I'm sleeping early and it's raining outside :)

So peaceful <3>

Goodnight world!

Dett.

some try to hand me money
they don't understand

Work to do and I'm still blogging! YEAH MAN.

Today was great! School was random, Josephine's the funniest person evar. :D Oh and for Lit, we did the judgment thing! Almost every group wanted one of the characters (Antonio or Bassanio or Gratiano) to be CASTRATED. Like ?! And my group (I had no part in it okay! THEY did impromptu while I stood and laughed :D) wanted to castrated Antonio! Zomg hahaha. May's was the most humane group! (i.e. no castrating)

After school, went to Shao's house to study! :D We had a sandwich first then while waiting for Waye to arrive, we did a leeeeetle work! (:

Yup and later I typed out Geog notes etc. :D Not too bad! AND THEN WE STARTED FOOLING AROUND. xP Haha!

It was uber funny y'know. :D Like we hijacked Shao's MSN and talked to _______ and ______ and all. :D And my job was to keep Shao away from her Mac! It was awesome fun. :D

Then later Waye and Shao kept taking each others' phones and calling contacts with it HAHA. Yeah darn funny. :D

In the end, we DIDN'T get back to work. We ate a bit, then went to Shao's room to rest. Shao and I fell asleep for a while xD

Then Shao had tuition so we went home! Okay it might not sound like much fun here, but trust me - it was!!

290908 MUST-Dos:

NASA:
1. Construction
- Taking materials from the moon/earth to our new settlement
- Construction phases
- Materials for protection from environment (E.g. meteorites + sun)
2. Human Comforts
- Parks & Recreation
- Entertainment
- Psychological needs
3. Research
- Zero gravity
- Plant growth
- Muscles?????????
4. Safety
- Fire/Police

Revision:
- Geog; Type out notes
- History; Powerpoint slides + Type out notes
- Prepare Chinese Revision (E.g. Write out hanyupinyin)

Write Letters:
1. HZ
2. Zheng Xi

Print:
- Geography Tables
- NASA Report
- Circles Answers
- Letters


So much work! If you tell me life rocks, I will take it upon myself to punch you in the face. (: Okay kidding life is quite good actually! (: Some ways it's de moste awesomest. Other ways it's not, simple as that!

Dett.













"Do not worship any other gods before me." Exodus 20:2
And in service we learnt that that includes anything you put before God.

"Do not misuse the name of the Lord your God. The Lord will not let you go unpunished if you misuse his name." Exodus 20:7

I'm not trying to say I'm perfect or anything, that I've never done anything wrong before. But. In hanging out with such people, you have conformed to their ways. Did you think I haven't noticed? You have become smarter, yes, but in that, what have you lost?

I wish I could find the words to say to you, but somehow I'm always at a loss because I don't know how to relate to you, and it's not like I've never reminded you, and I don't want to be that annoying voice around that always tells you to do this and do that.

So I give up?













"You have heard that the law of Moses says, 'Love your neighbour' and hate your enemy. But I say, love your enemies! Pray for those who persecute you! In that way, you will be acting as true children of your Father in heaven. For He gives His sunlight to both the evil and the good, and He sends rain on the just and on the unjust, too. If you love only those who love you, what good is that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much. If you are kind only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else? Even pagans do that. But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect." Matthew 6:43-48


You, and I've heard how much you've suffered but I still hope that this will apply to you. I know that it's hard, and yes I find it hard to do so too. But know something? I have lots of hope in you and I really believe that you're still gonna pull through. :D




So much I have yet to learn, so much I hope to learn. (:

Just wrote a new story and a new poem!! More than I've written in forever. (: Prouda myself :D

Gnight!

Dett.


P.S. ANGELA <3> (:

Hello!

Wow today was a tiring day. ):

Morning woke up, showered, off to church! Superlife usher training was pretty fun! (: I was the oldest there (besides Ben and Kenneth etc) and they thought I was 11!!!!! Hahah! x) Can you imagine me as a Superlifer! But they're seriously cuuuute. (: At first I was a bit awkward cause I don't know any of them but after that during games they were just too cute to resist! :D

Ended around 12? Much earlier than I expected. Ben, Kenneth and Dorathea went to play more games with the kids while I mugged. xD I didn't realise that they were playing okay! But anyway quite cool la:D

Dory came later so I studied with her, then Sarah came too! A while later Dory's friends came so she went to sit with them heh.

I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH SARAH. <3333333333333>

FIRSTLY,
We were productive! ;D I finished relearning what Mr Tan taught me, did what Chinese I could, and started on Geog! :D

SECONDLY,
Kenneth and some of his friends started playing frisbee next to our bench! And we were just FREAKING OUT. O: Haha! Like Sarah and I were going hysterical okay! Like we were so scared we'd get cut by the frisbee that we just started laughing like mad. ._. So of course didn't do work. :P Then it almost hit her but THANK GOD Kenneth caught it like just before it hit her head, so I started laughing like a maniac! And she went, "It nearly hit me, didn't it?" Then I said, "Yeah! HAHAHAHAHAHA. I'll pray for you Sarah.." And we just laughed like mad, then I advised her to sit on my side instead. O: Haha! And we didn't really do work but watched them play and it was so funny! And once it just came flying towards us and I SCREAMED and clutched at Sarah's arm AND almost fell off the bench...! Kenneth caught it again yeah man! (: Yeah I was like going to start hyperventilating already. Sarah and I really laughed alotlotlot she's so fun to be with! :D And then they accidentally threw it to the Tampines cell, then one of the guys anyhow threw it and the wind blew it onto the roof!

Then Kenneth went up to get it and then his friends were below and like "Be careful!" So I was like O.o is he on the roof?! And then the frisbee went flying down, and Sarah and I heard this "BOM BOM BOM" on the roof like someone running on it! HAHAHAHA. We laughed like siao okay.

THIRDLY,
We declared that we had too much heart attacks so we stopped mugging around 4 and started calling people to come to church! I called HZ and Dorcas first and was like "YOU AH. LATE FOR CHURCH ALREADY. WHERE ARE YOU? STILL AT HOME? BETTER CHANGE AND COME NAO, NAO NAO NAO N-A-O NAO." :D

FOURTHLY,
Adeline came so we went to stand with her! Sarah wore a glove on her left and I wore her other glove on my right! Then we called Victoria and Angela to chase them haha! Then when people Sarah and I knew arrived, we'd wave at them with our glovehands, and then we started greeting them! HAHA. Heather was the best la. :D "Welcome to Megalife! *shakes hand*" "..This is new." HAHA. :D Everyone else so bad, thought that Sarah and I were trying to trick them! HAHA. (:

Yeah so it was really awesome having so much fun with Sarah! (:

Service was about honouring parents yup. Sarah and I both agreed that some parts of it were a bit unneccessary? Not criticizing or anything, but we thought the 5 things was like, okay... And the parents have reason not to say sorry; we both disagreed SUPER SUPER STRONGLY. Yeah like it felt good to talk to someone about the sermon though, and also find that we share the same sentiments. (: But not criticizing, and I'm sure that it did apply to some people, so yup! (:

Oh and during worship, cause I was super tired, like I didn't really fall asleep, but at times I was like half-conscious? Like I hear the music and everything but I don't even think of singing/responding. O: Then when I'm back to normal I'm like...?? Omg I was super scared okay, can your brain like, rot if you don't sleep or something! Scary..

Went for area 2.2 meeting! (: Quite encouraging that most of those who went are gonna sign up for My Hope. :D Angela, Sarah and I are gonna do it together! (:

Then went for dinner! Sarah and I went to Tea Valley! <3> Yumm. I had chickenflossbread and bubble tea and seaweed fries! Fattening much. But ohsonice. (: Yup talked to Sarah abit. Haha you know I really love that dear girl. (: Oh and when we were in church, Sarah told everyone about how I didn't know what F1 was when she and Dory told me about it today! How am I supposed to know what F1 is! x) Or Louis Hamilton! (sp?) Haha not my fault I don't know right! (Dory: "Sarah what've you been doing! Why you never educate Lianne!" Sarah: "HEY!") x) My first thought when I heard 'F1' was 'F21' as in, Forever 21 the shop! O:

Cell! Was awesome, talked about last week's sermon! (: I found last week's sermon was really really meaningful, yup. Felt good to discuss. :D

After that, went home in the church bus with Dew! :D It was awesome to get to know her better. :D Like she was from RGPS! And from there we discovered a bit more of what we had in common :D Haha she's superduper funny and I was highing on the bus! Alisa and Jayna were there too! :D

Got home, had the match. WE WON WE WON. AWESOME MAN. (:

Good to see HZ and Carissa and Jayna and Alisa and everyone in RGcell and Sarah today! :D

Life is goooooooooooooooooooood x2938298498290!

Dett.

Today was awesome much! (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGGIE. :D

School sucked psh but assembly was totally cool! O: They are ultimate proz. (: Haha I got a letter from HZ too! You rock man! :D HAHA what avalanche you maddie! <3> In the morning I wished Maggie a happy birthday and hugged her and did the muackz muackz thing to her HAHA. :D People kept telling me I looked scary today. ): Maybe it's cause my fringe was straight and I was like -_- all over the place heheh!

Yup, after that went to study in 213 with Linnette! It was super duper productive! I did my English compre and summary, and also started on my Math! (:

Around 3+ Went to 210 to wait for Maggie! Didn't have to wait long! Yup! We made her sit towards the whiteboard and close her eyes! :D Linn and I had an 'awesome' time trying to get the wig out of the plastic bag HAHA. Then I had to cover Maggie's eyes cause she kept turning around!! Haha yup then Linn tried to put the wig on her! :P We got the hair on and Maggie kept SCREAMING. HAHA. :D Then we tried to get the fake beard on and she really screamed like siao AHAHA. (:

Later we got her to open her eyes and she was so shocked! :P And Linn brought her camera and it was really awesome cause Maggie's such a good sport and she lets people keep taking pictures of her! ;D I will steal from Linn when she posts them! :D Yeah and it was super fun! And Maggie wanted to go to the washroom later so I tried pushing her towards the male staff toilet haha!

Anyway it was fun, then we studied for a while! :D Then went my houseywousey! (: I finished my Math stuff, did more Chinese words learning! Today was super productive. (:

Then I had Math tuition halfway, so they stayed in my room till they left! Haha Math tuition is fun and I'm seriously worried about this EOYs so I arranged more tuition. xD

Yup today was great and tomorrow will be awesome too! Except for one ahemahem part which I hope won't happen in the end. :D Training, then study, then service then cell! Really looking forward to seeing Sarah and HZ and Charmaybelline and Angela and the rest tomorrow. :D And of course RGcellers and basically everyone la. :D

Got to write Car's and HZ's reply then sleepsleepsleep!

Nightywights!

Dett.

Yo(:

Haha yes I am sorry if I've been very dao/stone lately. -.- I realised from the huge number of people who've been telling me so. O:
Haha like I don't want to be alone but I don't want to talk either? Does that make sense?

Okayyyyyy nevermind I bet it doesn't!

Aesthetics was fun today, everyone was talking rubbish. :D

Science reflections GRAWR.

My marks suck sigh.

Went to study with Sarah after Hist paper checking! Productive much :D And I had a yummy choc scone and a nice drink. :D

Homework blabla bleeee

Dett.

AHHHHHHH

I just checked my message counter for the first time since I reset it, and guess what!!! 2112 messages!

I am so dead!

My mother will absolutely slaughter me! And I think she has an appropiate reason to this time! O:

2112 x 0.05cents = $105.60

If that's not bad enough, check out my talk time! A WHOPPING 2 HOURS, 34 MINUTES, AND 8 SECONDS.

I'm really dead now. ):

I'm off to say my dreary goodbyes to the world! ):

Dett.

You know I really don't believe this. After what you did, you just repeated it like that to her this time, even though she offerred you so much more. At least your sister had the decency to tell her. You? You got mad at her because she was upset over it. I mean, she had more than enough reason! But I guess she and I should have expected it after what you did to me. (: Nothing less, nothing more, from you. I just can't comprehend how anyone could suffer from such lack of brains! Unbelievable, really. When it's over, it's over, and you don't do it again. Disappointment, nothing more nothing less. (: "Today's your lucky day then."

Dett.

Heya :D

Today was really awesome!

Woke up, overslept again -.- So I showered, then asked my dad to send me. :D

The kids were cute as ever! :D Oh and I wore my school uniform today, then two parents noticed, then they started telling me about how jing4 zhen1 RGS is and how totally opposite RI is. And they were speaking in Chinese so I just stood there and nodded or grinned and totally didn't know waht to say. In fact if they were speaking in English I still won't know how to reply la! Haha.

Sharon: "Cupid!"
Xiao Fen: "Cu.."
Sharon: "Cu what? Cu what?"
Xiao Fen: "Umm, dunno! HEHEHE."
Sharon: "CUPID!"
Xiao Fen: "HAHAHA."
Sharon: "Cupid poot poot."
Xian Fen: "HAHAHA ORH HORRRR."

Ali: -uses pencil to hit eraser around, and it hits the wall with a loud thump- -looks at me sheepishly-
Me: -grins-
Ali: -turns back around and pats the wall-
Me: "HAHA."

:D Yeah! Today we read a book about two trees haha! Yup then they made "Tree-men" which really look like... Weird aliens. But omgosh they're so cute and I'm going to be really sad if we have to stop next week. ): Like I always complain about waking up early but then today at the end of the lesson, Karyn said, 'See you another time!' And I started feeling kind of nostalgic. ): Like my SL group doesn't really like it and so I might, in actual fact, never see any of them again! D: Maybe I'll volunteer there on my own. (:

Dad overslept too (he left his phone/alarm in the car) so I took cab to school! The cab had a tv! O: How cool is that. :D

Met HuiZhen in school! Haha we cabbed to her house! :D Yup and when we reached I met her sister, Hui Ting! :D Yup and we studied first (productive!!) and then went to cook the shortbread! Hui Ting helped us too and it was seriously fun. We used a mixer! I officially like mixers. :D So much butter! Hui Ting and I cut it first, then added lots of brown sugar! Then Hui Zhen mixed it with the mixer thingy (: So we got some gooey paste and then we mixed in the flour too! Kneaded it, spread it, cut it and dumped it into the oven. :D Ooh and Hui Zhen's mum was there the whole time supervising and helping us too! Thanks y'all!

Then we ate pizzaaaaaaaaaa. Yummy man! Hui Zhen's bro came home and ate too. Oh and had salad! Very interesting I never had such cool food before. :D Packed bag, packed the biscuits and left for Megalife! ;D

Charmaybelline took Huizhen's car too. :D Yup! Thanks for everything Huizhen & Fam. :D

Went for service and it was really good you know. And I was just thinking when the speaker was talking about Jesus not wanting to do the cross, but doing it out of loyalty, like sometimes I'm really sad/everything for a few days, and even last year... Yeah then in the Bible, it says that Jesus felt such acute pain that His sweat became like tears of blood. I mean, can you even begin to imagine how much hurt He was going through? I actually feel really fortunate. (:

Yup, then after that was LUMIERE. :D The bus ride was really funny. :D Like HuiZhen and Victoria were throwing paper balls at each other and Jenn and I got caught in the crossfire!! Haha and Victoria used the prayermeeting paper I sent her!! There were alot of dustbin jokes too. :D Oh and Hui Zhen and I passed the shortbread around!! :D People were awesome and took them cause we baked them. :D <3>! All our hard hard work. :D We must bake more often! We can make different things next time. ;D And Huiying's seriously scared of pokes! :D

Lumiere was preeeetty awesome! :D Yup and I like that part of RJC we were at. :D It's like a miniminiamphi or something! Oh and during the eating time, I wanted to throw away my plate so I dragged Hui Zhen to the dustbin with me and told her, "Hui Zhen, I want to introduce you to your future soulmate! He's called D. Ustbin! :D" Hhoho! Had icebreakers and then worship + prayer. :D Good good good. Yup and then took pictures and went home.

IWANTEDTOWALKTOTHEMRTWITHDEWSOBADLY. Although the ride was appreciated. :D Heh took with Gracia and met Jae and another RI guy at the MRT yup! I haven't talked to Gracia in ages ages ages ages ages. Just like Dew ahem!

Yup, Dad fetched me home and here I am. ;D

Tired but contented. (:

Dett.

Today was an okay day:)

School as per normal!

The best part was definitely prayer meet. Victoria, Ting Fang, Sarah, Dorcas, Angela, Hui Zhen and I went! So thanks for coming guys! ;D

Yup it was really good, like it just got better and better y'know! Angela and Ting had to leave early though. ):

It was still awesome though. :D

Then I went to study with Sarah in the library! Accomplished much, I did more than I've done the entire week! I did one assignment and my buxi homework. (: Then she and Ting left and they left me the cutest note ever under my bag which was outside the library! <3>

Me: "Okay bye Ting! Are you coming for Lumiere tomorrow?"
Ting: "Oh I'm not sure cause-"
Sarah: "No! Just say: "See you tomorrow, Ting Fang!"!!"
Me: "See you tomorrow, Ting Fang!"

Get it get it? :D

Yup I did abit more work then Clarisse returned my call so I went off to J8! I met Clarisse, Lan, Theo and Jae there! Yup and Lan had to go immediately. xD Oops! Then later Jae left and then we did work then Theo left then Clarisse and I left about 15 minutes later. :D

Productive! I'm very tired, I kept falling asleep while my laoshi was talking to me! This was the worst week of all cause I wouldn't wake up immediately but sleep for like, 5 seconds or so!!

Gonna sleep soon (early I know!) but tomorrow will be a busy day anyway!

We'll read to children, and then we'll take a ride back to where we still spend 8 hours of our teenagehood daily, and then we'll drive round till we reach your house and we'll bake the sweetest of treats just for the many of us to share. It'll be off to the house of God then, and at night we're going to pray and it's going to be really special. Then, tiredly but happily, we shall thus part, and commence the happy ending!.

Didn't that sound so nice, that's what my day is gonna be like tomorrow!

Dett.

HELLO :D

I'm so happy happy haha :D

Anyway today was a good day! (:

School;

PE played doubles and it was hilarious! :D Clarisse and I got trashed by about everyone. xP When I was playing Kelly asked me if I was a squasher! Coolz :D

Yup and then ran back to class to change (in record time, I might add!) and met Sarah at the foyer! :D Clarisse wanted to study and Chuning was nowhere to be found so we just went for prayer meet first! :D We prayed in the squash courts cause it was really quiet and it was just very empowering and I felt really good after that! :D

Went to the kitchens and then went back to class to discuss ACP! I was quite tired so I listened for 1 hour then went to sleep for the next two. xD They were telling sick jokes. ._. At the end, the cooking people called us back to the kitchens to try the food! Yummy. :D

During lunch I did rubbish around class then History! I had a really bad stomachache don't know why. D: Like I couldn't move or tighten my stomach muscles without it being painful. :/ But it wasn't like muscle ache or anything. But I strongly ren zhu. :D

Then had Chinese! I had tingxie (ehehe) and then wrote to Ness. My stomachache went away yeah man :D

Went out with Clarisse and Maggie to Wisma for a while then we went to eat Ajisen Ramen at Novena Square. :D Yummy yummy. But I don't like California Maki anymore. ):

Went back to my house to study but was totally unproductive hehe.

Very fun though! ;D

Good day. :D

Tomorrow will be quite suckish, but Saturday's going to be the awesomest day ever! :D

SL in the morning, then baking + studying with Hui Zhen, then Church, then Lumiere! Doesn't that just sound like a great day. :D

Yay! Haha excited and hyped for the weekend!!

Dett.

Today was seriously fun :D

School was okay. :D I kept annoying Josephine heehee! (:

After school, went to eat at Plaza Sing Macs with Jaclyn and Gillian!! :D I miss them a whole whole lot. :/ During lunch, Jaclyn told us all about 4bia, interesting! Then we went back to school and I talked to Mrs Wee for a while. There's still hope man! (: I really really really hope I can get into gym again.

Then we couldn't go back to our classrooms to study cause they were being used for Sec3 exams, so we used 110 instead! :D The aircon was like drip, drip, drip. And I couldn't concentrate cause of it so I was complaining to Gillian and Jaclyn. xP "The aircon is so annoying! Even most leaking aircons aren't this bad, they're like drip... drip... drip... but this one is just lskngijs!! It's like.. DROOLING or something." (Jaclyn: "Drooling over me!") Yeah and we studied abit, wasn't very productive but not wholly unproductive either! :D

It was great to have time to spend with hyper Gillian and egoistic Jaclyn. :D They're both lovely lovely people, I miss my gym batchmates so much. ): I miss gym tons too D:

Gill went home first and I made Jaclyn play the piano for me! She played the song EDWARD was supposed to play! <33> She plays wonderfully, I aspire to learn to play the piano!


When boundaries are crossed, when your safe zone is invaded, but it's by someone whom you truly care about, could you find it in yourself to tell them to step back, or would you just let them step all over you and not mind?

Dett.

Haha, here's one last post for you people to read who might never read my blog again, let's commemorate the occasion :D

Today I was kind of high but it was an okay day. Like in lessons when I'm usually quiet I was quite loud today. O.o I bet the teachers are shocked chocked bocked! :D

Like in History, I had to present the thing with Josephine, and I was supposed to read it out as group punishment for not bringing the worksheet which made us have to rewrite it xP. And then before that, Mrs Mak kept telling us about her Cambridge adventures and they were all so funny. I was like "It was a... (hahahaha) bright (hahahahah) and sunny day (HAHAHAHA)" so Josephine read first. :D

Yesterday was a good day too. :D

I had my lit quote recital! O: 19/20 not bad la. :D Oh and Ms Ong asked for my eraser... Stupid Josephine didn't bring her stationery and the only eraser I had was the stupid gay Blossom one. So I reluctantly handed it over to her with the pictureside down and thank God she didn't turn it over. :D

I wasn't feeling quite well all through the day though. ):

During Science our group was totally high! Like we had lots of materials and after our task was done, May, Atiqah and Kelly were all highing around! I was high for a bit but much calmer than the rest. (Yeah, yeah, I know all you Megalife people who've seen me highing around in church won't believe me and I don't blame you for it xP) May put the tissue we'd used to wipe the water from the table back into the tissue packet and went around telling everybody: "IT'S STILL A PACKET OF TISSUE PAPER! :D" HAHA. (: And then we put the plasticine inside too and tied it up with raffia string, then dropped it inside the jug of water to see if it would float or sink. It sank! :D Awesome. Laughed like crazy. Then when those three were highing, May was like, "Lianne! Sheryl! Look, we're in deep shit! *drops the plasticine (which, coincidentally, does look like it was...) inside the water* HAHAHAHAHA". Gosh haha.

And at the end of school, Becky said something so inappropiate about her duke's sword! Hahaha, I tell you she's the most vulgar person ever. I stole her squash trophy, and later Lan and I went up to her singing, "WE ARE THE CHAMPIOOOOOOOOOOOOONS". (:

Stayed back to teach Lan math and she wanted to go get Mr Bean ice cream. Then I was going to say "Mr bean is quite healthy" and I said, "Mr bean is quite happy". .__.

Haha good and bad two days :D

I just poured my heart out into a letter -.-

I love LIGHTS, the band! (:

Seems somebody put out the moon
Now the road is a minefield
I can’t follow the way she moves
I can’t see past the shadows
You make the darkness disappear
I feel found when you stay near
I know where I am when you are here
My way becomes so clear

When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

Seems somebody burned out the signs
I can’t expect the hard curves
There's no borders
There are no lines
How can I know where to turn?

You make the street lights reappear
I feel bright when you stand near
I know what I am when you are here
My place becomes so clear

When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

Will I lose control?
You’re the only road that I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?
Drive my soul

When you’re gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
When you’re gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

- Drive My Soul; Lights

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
What a disappointment, I had it perfectly
What I was going to bring up suddenly
Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me
All I can do is freeze

What I mean is, all i need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

I don't think you're knowing how hard this is for me
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees
But still you just stood there as you stared at me

What I mean is, all i need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

Your ego is getting old
How did you get so cold
I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
It's a little late but you know I just want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But i'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me,
Even better yet I'll let a little light melt the ice, ice baby!

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly

What I mean is, all i need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing

What I mean is, all i need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice

I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

- Ice; Lights

If you don't believe me
If you don't like my plans
You musn't tell me
How I know your face like the back of my hand

We walk the city
I talk to you, understand
So won't you tell me
How I know this place like the back of my hand

My arms get cold
In February air
Please don't lose hold
Of me, out there

If I know you're near me
I know you understand
Say that you're with me
Do you know my face like the back of your hand?

My arms get cold
In February air
Please don't lose hold
Of me, out there

My arms get cold
In February air
Please don't lose hold
Of me, out there, out there

Hey yeah yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah....

My arms get cold
In February air
Please don't lose hold
Of me, out there

My arms get cold
In February air
Please don't lose hold
Of me, out there, there, there
February air, air, air
And I know this face like the back of my hand

- February Air; Lights

What you've given me
Is more than I can say
Cause I don't know the words
To thank you properly

You pulled me from the grave
And stood me on a hill
And when I was afraid
You made me still

For the love you bring, owe you everything
For the breath you give, You're my cause to live
For everything under the sun, I owe you one

Chaos all around
Explosions and fire
You took me off the ground
And lifted me higher

When trouble knew my name
That was before you
I'll never be the same
Now that I know you

For the love you bring, owe you everything
For the breath you give, You're my cause to live
For the love you bring, owe you everything
For the breath you give, You're my cause to live
For everything under the sun, I owe you one

For the love you bring, owe you everything
For the breath you give, You're my cause to live
For the love you bring, owe you everything
For the breath you give, You're my cause to live
For everything under the sun, I owe you one

- I Owe You One; Lights

Cheap words falling out of your teeth
Rolling off your tongue, like candy
He heard, she heard, you heard me once
I won't say it again, now we're just friendly

With a love gone sour, I lost my appetite
There's no more flavour, and talking sweet now won't fix it somehow

Don't casanova me, I'm over you
It's over obviously
Don't put your sugar on me
It's too late to sweeten this baby
Hey Casanova, it's over

Cheap words like these will rot your teeth
With all the sickly sweet nothings
Your speech is good enough to eat
But it won't fill me up when I am lonely

With a love gone sour, I lost my appetite
There's no more flavour, and talking sweet now won't fix it somehow

Don't casanova me, I'm over you
It's over obviously
Don't put your sugar on me
It's too late to sweeten this baby
Hey Casanova, it's over

Don't casanova me, I'm over you
It's over obviously
Don't put your sugar on me
It's too late to sweeten this baby
Don't casanova me, I'm over you
It's over obviously
Don't put your sugar on me
It's too late to sweeten this baby
Hey Casanova, it's over

- It's Over Casanova; Lights

LIGHTS!! <3> (:

Alright, and now, goodbye! <3>

Dett.

sick of rumours, sick of gossip, sick of people spreading them, sick of people actually believing them, sick of people not believing me instead, sick of people asking me to tell them the "latest gossip", sick of everything

i'm locking this blog on wednesday, few to none will be invited

byebye :)

dett.

Hiii

Yesterday was Saturday. (:

SL, I led first then Maria came and then Clarisse came. I'm really going to miss the kids alot, they're super cute! We read a book called Sheila Rae, The Brave. So cute right! Only Sharon, Xin Jie and Xiao Fen came though. Next week will be my last week. :/

Went home for Math tuition which was quite productive. (: Tiring though, since I had like, 5 or 6 hours of sleep? Yeap. My brain was pretty much fried after that. Even Mr Tan had trouble solving some questions, so I'm seriously going to fail my EOYs. Aiyah what on earth la I'm going to fail every other subject anyway, so does it make a difference if I pass math? Must keep studying hard this term.

Church, cell.

Went home, had the FP Quid match, stayed up till about 3am.

Slept, woke up for church, mom couldn't wake up, slept again, woke up for lunch, went to eat lunch and came home again.

What a very routine weekend. (:

This week has been a bad one for me, so I'm glad it's coming to an end. :D And I hope next week will be better. (: Saturday also just... Wasn't as good as I was expecting it to be.

Next Saturday will be my last SL session, and I must make it an awesome Saturday! SL, (someone please go out with me for a while? :D I have unsettled plans, maybe squash + study), church, lumiere.

So far the outlook of next Saturday's good. :D

I want to watch Mirrors please? (:

And lots of other movies but nevermind. x)

This week I've been so disappointed in almost everyone, but maybe I'm just being overly critical.
Monday: School, Studying with Lanabel
Tuesday: School, Out with Linn, Math Tuition
Wednesday: School, ___ ___ ___, Study with Jac + Gill
Thursday: School, And I forgot wht I'm doing ._.
Friday: School, Study with Linn + Shao, Chinese Tuition
Saturday: SL, (fill in this blank :D), Church, Lumiere
Sunday: Church, Lunch, Chiong homework!

Off to do homework now. (:

Dett.

Today was a great day. (:

School, then went to Shao's new house to study! I am proud to say I was the only really productive one. :D HAHA. Kidding, Linn was productive too, and Shao was a leeeeetle beeet so. :D

We studied abit then talked! :D

Then I had to go home for Chinese tuition. ):

At 9pm, I was so set, so ready to go to bed and wake up refreshed tomorrow morning!

GUESS WHAT.

My parents and my sister asked me if I wanted to go to the nightmarket at geylang. I couldn't decide between shopping, doing homework or sleeping! But since I decided my social life was in ruins, I'd just go shopping. Reached home at 11.30 and have been slacking since then. What happened to my willingness to succumb to unconsciousness, or to the whims of studyingity?

D:

Anyway, I so shouldn't have gone out. All I bought was a pair of earrings and some hairclips. ...

I WANT TO GO TO SOCOTRA: http://www.darkroastedblend.com/2008/09/most-alien-looking-place-on-earth.html

So amazing! I really want to explore it! :D

And can you imagine how..

Haha okay nevermind too much Twilight :D

But ahh so nice I really want to see those cool plants. :D

And: http://www.darkroastedblend.com/2008/08/spider-webs-glamour-architecture.html

SO COOL. But oh my gosh you know the picture with the entire TREES covered with spider webs? I just shuddered so violently. How disgusting. Like you walk under these trees with white things on them and suddenly spiders drop on you! Bleagh!

Wow amazing. (: So many things I want to do before I die.

I'd better be off to sleep, wake up at 7.30am tomorrow. D:

Dett.

To all those who just need the encouragement:

Lonely fear lights up the sky
Can't help but wonder why
You're so far away

There, you have to take a stand
In someone elses land
Life can be so strange

I wish we never had to choose
To either win or lose,
That we could find a way

But I wont turn my back again,
Your honor I'll defend
So hurry home,
Till then

Stand tall
Stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

I'm not here to justify the cause
Or to count up all the loss
That's all been done before

I just can't let you feel alone
When there's so much love at home
We're sending out to you

And the courage that you've known
The bravery that you've shown
Clearly lights the way

We pray to make the future bright
To make the wrong things right

(rap):
Right or wrong, we're all praying you'll remain strong
That's why were all here and singing along

Stand tall
Stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in our heart how our love burns bright

You are the voice,
You are the light

Stand tall
Stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

Stand tall
Stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

You are the voice and the guiding light
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

- Voices That Care

"Voices That Care" is a 1991 song written by David Foster, Linda Thompson and Peter Cetera and recorded by a supergroup of popular musicians, entertainers and athletes. The single and supporting documentary music video was intended to help boost the morale of U.S. troops involved in Operation Desert Storm, as well as supporting the International Red Cross organization.

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Voices_That_Care)

I think we're all soldiers in one way or another, no matter how big or how small our war, our fight might be.

:D:D

PE today was funny. :D Badminton! I partnered Lanabel, and Becky and Rachel were next to us. Then Becky and I, after watching Potter Puppet Pals: Wizard Swears, were saying retarded things to each other... Like "Dobby's sock!" or "You floppy-wanded dementor buggerer!" from the vid. HAHA. :D And then I tried to hit Becky with the shuttlecock and I missed by miles la. So I was just laughing and I tried to surf to Lanabel AND I HIT HER BUTT. HAHA how awesome am I. :D And then whenever she dropped the shuttlecock I'd try to bat it away with my racket. :D

During home ec, I was chopping tomatoes, then suddenly Becky was crouching on the ground, squealing and grabbing my skirt, so I was like ._. What are you doing. Then I saw this HUGE, BIG, BLACK INSECT THAT MUST'VE COME FROM LIKE, FORESTS FOR GARGANTUAN, FREAKY MONSTERS. It was this big flying black monstrosity the size of my palm, flying around the kitchen. Like what on earth?! Then I was like o.o and watching it fly around. THEN IT LANDED IN UNIT 6'S SINK, the sink in front of ours! I was like oh my goodness. Then Rachel and Sabreena wanted to drown it, but were afraid to turn on their sink HAHA. So I filled a cup of water for them. Then on the second cup, IT FLEW OUT. O: And it hit the fan and went out of control. I screamed like crazy and ducked under the table haha omg retarded. And then it finally flew out whew. Everyone got such a scare.

Today after school I went to visit the gymmers! It was awesome and it was great just to be with them again. (:

I didn't really do much gym but it was fun anyway. :D I wasn't even gonna do gym but Jaclyn kept asking me too and Gillian was YELLING haha. (: Yup so I changed into my PE shirt!

My back hurts alot now. :/ Like it's general muscle ache, and the left lower part is very painful when I stand on my left foot. Ahh. Cause today people kept whacking me there, and then in home ec of course have to stand for a frikkin 3 hours, and then during gym I shouldn't have pulled myself down further when I did split and bend backwards to grab my foot cause I think I really overstretched. Rawr. But at least I know that I can do it. :D Accomplished!

I love the gymmers and I love gym. (:

You know, it's all about the passion for the sport. If you have it, injuries during the sport, stress during the sport, tears you cry during the sport all don't matter, as long as you have the passion for it.

Dett.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

Watch it, it's seriously worth it (: Kinda. x)

Rather accomplished today (by my standards of course, all you muggers shut up); Geog worksheet, Science reflections x2 (they are ultra long please), wrote 4 letters x)

I'm a total loser I have two plasters on my ankles, one for each. D: Because of my stupid shoes, and then I thought that I shouldn't put plasters, but then everyday rub against my school shoes so the blisters didn't heal! RAWR.

I've been doing oversplits and all. :D You know it feels really good to stretch and push your limits. :D Must be more flexible and even stronger than before. :D

Run run run stretch stretch stretch situps situps situps :D Exerciseee.

Dett.

Mysterious Meme! :D
1. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
2. Answer one question with one name.
3. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

1. Ting/Shao
2. KR I suppose
3. Shan't say :D
4. My sister!
5. KR?
6. Becky. During Philo.. -.-
7. Ness
8. Carissa?
9. Lots of people :D Basically all my bestfriends :D Includes Linnette, ShaoWei, WaiTing.. Many more la
10. Waye
11. Haha not nice to say la :D
12. Sarah? :D
13. -
14. Uhh. CLARISSE TEO hahaha
15. Kevin! HAHA
16. Sarah :D
17. Hui Zhen! Nyah nyah
18. -
19. Dunno?
20. Dunno either x)
21. LINNETTE TEO HAHA
22. O.o A specific group of people who keep getting injured but I shall not specify HAHA :D
23. Linnette Teo! Kidding. :D
24. No one :D
25. Err HUIZHEN haha :D
26. -
27. My sister :)
28. Victoria! It'd be interesting..
29. -
30. You should totally do this meme :D

SOLANIO
I never heard a passion so confused,
So strange, outrageous, and so variable,
As the dog Jew did utter in the streets -
"My daughter! O my ducats! O my daughter!
Fled with a Christian! O my Christian ducats!
Justice! The law! My ducats and my daughter!



HAHAHAHAHA. :D


I think I'm actually beginning to like MOV. :D

Hellooo :D

Starting to make study plans :D Anyone up for studygrouping? :D

I can't wait for the Dec holidays! When it comes it's going to be like omgfreeeeeedom. I can't wait! Even though I can't go for the trip anymore which makes me really sad :/ But it's okay, because there's always next year! :D And also! I can look forward to camp, dance, gym meets I hope, and cell and stuff like that! :D :D Oh and Dew's and my horrorshowfest! :D Cause we were talking about horror shows a few weeks ago (Sarah was freaking out and covering her ears haha! <3>) and we decided to meet up during the holidays to watch Final Destination and Saw! :D I'm renting the latter! Hoho, anyone else want to come and have a horrorshowfest with me too? :D I think it'll be really fun! Dew and I are so cool! :D Oh actually I think I'm very uncool so nevermind. x) Holidaysssssssss.

Today was surprisingly good for me! I woke up and had this sudden urge to sms people so I smsed 7 I think, anyway so yup hope your first day of term was goodo for you people :D

School today was so funny! I realised that I kind of missed school, just not the homework!

During lit today, I got my quote recital quote! It's by Shylock when he's ranting about why Antonio hates him. Get over it man! It's super long la. I was practising saying it with Josephine (my retarded lovely seatmate) and at the part where it's like "Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions?" Then I got confused and read:

"Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, swensons- HAHAHA" -.-

Then later when we were revising our lit essay writing,

Lanabel: "..Anal question."
Laura: "HAHA ohmygosh ANALysing!"
Ms Ong: "..You know we're in a classroom full of girls, why do I feel like I'm in an RI classroom?"

Omg HAHA. :D

Oh and during Chinese tingxie today, almost nobody learned so every table was like, doing together haha! And for the test everyone did it together too, so laoshi gave up on us (:/) and let us do it at home.

Oh and I feel so accomplished cause I managed to rush my english compre, 5 jianbaos, and math assignment yesterday and today! :D

Oh and you know (wow I keep saying "oh and") I planned out my day so perfectly, then I came home and slept it away! RAWR. Needless to say I am dead for my lit quiz tomorrow. D:

After school, I went with Sarah to Central! :D We took 190 and we couldn't decide where to get off, so after a while, we just decided to wait 3 more stops then get off wherever we were, and we landed at Clarke Quay! :D It was really fun to go out with Sarah and the mall is coooooooool. I bought three hairclips and a nice pair of slippers to wear to the beach and places where I might get wet. :D And the slippers are super nice! Yay yay :D

Then had to go for dental. ): Sorry Sarah m'dear we'll go out for longer another time k! :D Yup dental was short as usual, and you know when he was doing weird stuff I was almost falling asleep. x) Haha! Yup then went home and uhh, slept.

Yup MOV quiz tomorrow for Act 2 and 3. O: Die!

You know I'm always worried about that half-a4 sized Raffles book in my bag. I mean people keep almost-reading it! I never leave it at home just in case my parents find it since my mum likes to read whatever I write. But it has so many of my thoughts that I'll just die if anyone reads it. Haha okay this is so weird to write about it right? But I don't know if I should tear it up or something.

Dett.

P.S. Amanda (Lee's) blogname makes me very excited! :D Edward Cullen!! TWILIGHT! I still haven't found my ____ ___ to go with yet! ):

Okay this was written at 2:08am last night, but my internet wasn’t working so I couldn’t publish it! :)

This is post 711 mann. ;D Okay actually it isn't but I have a draft that I'll publish later. :D

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED :)

Even if I haven't done my jianbao! But I did my compre and assignment which is more than I've done all week! But sicker than I was yesterday rahh. :/

Today, or Sunday now, was good. :D Church had really good service about ministry. (: And after that was family lunch at Rendezvous with nice potatoes and we had a really good chat. :D We were talking about my siblings' childhoods and it was really interesting and funny! :D

Do you know my sister had a crush on my eldest brother's friend? HAHA. x) She wrote a love letter to him when she was 6!! x) Ah okay but she's no worse than me :D Okay actually we're equally bad la. Peter and Kevin (not Chan); Mike and Johnathan. HAHA wows okay we're both so retarded! Oh wellllllll.

Yup so it was funny. :D

I hope I'll feel better come tomorrow morn :)

Everyone jiayou for this term!

Dett.

but the worst thing was having to see the hope in her eyes slowly fade to gray
as she heard exactly what i had to say

Math is definitely too much for my brain at this time of the night. O.o

I don't feel tired or sleepy though, just braindead/plain lazy. xD

Don't you find that sometimes life is just too annoying or hard to get by? Like just want to sit down and watch it pass and not have to do anything about it. -.-

Today was good :D Sorry if I'm kinda dao nowadays, just not in the mood somehow :X

This morning I woke up at 7.30, then tired, so pressed snooze button and woke up proudly at 7.39am, because I had the sense to press snooze! Then I thought, oh sure can wake up since I'm so alert now, and rested a bit. Woke up a while later, extremely happy that I slept for so short. Checked the clock, OMG, 8.30am! -.- -.-

So didn't go for SL and slept some more. :D

Woke up 11.30 and prepared blabla, had math tuition! Accomplished :D

After math tuition got bored of home since no one was there anyway! Left 1/2 hour early heh. So of course reached early! I accomplished absolutely nothing on the MRT except getting annoyed with the prince of morocco. How egoistical can some people get?? O:

Called Ting and wanted to meet her at whitesands! But couldn't ): Nevermind soon k? :D

Went to church and tried doing math assignment, but I felt super loner so I went to talk to Chuning instead. :D Waited for everyone! Clarisse and Victoria came today :D

Sermon was good good yup. Sarah was ushering!

Went for dinner and came back for cell :D

Cell was really awesome yup! We had icebreakers too haha :D

Went to the MRT in Dorcas' car; Adeline, Sarah, Clarisse, Dorcas and I all squeezed in the back! (x

All of us got off except Dorcas and took MRT togehter :D The first two got off at TM, Clarisse at K and me at N! :D

Yup and so home here I am. :D

Wow today was really really, great. :D

I miss so many people though! <33

Dett.

#706 Never Enough - Rebecca Lavelle

There was never time enough
I can't breathe
It's too hard to think of love
I can't breathe, I can't breathe

Can't let my words betray
I won't talk, I won't talk
Words will never be the way
I won't talk, I won't talk

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Behind the tears

You burn like fire
Burn like ice
Your heart tears, your heart tears
You be strong and hold it in
But you heart still cares

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Behind the tears

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

There was never time enough
I can't breathe
It's too hard to think of love
I can't breathe, I can't breathe

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Behind the tears

Many fears and many dreams
Many roads out there
Hide the pain behind the smile
Till there are no more tears

There was never time enough

Haha okay okay seriouspost cause I must blog about today :D Like it was seriously good! Mhmm (: Every day has its downs but I must say that todays ups were way way up :D

Haha okay today was actually kinda average but I just feel goood.

So! Woke up at 11.30 still feeling sick rawr. But anyway oh well. (:

Guess what I had for breakfast! I had kokokrunch duo which I think is really cool :D Cause it's both white and black and still yummy yeah!! :D

Had Math tuition around 1? Wow and I feel really accomplished 'cuz he taught me lots of stuffums until circle properties :D But I have 7 more rules to learn! And I was supposed to revise what he taught me today but whoopsies (:

After that went for tea at Anchorpoint but didn't eat anything. Wasn't hungry. :/ Then parents dropped me off at Orchard MRT and I met Waye and we got hoodies from Lucky Plaza!

Awesome much. I like my hoodie alotalot and it was very cheap. :D

Went off to church and arrived early as usual. x) So I kinda just stoned around then met Adeline. We sat down and waited for Dorcas :D Then we went up to Faith Chapel and waited for training to start! Anyway training was good I think it was very useful. (: And I probably can't go end of this year though, cause my parents won't be too happy about me missing Christmas! But I'll ask anyway, even if there's like 1% chance x) Yup! But the SK2 people are really nice! :D And so are Caroline Adeline Huizhen and Dorcas of course :D I'll be missing out on so much ):

Yup then went home! Got home at 1130 there my gosh. I'm kinda tired but I have much work to do. D:

Argh.

Homework! Dearie me.

Dett.

Wow, life's just wow :D

I got a hoodie today, yippee yippee yay! :D And omg I sound so gay :D

Byebye babaye!

MAN, TOMORROW IS SATURDAY :D

Yeah that's the way! :D

Dettayee.

Heehee, I must be high, aye :D

How I tie my hair and go school!!

Zomg.

Huizhen says she likes it :D Heehee laugh at me on MSN not in real life k! x) K :D

Dett.

I CUT MY HAIR. O:

Okay now stay away from me! I look retarded. Oh you know they put wax in my hair >:( So the first thing I did when I got home was to wash it off. :D

I tell you I'm going to die on Saturday. I'm going to keep getting bullied by my crazy junior Huizhen! OOO:

Byebye!

Dett.

Unghhhh why is the world so dao!!

KR is here. :D She's sleeping over yay. (: Today went to eat yummy ramen, I have fallen in love with California Maki (sushi). Then we went shopping all the way at Vivo! Mmm I also fell in love with dried mango. Wow I sound like a pig. :/ Okay anyway yup we spent FOREVER at FOREVER 21 which is an awesome coolio shop. :D

Then uh we went back to Novena and ate and walked around and went home and shopped online. :D

My nose is dying and my throat is already dead! What is this! You know earlier my mum's friends were smoking so I felt quite unwell, and now I feel feverish and I KEEP SMELLING SMOKE for some obscure reason and my throat is scratchy and annoying me to no end! I feel like dying. D:

Ahhh God please don't let me fall sick I have planned my week so well!

Oh speaking of my good planning, let me tell you my plans! :D

Thursday:
Wake up late, lunch with KR, cut hair with KR (yes I am cutting my hair short, so next time you see me, be sure to say hi! :D), shop maybe, go home, do homework.
EDIT// On second thought, just continue daoing me because it might turn out to be a really crappy haircut.
Friday:
Wake up early, Chinese tuition, nap, Math tuition, do homework, off to church, reach home uber late and die on my bed
Saturday:
Miraculously revive myself in time for SL and then rush home for math tuition and then rush off for church and come home late, uh-gain, and die... uh-gain.
Sunday:
Wake up early, have a good time waking my mum up, go for church, go for lunch, do homework, sleep early to prepare myself for yet another HORRIFIC term.

I have to:
1. Do 5 jianbaos
2. Do CSI reports (I have lost count)
3. Do math assignments (I have lost count)
4. Do History powerpoint presentation

And I haven't checked my file but PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let that be all I have. D:

Argh okay I can do this. :D

KR is reading PurposeDrivenLife and I remember when I took that course with Rachel it was good. :D

12:05am!

Dett.

#700 Always on Your Side

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
'Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well, everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leaving only traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leaving me with no place left to go from here
Leaving you so many questions all these years

Is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wander, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No, it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well, they say that love is in the air but never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wander, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No, is it how it's really meant to be

If they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side



sigh.
i know that if i wanted to, there would be people who would listen to me rant/scream/cry/storm. but some things just don't have words to contain them; don't have actions that can portray them. some things are just emotions - plain, raw emotions.
how can you show someone your emotions?

WAOW MY DOG BIT ME >:(

Yesterday I went with Waye to watch Wall.E! It was goodgood. :D So cuuuuuuuuuuute! (: So that's one movie I can cross off my list. :D

Today went for lunch at some Japanese version of Marche. Coolz. :D It was somewhere where I don't know the name of the place ohwell. I ran into HEATHER. Haha she told me something quite funny. :D

After lunch, went off the museum with my brother. It was good but ahh walk very long. Haha quite cool la, funner than I expected. :D

Took MRT home and uhh cause my middle finger got plaster so I can't bend it properly, so cannot really grip the bar la. Later people think I try to be uh... rude. Yeah. :X

Tired. Bible class later!

I just realised I kind of have a lot of work to do this holiday boo.

Anyone want to go out tomorrow? :D I was supposed to go out with KR but she never reply my sms! Friday also free. :D Cause I think sleepover is a no-go. ):

Okay byebyebye. :D

Dett.

You know it's evil to give a starving person a nibble at a gourmet meal, then throw it away, right? It's just like giving them poison.