackishing) Dett.

♥ 12:05 AM

NO ONE CARES ABOUT WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND NO ONE EVER RECIPROCATES IT CAUSE IT DOESN'T MATTER TO THEM! IT'S NICE TO BE APPRECIATED ONCE IN A WHILE YOU KNOW, EVEN IF I USUALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT IT. EVERYONE SAYS THEY APPRECIATE EVERYONE AFTER THEY MENTION SPECIFIC NAMES. WHAT, DOES THAT MEAN THAT THOSE PEOPLE ARE A LOT MORE IMPORTANT? THAT IS SO BLARDY CONTRADICTORY.

I said I'd give myself seven days to think about the FP quitting thing. I don't care. I'm quitting. 99.9999999999999999999999% confirmed!

CAUSE NO ONE WOULD CARE ANYWAY.

Dett.

Sunday, May 06, 2007
♥ 9:05 PM

I know right now, I'm supposed to be mugging especially hard for english and geog, but there's something I have to do, something that's more important. Before you read this, I'm really sorry. ):

This is an entry I wrote on Friday.

[spongebob squarepants (: me & car & shao & 'lisa 040507 friday 11:17:25]

spongebob: F is for friends who do stuff together, U is for you and me, N is for anywhere and any time at all! (down here in the deep blue sea!)

x) watched the F.U.N. episode of spongebob! (: strong sense of nostalgia. )': I realised how much I really miss Carrie and Elisa. ): We had soo much fun over that. ): I shouldn't plan so many things just to dao her... ): It's just that last year, she/we were all content with spending time for fun at each other's houses. Now she wants to go shopping and take neoprints all the time. It's just like everyone else! D: I guess I counted too much on old times. Shopping and neoprinting is soo cliche. I mean, COME ON, I can do that with the teeteewhys or my other friends anyday. I count on 'lisa, car and shao wei to just want to have fun with me, not shop or neoprint. They are (or hopefully not were) special in that way, y'know? It appears she's adapted to the cliches now though and it annoys me and disappoints me and makes me feel like I don't want to go out with her, cause she's just like any other old friend now.

I have much thinking to do.

[o4o5o7 11:45:10]

I'm really sorry, and I'm not proud of a lot of things I've done and I'd take them back if I could. I still love you as much and even more so. ): I hope you can find it in you to forgive me, though I wouldn't blame you if you couldn't, because I've been a horrible horrible friend.

I'm sorry.

Dett.

Saturday, May 05, 2007
♥ 4:24 PM

Hello! I'm in an okay-okay mood now. (: Also rather tired. *yawn* I had a long sleep yesterday. I shouldn't be tired. I'm feeling tired now everyday. I think there's something wrong with me. Maybe I'm dying. That'd be nice. Oh damn, I'm supposed to be in an okay-okay mood right? x) *stifles yawn*

Soo...
What I'm doing now...
I'm listening to Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus on Youtube. (:
Want the lyrics?
Yes you do.

[Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy.
One look puts the rhythm in my head.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around.
I see what's going down.
Cover up with makeup in the mirror,
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now--she falls to the ground.
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect;
Every action in this world will bear a consequence.
If you wait around forever you will surely drown.
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say your right again
Heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now?
She falls to the ground.
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"
Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"
One day she will tell you that she has had enough.
It's coming round again.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now?
She falls to the ground.
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now?
She falls to the ground.
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"]

I really love it! Whoo! fuckshit --ahem-- rubbish that you guys say! All the people I care about are in Hufflepuff! plus some other people la, but still. ): Anyone who insults Hufflepuff should go die --ahem-- er.. not. insult Hufflepuff. Hahaha. Hufflepuff is love. (: I shall dao anyone who says otherwise. But really it makes me angry cause Hufflepuff rocks! (:

My mum showed me pictures of the apartment we might stay in at Vancouver. It looks sooo nice! :D I really hope we get that one.

I decorated my foolscap! The theme is -drumbeat- LACK OF LOVE! (LOL) Cause you don't need love. Laugh about not being loved! Wheee. I have two more foolscaps to decorate. (: Vanhoutens is about Basketball. Merlion's is about Spastic Noobs/Toots. HAHHA. x)


You know what, they say there's gonna be a Spiderman 4! Whoooooo! I can't wait! This Spiderman 3 ROCKED, no matter what critics say! LOVES! Buttt, Kirsten and Tobey might not act! NOOO! They must act! Or I won't watch it, cause they are two damn good actors who must act in Spiderman! It won't be the same without them! No! It'd be horrible and not worth my time and weird cause we're so used to Tobey playing Peter and Kirsten playing MJ! THEY MUST ACT!

Tobey is hot.

(whee!) Dett.

♥ 12:27 PM

HIGHLIGHT! HIGHLIGHT! HIGHLIGHT!

Don't highlight and don't read!

I'm damn fucking angry with my mother. I really desperately want to sleepover at Jing Han's house, and I've begged her three times already! D: Each time, it's a single fucking NO!
Me: Mum, can I pleasepleasepleaseeeeee sleepover? It's end of exams! I could use a break with my friends!
Mum: NO.
Me: WHY?
Mum: Cause it's always been that way! Your siblings all couldn't sleepover!
Me: *thinks of expletives and blogging and daos my mother*
WHY COULDN'T MY SIBLINGS SLEEPOVER? SHE FUCKING SUCKS OKAY. She can do anything she wants. why not me? huh?

Also, yesterday. Ruby and I wanted to go to eng wah west mall.
Mum: Where are you going to watch Spiderman?
Me: Eng Wah West Mall.
Mum: ENG WAH WEST MALL?? DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR THAT IS?

She can fucking go overseas for her friends, I can't even take a 20min car drive to west mall! do you need more information to know she's a fucker?

I want to be fucking emancipated.

I bet you highlighted that. This proves that merlion's and vanhouten's methods don't work. HAHA.

Dett.

Thursday, May 03, 2007
♥ 5:21 PM

As you should know by right, there's only 24 more days left to the June holidays! :D I'm totally ecstatic! By right as well, I should be mugging madly for HISTORY. Dammit. I don't want to. I will soon. My plan for today is - bathe, take care of terrapins and caterpillars (which are currently in cocoons! :D so there's not really anything to do for them anyways), MUGMUGMUG, dinner, MUGMUGMUGMUG then wash up and sleep. Hopefully sleep will be somewhere around 10 to 11, cause no homework due tomorrow. (: Goodie goodie. Then tomorrow I will be alert and focused on my history! :D Must be happy and smile for me. (: Oh yes, and I will do stress relief if I feel the need to - if not, sorry houten! x) I used the whole of math lesson today to decorate my foolscap cover. (: The theme is LOVE, or lack thereof. x) I love it. I'm gonna get all my close friends to write on it! :D So, as you might have guessed by now, my stress relief is decorating vanhouten's foolscap with the theme BASKETBALL. :D Interesting theme really, much much different from what I usually do. A nice challenge. I did use to play lots of basketball with Maria in P5 though. (: Mars is a really good BBFFF. I miss her as that a whole lot. ): Now she's pokemon-obsessed Golem (sp?) with, of course pokemon-obsessed Josie (forgot her pokemon name but whatev) and Eevee. (: Nevermind, cause I love my own friends too! x) I do wish that one of these days we would be the ROJAK GIRLS again. (: Those were the days, hehe. ANYWAY, back to my love-ily decorated foolscap cover! :D It's got 'U & I. F & U.' on it in a leetle corner. (: Atiqah thought I was feeling dejected by love. HAHAHA. x)

I'm quite proud of myself! :D I'm opening up to more people and making loads of new friends, not like in P3 where it took me something like 6 months to get a best friend - Yin Wen. x) Which after a few months was ultimately ruined by. 3 days. When I found JULIE. Loadsa love Juju. (: I'm making good friends with Becky, Rachyo, Cheryl, Vanhouten, Jing Han (the toot), Ruby. :D They're really nice people. (: And Rachyo is super funny! x)

I've got lots of plans to make up for the June holidays, when I will be dragged away to Vancouver for three whole weeks. (I NEVER AGREED TO THREE EFFIN WEEKS!) Yup! My plans are here:

Tomorrow Week8 (040507): Ruby - Study Group, after which we will reward ourselves with SPIDERMAN 3. :D I've watched it but Rubes hasn't and let me tell you - it is FANTASTIC!

Next Thursday Week9 (100507): Rachyo, Ruby, Cheryl (the fantastic CL four people! x)) Not quite sure where we're going, since it's kind of unplanned still. x) Better drop Cheryl a note in the class tray and ask. It's celebrating the last day of exams! That day will be the MATHEMATICS exam. (: Coolo. Hope we have fun! I'm pretty sure we will.

Next Friday Week9 (110507): Jing Han, Becky, Vanhouten, Grace - Sleepover at Jing Han's house! :D My mum usually doesn't let me sleepover, but cause I told her it's to celebrate the end of exams, she's considering it. I really hope I can go. They're really nice and fun people. (: tooties.

Next Next Saturday Week9 (190507): TYX, Ruby. (: Going to Ruby's church, New Creations Church for a service. I heard the sermons there are preeetty good! It's going to be very fun according to Ruby. (:

Wells, in Week 10 weekend, I'll be packing for Vancouver! :D/D: Both sad and excited. I have to buy lotsa pressies for my friends, or I'll be murdered when I fall asleep in class. x) Should make a list -
+ Carrie
+ Shaowei
+ Ting
+ TYX
+ Ruby
+ TOOT.
+ Vanhouten
+ Becky
+ Elisa
+ Linnette
+ Lidan
+ Julie

That's all I can think of in my tired head. Tag me if I accidentally left you out or you reallyreallyreally want one too. x) I need to limit myself, I have a limited allowance to pamper myself and others y'know! x) Plus I gotta save for London Living. x)

Had ben&jerry's today! :D Treated my driver and my grandma. I had some chocolate flavour. YUM!

Meh. I also rejoined Runescape! I feel like such a noob! Haha. Gonna play for a bit, then gonna bathe. I might consider fitting in a nap in my schedule. *yawn*

(sleepy) Dett.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007
♥ 2:28 PM

Heyo! :D I was very angry after school today and wanted to come post more expletives on my blog, but was thankfully cheered up by someone very nice. (: I decided it's really wrong to use expletives and will refrain from doing so in the future. (:

I thank everyone who cares for me. (: God, Lidan, Alli, Ting, TYX, and others too numerous to mention. <3

And I swear Alli has some really powerful sixth sense or something! Like when Lidan and I were too busy to talk to each other, she sort of knew. And today when I needed it most, she IMed me. (: Thank you, even though you/she has almost 0% chance of seeing this. Thank you very very very much. (:

I don't know why I was ever glad to sit next to you. I guess you aren't who I thought you were. Sorry for snapping at you houten. ): Forgive me? <3

I love Alli! I swear she has a really really powerful sixth sense or something. Like when Lidan and I were too busy to talk, she sort of guessed it! And today, when I really needed to talk to someone to most, she IMed me! :D

I wanna post a story I wrote today during ******** *******. Can't tell you haha. Could get in trouble. x) Though it's already preeetty obvious.

NEVER AGAIN.
Clara held her child tenderly in her arms, cradling it delicately. Nathan, her year-old son gurgled happily as the cool wind brushed over him, his chubby arm reaching out for his mother's face, poking it gently, yet with a strange air of curiousity about him. Clara smiled a genuine smile, one that had not been seen for weeks on end. Before too long, it was carried away by the wind, torn from her lips by the memories.
Clara teetered dangerously on the ledge. Suddenly, the door to the rooftop opened, and out stepped her husband. The baby began to wail, a sharp cry over the whistling wind.
"Don't do it, Clara," he warned as she nearly lost her balance.
"Hush, sweetheart," Clara whispered to her son, running a hand through his hair. She turned back to her husband, a fierce glare burning within the depths of her eyes. "We won't be around for you to torture anymore, Richard."
"It's all in your mind, Clara! I never abu- NO!"
Clara fell backwards over the ledge, her eyes closed with peace of mind.
Never again... Never again... Never again...
So, tag me and tell me what you thought of the story! (: Also if you think the mother is psychotic or if the husband really abused her.
More later! thirdlang in 1hour+. x(
(happy) Dett.



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