Five Loaves and Two Fishes

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child

He said: "Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"
Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all I hope it's not too small
I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small



And such is God's grace. He loved us so dearly that He would send His only Son to die on the cross for us, and in doing so, redeemed us from our sins. Jesus didn't have to die for us, Jesus didn't want to die, but He did it because He loved us. He was the only man who didn't deserve to die - the only one who didn't have to, but He did, because He loved us. How unworthy we are, and He loved us. God loves us so much. (:

Jesus called out with a loud voice, "Father, into your hands I commit my spirit." When he had said this, he breathed his last. (Luke 23:46)

"For the wages of sin is death; but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Rom. 6:23).

Isaiah 53:5
King James version: But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.
God's Word version: He was wounded for our rebellious acts. He was crushed for our sins. He was punished so that we could have peace, and we received healing from his wounds.
New American Standard version: But He was pierced through for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; The chastening for our well-being fell upon Him, And by His scourging we are healed.

Have you heard of God's wonderful grace? (:

"Wo yao li hun, wo yao li hun, wo yao li hun!!"

"WO YAO LI HUN!"


"Yessssssss! Standard line - never change one."

HAHA. :D I Not Stupid 2! Joshua and Shaun aren't as cute as I remember. ): So disillusioned!

I still have that round door thingy that Shao and I made for Shaun in primary school but never managed to meet in person. :P

Funny funny hehehe.


Dett.

Phlegmmy. Gross. Annoying. Very unhappy. >:(

Time for pictures from the P6 outing! :D


Look at all the statue-of-liberties :D

Omg my life abit rocks today. :D

Drama Night auditions! 210 pwnzorzxz. :D Clarisse Teo was so ladylike! We kept singing HSM3 songs. Like I Want It All. Especially the 'Imagine having everything we ever dreamed!' cause Sharpay said it so bimbotically. :D And 'I'm with her, don't stop me, I'm not the paparazzi!' :D:D 'Personal stylist, an agent and a publicist - Where do I fit into this? - With you we can win! - Win the part? - Think bigger! - Become superstars? - That's better! Can't you see that bigger is better and better is bigger; a little bit is never enough, no no no!' :D:D:D:D:DDDD

Then recess hung out with funny people then weird talky thingy on self-inflicted injuries. It was abit the OOOOOOOO: and gross leh. I never knew people cut themselves on the abdomen! Gross. Blegh.

Went to class and changed to Tarbet tee, and went for auditions. I saw Cailyn and she said that Christine said that she felt too lazy to audition me! So I'm in. O: Kinda unfair but cool. :D Don't need to be so nervous see.

So I went back to class and taught Linn and Clarisse bodywaves and some stunty stuff. :D Then they went for Richard cheer tryouts! How cool is that man. :D Richard dance is a bit the hard can. And they a bit teach you very little can. And it was a bit the unfair can, because ______ taught her friend can. Oh well.

Still fun watching anyway, then we went to eat at Far East. :D I took a bit the long to eat ehhehe. Then we bought Ness's present!! (:

I'm so excited for next week! ((:

Monday: (MOV Rehearsal maybe), Buy materials, Drama Night
Tuesday: Class Party, Clean up, Progress Reports, Birthday Celebration (:DDDDDDDDDDD)
Wednesday: SLEEPOVER:D
Thursday: SLEEPOVER:D
Friday: SLEEPOVER:D
Saturday: Math Tuition, MEGALIFE:D
Sunday: Church!:D, Lunch

Yeah man! I'm just worried about whether and how gym training is gonna fit into this. O:

Dett.

Ooh so fun :D

Dear (_friend_),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (_1_).I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).I'm sure you're (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).I'm returning (_8_) to you, but I'll keep (_9_) as a memory.You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).(_12_)

Dear Victoria,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I am joining the convent. I think I realized it when I saw the purple monkey, outside of your office and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're sly enough to understand the Middle East is planning their revenge on you. I'm returning your toe ring to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory.You should also know that I always wanted to break your legs and your cucumber-fetishism is weird. Kiss my butt.
Love, Lianne. :D

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White- I am joining the convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other - I'm in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December- When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken- In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot-Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What's the colour of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown- Your 'My little Pony' collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes;Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Sly
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model: Middle-classed
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly- That i get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your Mum
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10. The last letter in your last name
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your legs
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I'm scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness


Today was really fun! (:

First was the MTV-style hiphop dance which I got a little annoyed at at first but then it got quite fun(ny). :D More than half the class went for RA test! O: So when the teacher asked the first 5 rows to sit in front, our whole class and no back rows. :D

Next was the conservation talk and it was really worrying. :/ I mean like, if human species is going to be extinct soon, can you imagine how much sooner the second coming of Christ is going to be? Now's the time to love people, man. Take action. (:

During recess I talked to HZ and Sarah haha! :D I can't wait for Saturday!

Then I went back to class and did the climate survey. (: Then I was bored, and there was a roll of scotchtape on the table! :D I took it and wanted to wrap Kelly up but she didn't let me. So I ran up to Yan Ping and before she could do anything, I wrapped it around her like, 6 times! :D So funny she was trapped! She asked Kelly to cut her loose but not before Kelly, Amelia and I got plenty of pictures of Yan Ping struggling with her bonds... :D So funny!

Then I found some acrylic paint behind the board and tried to smear people with it!! :D HAHA. I got Kelly smeared in little dots, and I wrote "Li" on my arm. :D Then Amelia tried to smear Yan Ping and in the end, SHE got smeared on the mouth HAHA. :D Later I rubbed the "Li" on Gillian and she rubbed it on my pinafore!! O: Then I went to wash it off but it stained through my blouse zomg! Haha! Nevermind :D Funny funny. Maria was sneakiest of all. She put some paint on a piece of paper and then dabbed Kelly's elbow! O: And Kelly didn't know till she realised she was rubbing paint everywhere. :D And Maria did it to Amelia too, on both elbows! Super funny, cause when she turns around you can see two round blue dots on her elbows. :D

Then later Kelly, Amelia and I had a little water fight hehehe. Kelly poured water on my head! O: I poured on her pinafore hehe. Amelia got the least of it. O:

It was so fun! (: Then Linn came and we planned sleepover plus Ness's birthday celebration. :D They're going to be blasts hehe!

Yay life rocks (:

Tomorrow is drama night auditions, then a cmps presentation, then cheer tryouts (Linn and Clarisse too, how awesome!! :D) then squash! Yay!

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover
That I don’t belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our smiles to hide our painBut if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our smiles to hide our painBut if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Well if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small


Everyone falls sometimes; everyone backslides sometimes, and there are so many who don't yet know Jesus. Now's the time to love your brothers and sisters, and reach out to those who need the love of God so badly. Stand firm in your faith, and then don't forget about those who haven't received God's grace yet. Now's the time. Now's the time to love. (:

Dett.

Heehee today was so much fun! :D

Woke up at 6 and I ARRIVED AT CHURCH ONE HOUR EARLY. OOOOOOOOOOOO:

So I just stood outside and waited and waited. Finally Dory came. Then Sarah came. And I was feeling so happy cause I felt so early, and everyone else was late! THEN LATER DORY AND I REALISED EVERYONE WAS ALREADY SITTING INSIDE. O.OOOOOOO

Paiseh man.

Had training then rushed off to meet Maria and Linnette!

We caught the shuttle bus to Kallang Leisure Park and went to eat at KFC. Not cool. The guy gave me two coleslaw. OOOOOOOOO:

And then, I shifted Maria's bag for her and somehow I tipped my entire tray of food off the table. Not cool. The pepsi spilled all over me! And it looked like I peed on myself okay. NOT COOL AT ALL.

Then we went iceskating, and smart me who was wearing a spag strap shirt under my jacket, had to tie my jacket around my waist to cover the pepsi stain.

And what kind of retard wears a spag strap shirt to iceskate? OOOOOOOOOOO:

I felt like such an idiot! And later Linn fell down and I was feeling all nice and smug cause the pepsi dried and I could finally wear my jacket. So while I was nice and dry she was cold and wet! HOHOHO!

And then later, I fell down! And the entire right side of my right leg was drenched in freezing cold water because I slid. OMG! The only compensation was that I dragged Linn down with me, so only Maria was dry. Then that Mad Girl wanted to be wet too?! So we were like saying super sarcastically "Why don't you just lie down!" AND SHE SERIOUSLY DID HAHAHAHA. And then the same time, this young boy came skating up and needed the wall for balance, which we were near to. So Maria was like blocking his path, and his face had that PERFECT what-on-earth look.

Super funny. :D

Went down and waited for the shuttle bus back the MRT! Then we went back home and planned sleepover along the way. So fun so fun okay!

Haha oh and earlier, I sorted out what's been worrying me so much lately, and the possible solutions, and what the problems with the solutions are! And it made me feel much better organised ((:), although I've never thought that my problems depended so heavily on other peoples' decisions and not mine. Oh well. Please let Mr Teo let me go for gym on Monday! Please let Mr Ganesh be merciful and not justice-ful and pull my attendance up! Please let Mrs Wee and Ms Goh let me rejoin gym! Please please please please! ):

And I know this is really bad, but after that I decided that all my friendships that need patching up can wait till later. Sorry sorry sorry.

Dett.

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'ma let it go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel

Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

Haha wow I feel like I haven't posted in really long! (Considering it's EOEOYs, that is!)

Haha lemme check....

Okay the last time I posted was Monday! That's prettty long right!

SO. Today I went out with Linn and Clarisse to watch HSM3! It was gooooooood :D And now I can spoiler all the RGcellers tomorrow hohohohohoho.

But sucks for me cause my throat is super painful! D: It's like burning, scratchy and today when HZ was talking to me I sounded like a toot! O: And it continued through the day, though at some points it was better and others it wasn't! It's totally my fault though, cause the other day I had this really chocolatey bread-thingymajig and some murruku and lots of chocolate digestives. And I still eating that now. But argh so yummy. And I figured with the whole lot of water (I drink one bottle every night okay shut up) I'm drinking, it would be okay! But noooooooo my throat just hates me. Not to mention the stupid singing yesterday. (But I can reach high E!) Phantom of the Opera, and at the end it's just super high, go listen! Hahaha. (:

Lesson 1: Don't sing.
Lesson 2: Don't eat.

Just had tuition blegh.

I slept for 11 hours yesterday! *shiok* (:

Mm, tomorrow is going to be awesome! Starting KidsREAD again, then eat lunch somewhere, then HZ's house, then church, then interview, then HSM3!

(:(:(:

Dett.

Hahaha yo! (: The EOEOY spirit is finally sinking in man! (: Especially since RS is going to be OVER OVER OVER pretty soon! :D

Today was fun, during school I wrote a letter to Linn and wrote Looking for JJ. Oh and over the weekend I finished Beige and I liked it too. (:

I was trying to remember why I was so tired on Sunday, and then I remembered it was cause I slept late the night before, and I dreamt that I had a sore throat and when I woke up (in my dream) I went to the washroom and my sore throat was so bad that it was bleeding. O: Like I just open my mouth and all the blood will drip out. Sick. No wonder I couldn't stay awake on the MRT.

Today after school, I borrowed a new book called Panic Room! Tomorrow's the last day to borrow books already. ): Sad!

After school today, had NASA! Stupid Maria. Linn and I went to eat then met her in 213, but people were using the computer so we went to 210! (: Haha productive much? We finished everything and still had time to slack! I taught them the Tarbet cheer and dance hehe so fun! Hyping up for tryouts! Maria must tryout with me too!!

Mm so it was quite fun, I heart Moody Little Lemon. :P

Monday iceskating! Yeah mann.

I'm super looking forward to this holiday, but earlier I was feeling generally annoyed, and then my mum did her stupid irritating, "Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Anne Tan" thing again, and then she was like, "Uncle Doug thinks you're very hardworking cause you spend so much time on the computer, then I told him you just chat." I do work too okay, I have stuff to do, actual stuff. Yeah so I was freaking pissed off and I showed her alot of attitude eheh. I don't regret it

Yeah so anyway I decided it wasn't a good time to ask about chalets and camp. :X I still don't think my dad will let me go for two chalets and camp leh. Not even one chalet and camp. Sigh.

Mm anyway, I will type out the contracts tonight then ask tomorrow. :D

Kind of sleepy! Tonight must print NASA stuff, contracts, read the NASA report again, settle chalets, read Looking for JJ! (:

Dett.

Haha my stupid emo-happy picture :D I was genuinely happy! And yes I seriously miss my long hair now O:

Haha ahh she looks so cute! She'll just kill me if she knows I posted this x)

Being pervy in 113 with Shao and Ting! I remember for some reason we took turns to act like lechers and chased each other around class! HAHA. And they were scared of me :D Oh and Ting Fang was really scary, but Shao Wei just faillllllllllled cause she kept laughing!

Becky! She used to be so cute right. (:

At the beach with Feng and KR, waiting for the eclipse! We three ended up listening to our own iPods, and then Feng stood on top of the breakwater while KR and I were on the sand. Then she was singing and gesturing wildly and expressively with her hands, so KR and I were like "O.O She looks like she's going to commit suicide!" Haha. x)

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. (he carves a "V" into a sign) The only verdict is vengence; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."

Do watch the video. When I saw it, my reaction was just, "Wow." I mean, I was genuinely speechless.

http://www.crestwoodchurch.co.uk/blog/uploaded_images/Laminin-732738.bmp
Laminin: A protein with the purpose of cell adhesion, basically, without laminin, our bodies would fall apart, just like that.

And also, laminin is the exact same shape as the cross that our Lord Jesus Christ died for us on.

Really, how great is our God. (:

Dett.

Your love it keeps me going;

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
With wisdom, power and love
Our God is an awesome God

<3

Today, I returned Thirteen Reasons Why and another book that I decided wasn't worth my time and borrowed three more, so now I have four books. (:

We had absolutely no lessons! In the morning, when we walked up from assembly, stupid Ness dragged me up the stairs and I tripped! D: It's still bleeding okay, so creepy! It should've stopped right. :X

Haha anyway it was okay, and then somewhere during the day, Maria dragged me back to the library, so I brought my book with me. Guess what she wanted to read? Seventeen. Hellooo, there's a reason why it's SEVENTEEN and not FOURTEEN. Haha! She ah. I wanted to read my book but she stole it and made me read with her. It was super funny to read with her la. Like there was some part about How To Hook Your Crush? Or something like that, then Maria wanted to wait till we got there, then a few seconds later she said, "Argh I cannot wait!" And she flipped there. And at the end, people wrote in to talk about their embarrassing moments. And some person peed in a tanning machine so she had white streaks over her legs like OMG HAHAHAHAHA. X.X And one girl put on fake lashes and wore a new outfit to impress her crush, then when she was talking to him, he gave this weird look and picked something off her cheek, and it was her fake lash! HAHAH. My goodness.

And then we went back to class, and NO ONE IN THE SEC2 LEVEL WAS THERE. We were just freaking out okay, cause we thought there was no assembly! Okay, I was freaking out. Maria was like, "Aiya just say we went toilet!" I was hyperventilating like omg, truancy! So freaky. And we went all over looking until we discovered it was in the gym. ._. Thank God we didn't get booked. :D

CHURCH TOMORROW YEAH MAN.

Oh, and I ate a VanHouten bar yesterday. :D It was really yum.


House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA
may thinks that my prospective husband would be weird in his own way
ways
sheeeshh
i bet yours will be totally the ideal
haha

cookie jar [18 evergreens] says:
the ideal?!
haha!! what makes you think so

House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
i just think so
you have this 'i'm a romantic' aura around you

cookie jar [18 evergreens] says:
yucks
yknow

House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
haha!!!

cookie jar [18 evergreens] says:
i seriously can't wait to see who your husband's gonna be!

House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
O: oh mannnnn
i can't wait either haha!
cause i have ABSOLUTELY no idea

cookie jar [18 evergreens] says:
haha yeah!
maybe you'll find him in RI ; )

House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
WHAT!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?
I CERTAINLY HOPE NOT
HELL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

cookie jar [18 evergreens] says:
haha!
you never know!
all the smart alecs there

House-induced stupor while Lost In Austen. Brilliant! says:
...
you mean losers

Dett.

Omg I am the world's biggest loser.

I fell asleep at 8 and just about woke up!

Oh and you know cause during dinner we were supposed to cut my sister's cake, she tried to wake me up (Sorry!) and you know how? My mum told me that she was like, "Lianne wake up! Anne Tan wake up! I'm a boy and I'm going to kiss you! Muack muack!!"

I never knew she was so retarded okay! I'm going to slaughter her. Hahahahahha!

I'm going to be sooo awake for the rest of the night la.

Hungry. Eating bananas. (:

Got back most of my marks today. Want to know the result? Go die I'm not telling you :D Just that I'm really glad I'm not one of those dumbass muggers or wannabes who go like "Oh, my marks are so lousy! ): ): ): ): ):" Cause if not I'd really be suicidal by now.

Oh but who knows, my mum might just kill me when she sees my report book anyway :D

(Haha okay I decided to stop ending this post on such sarcastic notes)

Yeah, and I realised that the craziness doesn't end here okay! I am incredibly busy compared to how busy I was during EOY period. Like, I have a ton more church stuff (not that it's bad, no - it's awesome(: ) and also I think I'm supposed to start attending gym..? That's what Mrs Wee said, but I'll check with her again. And y'know, if I join ushering and gym I am seriously dead. Like really. But I want both. ): And so, if I don't get my NPCC attendance (which will be no one else's but my fault, really) and get into gym, I will plain die next year.

Monday: Free day (Hopefully I can change this to gym day instead of Saturday)
Tuesday: Gym day
Wednesday: NPCC
Thursday: Gym day
Friday: NPCC
Saturday: Gym (change? pleaseplease) then Church
Sunday: Church, lunch

Ohhhh but I want it so bad! ):

Oh and of course I'll have to squeeze in tuition. Blegh.

Byee!

Dett.

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

Jason Mraz:
Do you hear me
Talking to you?
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Colbie Caillat:
Boy I hear you
In my dreams
I feel your whisper
Across the sea
I keep you with me
In my heart
You make it easier
When life gets hard

Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat:
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you
I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Jason Mraz:
And so I'm sailing
Through the sea
To an island
Where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Colbie Caillat:
Through the breezes
Through the trees
You move so pretty
You're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here, right now

Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat:
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Haha today was good.

The etiquette and dining course was okay!

Mr Chua: "What do you like to do in your free time?"
Girl: "I play the cello."
Mr Chua: "What is a cello?"
Girl: "It's like an instrument five times bigger than a violin."
Mr Chua: "So you put the cello on your shoulder and play?"
Girl: "No..."
Mr Chua: "Then how do you play it?"
Girl: "You put it in between your legs."

It was so OMG and everyone in the room started laughing like mad!! x) Then later,

Mr Chua: "You say like that then later people will start asking what else you put between your legs!!"

And other sick things that Vanessa and the like told me but I shall not blog. :P So offensive haha!

Fine dining is TIRING okay. Oh and the briefing was also quite funny cause he kept saying "GUY DIE FIRST." Like he told us how to act at prom night, and he said when walking up the stairs, the guy should walk behind, cause if the girl falls, then "THE GUY DIES." And when walking down the stairs, the guy should walk in front, cause if the girl falls... "THE GUY DIES."

Super funny. :D

Yup, then at night was my sister's birthday dinner! Her birthday is tomorrow! (: So after school I gotta go get her present haha!

It's SO UNBELIEVABLY SAD that Midnight Sun is not going to be published! ): ): But I'm reading the draft that Stephenie Meyer put on her site now, and am about halfway through! It's so interesting, cause we get to know the Cullens so much better, and Edward thinks so much more than we know from Bella's POV! Awesome much :D

Wahaha better sleep now!

20 more days of school!

DETT.

You know something I just thought?

(:

I don't have many best friends, but my best friends are seriously the kind who will stick by me through everything,

And I am so thankful for that. (:

So, kudos to you peoples :D

Dett.

Haha life rocks! :D

Yesterday was really funny!!

I woke up at 9am to shower then went to meet Sarah at Simei. (: Bought 21 yummy doughnut balls to bring to cell! (:

Okay, so we went to get Huizhen's hamsters! And I hereby declare OPERATION HAMSTER a great big whopping success! :D We had to bring it to Pasir Ris so we took MRT and it was really funny cause we were like !! haha! x) But we made it! :D

Then we got a new cage for the hamsters haha! (: They are CARAMEL and FRAPPE! (: Yeap, then we went to sit ferris wheel!!! Omg, FINALLY okay, after like 5 months! OOO: So satisfying and SO COOL. We could see church from our cage-thingy! (:

Then we went to eat yoghurt gelato and it was really really yummy okay. O: Like yayy. (:

Met some people at Downtown and gave HZ her hamsters! :D Haha! (((((:

Went to church and yes, service was good of course and so was cell! Caroline joined us for cell. :D

During dinner, there was this guy who went to the dustbin next to our table and Huiying was like, "Eh, Lianne, he's wearing the same shirt as you!" Then I looked and YES IT WAS EXACTLY THE SAME. Looks like two layers - white collar, little bit of white sleeves and little bit of white at the bottom and black shirt. I was SO embarrassed!! x) Hahaha! Mel was like, "It's okay, you look cooler :D" And yeah I agree! HAHA. Kidding. :D Huiying said to go take picture with him so I went, "nonononoononononoooo."

Oh and we were all laughing cause the C3 people were playing hide and seek and it was quite funny to watch. :D We wanted to go and hide also, then disturb the seekers! :D Like they see hiding people then run off and make them chase haha!

During cell sharing, Sarah and I decided to speak together since we were together the entire of Friday and Saturday (we did the speech&drama thing last year, where you copy what someone says) and we were laughing like mad. (:

Yeap, and after cell, we went into the lift with two guys, then Sarah told me to press the lift button like I always do, so I did! Then as the door was about to close, it opened again, and the guy at the front door did this low-voice "Huh?" And Sarah burst out laughing so I slapped her shoulder and started laughing too. x)

In the Atrium we hung around and did high stuff. :D We also did something really mean and shouldn't have done it but it was so funny! And we just died when he noticed. O:

In Sarah's car, Adeline was quite high okay!! :DDD And we all linked arms and started 'rowing the boat' HAHA. x)

Yeah so it was really good. :D

Today's sermon was meaningful too!

Going to watch HSM3 with HZ and Victoria! :D Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging with CT (HAHAHAHAHAHA) :D Quarantine with RGI :D And someone watch eagleeye with meeee! (:

Yeah man haha! And I just dedicated L.O.V.E to my darlings Carissa Jie and Sarah!! (: Love you babes! Sarah I was smsing and Carissa I was talking to on MSN and I made them listen to 98.7 :D And love everyone else of course :D

CAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMPCAMP!!

Dett.

This was her before she got sick. I miss her already.

Today was last paper, and then I went out with Sarah to watch Mamma Mia, then we went to Boon Lay shopping centre before I got the call.

I'm so so sorry for ruining our outing. Sassy was sick for quite a while already and today she had a fit so we had to put her down. It was so unright that while my dog was sick and dying elsewhere, I was shopping and having a good time.

I haven't cried for really long.

Went to church cause we started to feel really awkward at the shopping centre. And we were like 2 hours early for prayer meeting. But I'm glad we came early, if not like my eyes would still be red and ..

Prayer meeting was good.

MRTed home with Jayna, Joan. Yup.

So tired, I'm going to sleep soon.

Disappointed in so many people today and they don't even realise, but maybe it was just my mood.

And what you said, I know it was meant to comfort and you think it's true,

but it was what really made my day crash.

I hope I'll be happier in church tomorrow.

Dett.

Today was awesome, thanks Shao and Waye :D

Firstly, exams.
Till then:
031008 English Exposition, Chinese Composition (:, :D
061008 Geography paper, Philosophy Paper :D, (:
071008 English Comprehension, Literature Paper :D, (:
081008 History (:
091008 Mathematics Paper, Chinese Paper :D, (:
101008 Science Paper >:( (HAHA)

After Math paper right, Lanabel and I went to find Shao. Then she was like, "You know for trigo, I KEPT GETTING A NEGATIVE ANSWER." Then I said, "Huh are you sure your calculator was on the right mode." "What right mode???" And her calculator was on RAD, not DEG! Zomg wasted. So, tip to everyone who's starting their exams: CHECK YOUR CALCULATOR MODE BEFORE EXAM. (:

Haha everyone found the paper much easier than expected though :D I think I did the indices one wrongly though! D:

Chinese paper, remembered all my ci yu :D

Oh, and I started and ended my school day by walking into something. ._. In the morning I went to drop off something in Sarah's class, then when I walked out I walked into the door. ._. Then after my Chinese paper, In needed to check my handphone urgently, so I checked it in my bag while walking, then I walked into the pole. ._____.

After that, went to find Shao in the foyer and went to my house! :D We hardworking started doing the Science paper that Shao printed (95 pages ._.) and then there was this question about like, when an driver braked, which way the water went. Then I didn't believe her, so we took a cup and tested, and she was right hehe. I grabbed her hand and splashed the water on her!! :D HAHA. And she poured the rest over me ._.

We started skipping a lot of questions after that cause they all looked so boring, then finally went upstairs to play Dino Run. xD

Waye arrived halfway during one game so she had to go get him downstairs haha! Then they came up and we all sat around/talked/played Dino Run for a while. :P Oh and I sat on Shao :D Then later when I was using the laptop, she put her head on my lap and then Waye and her were throwing around my rubik's cube ._. Then like, Waye was in my peripheral vision, so I kept ducking and screaming cause it looked like he was throwing it at my head or something! ._. HAHA. Yeah and only when I didn't duck it hit me okay, and when I didn't, it was like, far far away from me. Oh and I covered Shao's eyes once, then Waye threw it and she didn't catch it, so she was like, "OW."

HAHA :D Finally went down to start work, and I decided to call Ting Fang! :D All three of us spoke to her and little work was accomplished :P Haha! But it was sooo fun. (:

Yup then they left, so I came up and slacked, slept, woke up, slacked, and now I'm going to sleep soon again. :D

G'night my darlings! I can't wait for tomorrow. :D Gluck to everyone starting their exams (:

Dett.

Haha I'm just doing my Math work (I'm so proud that I'm finally studying, even if exams are gonna be over soon x))

And I just had to take a break to say this;

RI MATH IS SO FREAKING HARD.
Like I'm doing the combined topic FA, and so far I've encountered two questions from previous RI assessments, and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO THEM.

I'm so dead tomorrow ):

Dett.

like stop, bring it back, bring it back

(why's everyone so petrified - what? petrified - what? step aside)

i like what i do, i do what i like

Till then:
031008 English Exposition, Chinese Composition (:, :D
061008 Geography paper, Philosophy Paper :D, (:
071008 English Comprehension, Literature Paper :D, (:
081008 History (:
091008 Mathematics Paper, Chinese Paper :/, :/ (Haha whoa worse)
101008 Science Paper >:( (HAHA)

Got to remember that's by my lousy standards hehe.

Haven't been sleeping well, then after I finished my History paper today I was so tired I didn't want to do work so I just tied the string onto my pencil case (They're multi-coloured now :D) and then I didn't want to look like a retard putting my head on the table and just sleeping so I put my head on my hands. Then later I reread my papers and Ms Yeo came over, "Are you sick?" "Huh? Um no." (HAHA UMNO) "Never sleep ah?" "Ehhh hehe."

x) Paiseh omg. All the mugger subjs are over :D Chinese ci yu is almost done now, and later Math tuition! Tomorrow shall just practise Science. (:

Dett.

Haha! :D TODAY, I HAD MY LAST GEOG EXAM...

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! All of you bejealous okay.

Kay! Sunday was awesome!

I OVERSLEPT AGAIN OKAY. There's something seriously wrong with me I could just punch myself(: And then got my dad to send me to church and ran ran ran up the stairs phoof.

Ushered and Jayna and Maybelline and all were helping out too! :D

After that session, rested a while then did greeting instead! So funny okay! Like maybe 10 of us? Stand in two rows, then when the lift comes up we'll all sing:

Welcome, welcome all of you
Welcome to Riverlife
Shake, then give a smile to you
Welcome to you!

Haha yeah and it was quite funny to see some people running away and others who clapped along and stuff! :D

Went back inside to help with games then Jayna and I left!

Shao came to my house around 4? SO UNPRODUCTIVE MANZ.

But funnn :D

And then I rushed Geog like MAD at night. I slept at 2am and woke up at 4.30..!

Haha yup but I was going to fall asleep in the paper but I prayed and I stayed awake :DD Haha it wasn't too bad, MCQ was pretty easy! Question 5 was !!!!!!!!!!!!!! but LORMS wasn't too bad (:

Then Philo I was almost falling asleep all the way HAHA. But I managed to finish it although my last two questions were like bleurgh.

Went home and slacked then had Math tuition! Slept from 3 - 6 and have been slacking since. xD

Tomorrow is English and Lit! I'm super dead for lit ):

I can't wait for EOEOYs okay(:

101008 EOEOYs finally! Then out with Sarah to sightsee and Mamma Mia! (:
111008 Meet Sarah, then O.H. (!!) then eat, then church for the ohsomysteriousss meeting O:
121008 Church, then lunch!
131008 Is it marking day? Also day to start suaning Kevin
141008 Go out with Car Jie (: OH WAIT OMGOSH DINING ETIQUETTE...! DIE DIE DIE!! OH CRAP.
181008 Helping with P6ers, then church! :D
251008 Baking with HZ!! Then church! :D
011108 Get the blended subway sandwich to torture my cellmates :D

Ahh I'm seriously excited okay!

Till then:
031008 English Exposition, Chinese Composition (:, :D
061008 Geography paper, Philosophy Paper :D, (:
071008 English Comprehension, Literature Paper :D, D:
081008 History :/ (Predicted emo day! Haha kidding!)
091008 Mathematics Paper, Chinese Paper :/, :/ (Haha whoa worse)
101008 Science Paper >:( (HAHA)

Studying tomorrow, Wednesday and Thursday! HAHA. (:

Car where are you ):

Dett.

I got my MOD position I got my MOD position *happydance*

I bet about 75% of you going "HUH??" at the screen now :D

Anyway! Today was great!

I SLEPT THROUGH MY ALARM. SUCKS. I was supposed to wake up at 6am to study but then I slept through it D: And woke up at 9.15 when Jayna called me and she was at City Hall alr!):

Took me ages to reach (SORRY) and then we MRTed to church together :D

Training was fun! And the Superlife worship team is awesomeeeeeeeee

After that, studied with Jayna and Sarah! (: Not productive. I was laughing at Jayna's lit notes! What kind of name is BOXER, even for an animal! Or SQUEAKER. OR SQUEALER. LIKE HAHAHA??

Sarah and I wanted a break, so while Jayna was talking to Chee Yann, we went outside to just move around and breathe fresh air and it started drizzling we were so happy!! (:

Went back, and Chee Yann left, then Jayna Sarah and I went to the vending machines! Jayna got greentea and Sarah and I went to sit on the swing!! :D Jayna didn't though ): Then we swung swung swung AND IT MOVED. O: We were so scared we got off and went inside the dollhouse HAHAHA. (: Jayna was laughing at us hee!

Went back and Sarah went for ushering! Was more productive after that. :P

Service was good :D

Had dinner at downtown east! (:

Oh and went bac kto church for cell which was great too(:

Haha life is good except for geog notes...............

Dett.

Just Stand Up is nice too :D

Crap lah can't sleep. Listening to 98.7 again(:

Haha know what I think I'm seriously very appearance-judging!

Like was looking at some photos and I'm soooooooo grossed out by some people who look okay now. Looks like I can take some lessons from Antonio eh, haha. x) Bad joke but Antonio is seriously mean la! He's so horrible to Shylock mann.

Too excited for tomorrrrow. (:

Dett.

Haha just a list cause there're alot

Songs I want:
- Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes
- How I Could Kill A Man by Charlotte Sometimes
- Thunder and Rain by D'Sound
- Don't Get Me Wrong by Pretenders

Life is good and all the small things make me happy! :D

Tomorrow is gonna be awesome, MRTing with Jayna, then busing with JaynaPersis, then training with lots of people, then study with Jayna, then church and cell with RGCELL :D

Today was good! Chinese Compo in the morning, I am SO proud of myself. :D I spent like the entire morning from after assembly to the start of Chinese paper (20 - 30 mins maybe?) memorising the hao ci. And I used almost all of them in my paper! :D Like maybe 10 roughly? Hehe I'm glad I could remember. :D

English Expo was alright, but I wasn't in expo writing mood so my personal tone just DIED.

After that met Shao Wei!
Me: "I didn't write well cause I wasn't in the expo-writing mood!!"
Shao: -immediately- "YEAH!"
Me: -gasps and almost falls over-

She replied SO LOUDLY and SO QUICKLY I got freaked out and I almost fell okay! Omg.

Went to study at STARBUCKS and Wan Hui was there again! Hehe. I discovered that my handphone has RADIO omg. :D I spent the entire time planning my day and listening to 98.7 whie Loser Shao was on the phone discussing geog with Kaien! ): Haha but 98.7 was SO FUNNY. (: Like they have this programme where you just call in and speak your mind, then when they pick up they'll be like 'This is 98.7 CALLER ARE YOU SERIOUS." HAHA! Then wow okay their responses/things they decided to talk about were so funny! :D I was laughing like mad in Starbucks -.-

Didn't do work, then went home! (: I was dumb and thought Wan Hui was still sitting behind me so I reached behind and tapped the girl's head AND SHE WAS A CHIJ GIRL. OMG. I just died, bu tried to pretend like in packing my bag I accidentally hit her. Crap la. Embarrassing. Thank God she was nice :D

Heard this song on 98.7 that I liked :D

Go get your ribbon box
Go get your wounded heart
Seeing spiders
I'm told they never lie

Go get your brother love
Go get your losing head
Seeing fire
I'm told it never burns

I want it all
I pull you back
I want it all

Cry, baby, cry, baby, cry

Soaking down your
Cry, baby, cry, baby
And you can't understand
How I could just kill a man

No to your letters love
No to unsturdy hands
Sleeping eyes
I'm told they never lie

No to your key of rust
No to raging words
Sleeping tires
I'm told they never drive

I want it all
I pull you back
I want it all

Cry, baby, cry, baby, cry

Soaking down your
Cry, baby, cry, baby
You can't understand how I could just kill a man

And if I wanted to stay
You won't stand in my way
But I'm choosing to leave
With your heart on my sleeve
It feels too good without you

Cry, baby, cry, baby, cry

Soaking down your
Cry, baby, cry, baby
You can't understand
How I could just kill a kill a
Cry, baby, cry, baby, cry

Soaking down your
Cry, baby, cry, baby
And you can't understand
How I could just kill a man

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nojWJ6-XmeQ&feature=related


OMG MUST WATCH HAHA. Unless you're easily offended. (: Then don't! But omg it's super retarded and I can see why it's banned! x) Super funny :D And I promise it's not like my other retarded youtube thingums. x)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRICBWsDTUA

This one must watch, it's not offensive at all or anything, just super retarded. xD Watch please! :D

Dett.

Haha wow, I think we RGCellers are really fortunate. (:

We all care for each other, and we have an awesome God and to top it all off, we have great seniors! :D

Dorcas, Adeline and Dew all smsed us!(:

Thanks guys! :D

And I know all of us in RGCell will be praying for each other!(:

Thanks guys! :D

And I know God's going to bring us all through it and going to make it a worthy experience!(:

Thank you God! :D

Dett.

Things to look forward to :D:
040908: Training, Study with Jayna, Church, Cell
050908: Superlife ushering, Study with Shao
100908: Last paper, Out with Sarah (sightseeing, heheh...), Prayer Meeting
110908: Out with Sarah (Movie, Ferris wheel :D), Church, Cell
180908: Baking with HZ, Church, Cell

Awesome much? Not to mention Megalife camp and:
070908: Study with Shao (Waye?)
080908: Study with Shao (Waye?)
090908: Study with Shao (Waye?)

HAHA. :D So far it's been:
290808: Study with Shao Waye
300908: Study with Shao Waye
010908: Study with Shao Waye Wanhui

HAHA my awsum studybuddies. :D

Huiying's MSN display name is so ?!?!?!?!? HAHA.

Wow okay know something! TONIGHT I MUST FINISH MY GEOG NOTES (: OR ELSE I WON'T LET MYSELF SLEEP :D
everything i do is wrong

Dett.