Tuesday, November 04, 2008
♥ 12:04 AM
I screwed up. Big time.
And in so many ways.
Firstly I am really sorry to my gym batchmates. I quit without thinking and I miss gym and you guys so much, and now I'm not even sure if I can correct that. And even if I can, will I? Life is unfair like that, because you can't have everything you want; just like how I'm not sure if I can have gym, cheerleading, ushering, and megalife all at once. And I know my priority is be Megalife, and I hope it stays that way. But gym has been my life since P1, and yall, especially Gillian and Jaclyn have been such blessings and great friends in my life since Sec 1, and I owe you two so much and I returned the favour by quitting. I am so sorry. And now I'm not quite sure what to do or what I can do. But just so you know, I really love you two.
And I messed up in so many other ways that I can't even say and I'm so sorry but there's nothing I can do about everything else anymore because I don't deserve those people's forgiveness and like I'm not in control anymore, if I ever was.
But yeah, there's nothing I can do. I am so, so sorry.
They say it's okay to make mistakes, because you learn from them. But this time I don't want to learn anything, I just want everything to go back to the way it was and the way it should be.
Dett.
