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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
♥ 6:41 PM

Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later I get what I'm asking for

:D Studyclub today! <3> Shao Linn Ness Kevin Yingx Waye :D

Haha it was super funny la. (: Linn, Ness, and I were waiting for Shao in the foyer, then we went to J8! Haha then the EZ-link place was super crowded. Shao and I got through first then we ran like mad to get seats. :P Haha too bad, Linn and Ness! And in the end they squashed me like mad la. ._. Hahaha!

Ness and Linn came running in with Kevin behind and later Yingx and Waye came!

HAHA it was super unproductive can! hearnoevil, seenoevil, and thus speaknoevil! Haha. (:

Ness and I were trying to listen to music then Linn kept pulling out the things! ._.

Yeah, so it was unproductive, but whatever. :P

Shao and I shared a Milo McFlurry and it was super yum!

Later Waye and Yingx left, then we studied a while more before heading off to United Square at Novena! (: Wanted to go Ben and Jerry's for free cone day, but there was this HUGE queue! Linn saw her senior and she was so embarrassed HAHA. (:

So we didn't queue but walked back to the MRT and you know we were shoe-stepping. The moment I stepped on Linn's shoe, Kevin stepped on mine haha. It was so amusing la.

Anyway, so yup thanks all! :D

Dett.


Monday, April 28, 2008
♥ 6:53 PM

i love the wind, but i hate the sound

Hellooo!

School:

Tingxie was totally omgwoed! O: 84 words and I think laoshi left one out. o.o Anyway, MY FULLMARKS FOR TINGXIE RECORD IS GONE GONE GONE. )': I am so sad la! Cause of one pang2. :/

ANYWAY, then during Lit, Clarisse came to sit with me! (: Haha we had some time before Ms Ong came in, so we were talking about prom! :D Haha May, Clarisse and I were talking about how we wanted to go to RG prom but not RJ prom, then Lanabel overheard and she was like, "You all are so strange!" Haha! :D Clarisse is crazy she wants to cross-dress, like guys wear dresses and girls wear suits. HA, I'd totally love a glimpse of that manz. :D

Clarisse sat with me for a few more lessons yay! Yup and Lanabel ah, haha - "Lanabel's dumping us for *ahem*! -sadface-"! (: It was hilariousss. Clarisse and I are two lonely souls. ):

During English, we watched Blackadder, some show I haven't heard of before, but it was super funny! :D Then there was this part with a guy's butt showing, then the class started laughing and at the end, Ms Chong said, "I'm sorry about the slightly NC16 part, if I'd known, I would have jumped in front and hid it!" Then Clarisse wanted to tell her that the butt would have shown up on her anyway, since it's a projector. :P

Yup, school was pretty fun! :D

After school, studied with Linn and Maggie at my house! It was productive yay! And Maggie does such pretty headings! :D Haha oh and Linnette was so tired that she slept on the wooden plank floor. o.o

Haha but anyway, that was pretty fun too!

And so, jia you for MYAs! :D Chinese and History on Wednesday, hoho!

Dett.

Sunday, April 27, 2008
♥ 2:54 PM

HI! :D

I am back, and I survived! No la, it was a lot better than expected haha. (:

We went to some place called Big Eater (HAHA CUTE NAME) and we got lost. :P During the process of being lost, however, we passed by Sarah's house! (: Anyway, after finally finding it, my parents said it was in Tampines, but how could it have been when we just passed Tanah Merah? And I saw a roadsign that stated that Bedok was left, Changi was right, and Simei and ECP were right ahead. So ???!

Food was excellent! My father was proudly displaying his 2SEXY2B60 shirt that my sister and I bought for him from Vancouv. :P Speaking of which, I really miss Vancouv! D: Anyway he was like, making hand gestures and going, "TOO SEXY TO BE 60, TOO SEXY TO BE 60" in that "TOO SEXY FOR MY BODY" rhythm. Haha if you don't know what I'm talking about then sorry!

Portia was so cute! My uncle was talking about how cute she was, and then she thought he was talking bad about her so she buried her head in Lorett's lap. :P So cuuuute. <3>

Oh and I was daydreaming again?! I seriously don't know why I keep doing it la. Then Aunty Yvonne was like, "Lianne! You're in another world! Haha, we lost you!" (x

Haha, okay I'm being seriously slackish! O: Math tuition is tonight! ):

Jia you for MYAs everyone! :D

caroot joos, eye loove yoos!

Dett.

♥ 12:44 PM

#600 NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

VISITING MY RELATIVES SOON WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY :'(

Saturday, April 26, 2008
♥ 10:48 PM

Hello wooorlld :D

Hehe.

School yesterday was normal! Exam Status: 1 down, 6 to go! O:

After school, went to Shao's house! SO unproductive! I ended up sleeping hahaha. (: Oh yeah, at first Linn and I thought Shao was going for UNSW so we took our time in going to Subway, and she asked me to go sign up for Tag Rugby IHG. I mean it's so absurd la, the lower sec haven't been taught how to play yet right?? Anyway, lucky girl learnt in P6 somehow. O.o So I agreed to go since Ness was willing la, but in the end the spots were taken up by 109ers! Ha, ha! Gooo Tarbet! :D

SL today was okay! Haha we were all singing Old MacDonald Had A Farm over and over and the kids were so enthu, they are so so cute! :D Hahahaha. I left for the MRT with Maggie and gosh I was so weird la. Like I was dreaming like CRAZY, then suddenly right, as if I just woke up, I jumped in my seat and shrieked while panicking, "MAGGIE, OH MY GOSH DID WE MISS OUR STOP?!" Yeah we were arriving at our stop. -_-

Math tuition was okay! Time passed ultra quickly la. Oh but I got quite annoyed at Mr Tan ause you know he NEVER listens! Which is so irritating! But nevermind, my sets is finally learn a bit la. :D

After tuition, my mum was pissing me so I packed for church early but I arrived at church later than usual but not late anyway! Hmm, yeah. I was daydreaming along the way again omg. Yeah then on the bus I was like feeling very .... So I daoed everyone whom I knew. BUT THEN, AS I WAS GETTING OFF, I SAW KARRONG! Like while walking out of the bus, I was looking at the floor cause I didn't feel like talking to anyone, then I looked up to tap my card and so qiao qiao we were both tapping at the same time so I saw her! We both quickly got off and stood at the bottom AND WE JUST STARTED SCREAMING AND SHRIEKING; LIKE NO WORDS JUST SCREAMING! :D I was so overjoyed to see her cause I haven't seen her in AGES! Haha see la, that girl never come church! I miss her so much and we had our usual 'childish' yelling at each other - "OMG WHY ARE YOU HERE THEN NEVER COME CHURCH WITH ME" "YOU NEVER INVITE ME" "I GOT INVITE YOU NEVER REPLY MY SMS" "WHERE GOT SMS" And yeah you get the idea. :D

Anyway, after that brief high I just felt really tired. (x So when I walked into church and saw Sarah and Dorcas I just sat on the steps and waited with them haha. (:

Service was okay. To think I was just teasing Clarisse about her sermons. :P Yeah I was really tired so thank you very much Sarah for understanding. (:

Cell was good! Haha we were asked all sorts of funny but somewhat cute questions. Huiying was like, "What would you imagine your wedding day to be like? Lianne eh? She looks like the kind of person who will think about that kind of thing." Haha what?! It was super funny. (: But I'm not as like, romantic-y anymore. I was last year because of TWILIGHT and the OH-SO-DREAMY SELENE SAY, but then no more, so. :P Anyway, it was fun and Sarah and I were both tired haha. We had icebreakers too and had to drink some super sweet drink if you guessed the number!

Prayer with Mel, still as contented as ever! ^^

Dinner was later, and yes I love RGCell so dearly!

Dumdeedum. Am suddenly pleasantly reminded of the time KR and Fengy and I went to ECP to study! Gosh, I love it there, we studied on the rocks! :D Does anyone want to go there to study with me! (:

Haha mm, that's probably about it!

I feel so FULL ech.

BYEBYE! <3>

Dett.

Thursday, April 24, 2008
♥ 7:44 PM

Hello!:D Today was good.

School was alright I suppose! (: Must study harder harder! Oh yeah and I dunno why I was so mad during the Math lesson, I'm sorry for taking it out on you, Gillian. :/ I mean like, you don't understand why I am/was pissed at her but yeah I shouldn't be grumpy at you in turn. (: Dance was so intensive! o.o But good anyway, but my hairtie kept slipping down. :/

After school was UNSW! Haha I slept off the last 10 minutes. (:

Later I went to meet Jae at the MRT, I'm so so so sorry I made you wait so long! :/ We went to Subway to study! :D We saw Etinne, Christabel, Shawna, Nadia, Mei Yi (uh she doesn't know me but nvm), Zhiwen, Sherilyn and Hui Jie there! (: Hui Jie gave me such a weird look why! (x

Anyway, studying was fun and productive, awesome! :D

Mm, haha must jiayou a lot for exams!

Sigh lit is fun, but lit worksheets are no fun. (x

Dett.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
♥ 7:53 PM

Yooo :D

School was alright! (: PE is always funny! Mm, I can't wait till we're allowed to climb the whole wall whoohoo! But so few rocks! I hope they put in the rocks in time or we won't be able to climb some panels, especially the overhanging ones.. ): Oh and I'm quite satisfied with my Chinese FA marks - 48/70 cause it's 69% rounded up! So for exams, if I can get full marks for the writing words bit, I should do well enough! :D 4.0 4.0 4.0 pleasepleaseplease! :D

After school, I studied with Linn and Maggie! I was quite productive. (: Maggie and I were hiding Linn's socks! :D I threw one over to my neighbour's house cloth thing. And Linn didn't know! Even when I took a picture of it with her camera. :P And later she climbed on top of the wall separating the two houses to grab it. ._. I threw it right to the top later, so I had to get a mop stick for her. xD And she climbed up again! Laughed like mad. I went high later and started singing the "I love you, baby, and if it's quite alright, I need you, baby, all through the lonely night" song over and over! (x Don't think I ever sang so much in my life haha I totally made a fool out of myself la. :P And Linn and I were dancing! Yay!

So it was quite fun! I love studygrouping! Tomorrow will be good and so will Friday and of course Saturday and Sunday and Monday maybe and Tuesday definitely and Wednesday too! At least I should think so! ^^

Outlook's good, baby!

Dett.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
♥ 8:51 PM

And suddenly a 'no' from you isn't something very new.
But it was all the permission I needed to turn around and walk out of your life.

Nevermind, but I do wonder what your secrets are. :) I wonder if it's more fun not knowing though!
--tt.

♥ 6:52 PM

I have two ulcers. ):

Today was okay! Passed reaally slowly though. Haha is that good or bad.

Bio I was really pissed off like mad but nvm! Oh and I was quite pissed off during lunch too and Linn and I had a yelling match in the canteen, but I'm glad it's over! Don' t worry Linn, I still hate love you but at least I'm not angry anymore!

Oh you know during lunch, I bought this agar, and I dropped it and it split into 6 pieces! O: Cool right. :P

MYAs! ): Linn has Chem SPA on Thursday, so she's not studying with me tomorrow! Anyone who's free, tell me okay! I want to mug! :D Kind of last minute but I hope can find someone to study with cause I can't study at home and studying outside alone is kind of weird. o.o

Anyway, after school I went to Far East with Linn to study! (: I was productive and she was nott!! Hahahaha. (x

Anyway, I don't know why I'm blogging when I should be rushing so I can finish work and go for Bible class. ><

Bye!

Dett.

OH AND I DECIDED I'M GOING TO DAO LETTERS FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE FROM NOW ON:)

Monday, April 21, 2008
♥ 5:50 PM

Hello! :D

Today was quite a funny day I suppose. (:

First lesson was English! Turns out Ms Chong got my compre after all. :P It was so embarrassing - "Those who haven't handed up their Comprehension could you hand it up to me? I got one comprehension in my email last night at 1.05am. I'm not quite sure who it was. Was it you, Lianne?" Haha and then she was like, "I never slept so late in Secondary 2! O:" Haha she's so funny. :D Oh and Lanny suddenly shoved this breadtalk plastic bag under my nose, and went, "Smell!" and you know when people do that, it's usually to 'sabo' you right, so I instinctively pushed away from it very very, quickly (too quickly, in fact) and almost fell off my chair. o.o Haha she started laughing at me la. It turned out to be her bread-that-smelled-like-sugar bread. :D Yummeh. We both chionged Lit FA haha!

Then later was Lit, and Lanabel, omg. She went, "I don't want Lit, I want PE! D:" and qiao qiao Ms Ong came in la. Haha, so risky! (x Thankfully nothing happened. :D Did Whale Rider stuffs!

PE was rockclimbing, ahhh so fun! :D I really love rockclimbing a lot! (:

Recess I went to 213 and scribbled all over Ness & Linn's notebooks! :D "Omg punnn :D" Haha. So fun! Ness wrote me a letter! It is pretty haha. :D

Chinese! Laoshi is getting kind of impatient with the class since we're so noisy and unattentive though MYAs are drawing near. Heh, and he's giving us a lot a lot a lot a lot of tingxie! Scary laoshi = Scary tingxie :/

History was about War again! Haha I remember in Primary School the topic that interested me most was WWII and Lim Bo Seng but now I think we're just overanalysing everything. (x I suppose it's alright though. (:

Geog we did stuff. 2 FAs omg I die. :/

After school, LINNETTE AND MARIA AND VANESSA TAN DITCHED YINGXIN AND I. ): ): ): Anyway, Shao was sick, so Yingxin and I took care of her for about halfanhour before going to my house to study. (: Somewhat productive I guess! Haha. :D

Anyway,

THOSE PEOPLE WHO DITCHED US ARE TERRIBLE PEOPLE ):
AND
GET WELL SOON, SHAO WEI! :D

Dett.

♥ 12:05 AM

Hello!

I just remembered what I dreamt about last night! Oh and the date will show 210408 cause it's past midnight but actually it's 200408 Sunday. (:

I dreamt that I was just eating something that was really yummy right, but halfway, I realised what I was eating, and I was so disgusted by myself that I tried to make myself throw up. o.o And then I woke up. Hehe.

Yup! And homework die! :/ I really don't want to do Lit FA sigh.

Dett.

Sunday, April 20, 2008
♥ 1:28 PM

yesterday was
simply awesome in church. sarah and i went kinda high. (: and i kept making annoying puns like penGREEN and ANG-ry HUIYING. yup and dressing up was cool though i still think i looked like kby. :/ phototaking was cute and all - true love waits haha. i was going to sign the covenant thingy but then i decided not to cause just because. mm, and i am so taller than dew, please! after cell, sarah and i were dancing in the atrium with some other cell members and she is so funny; she and her "it'd be uncivilised!" and her weird stares at some immature people. :p i tried teaching huizhen the bimb flick! 5, 6, 7, 8! 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 1, 2, 3...

today is
so ... stop pretending stop misleading stop everything if only the world could be put on hold and i could see how you're doing what you're doing why :[
dett.

Friday, April 18, 2008
♥ 10:28 PM

Hello people! Loife 'as been guuuud. :D

Yesterday um, I went for Sudoku IHG! I really sucked can. :P Siyan and Maria were sitting next to me! Yay for tarbettt! (: Later went to support the 2.4 runners! :D I saw so many people! Dorcas, Heng Yeng, Rachel Miao, Yan Yee (sorry if I spelt that wrongly :S), Kelly, Jaclyn, Yishan, Mel, Hsin Pei, and some other people sorry I can't remember! I wanted to run with everyone when they were on their last round, but somehow I only managed to keep note of Mel. (x So sorry!

At night had Math tuition! Mr Tan is funny but he seriously pisses me sometimes. Like I ask him something I need to know and is really important, then before I finish, he'll go "YEAH YEAH YEAH." And then, I'll be like, "Oh really? Cause ..." Then he - "NO NO NO."

Today's school was alright I suppose! After that went to Wisma to shop with Ness. (: Later we met Kevin Chan at the MRT and went to CCAB, but they were having a Sports Fest, so we tried Tanglin Community Club but it was full of ___ guys which seriously pissed me off a lot a lot a lot a lot. I was super paiseh can! That Ness right, she keep on telling me to pick up the rolling balls, but I didn't want, cause they're ___ guys and cause I don't know whose ball is whose! ._. Then she'll elbow me and go, "PICK THE BALL UP LA, LIANNE." So once I picked it up, then I threw it in some random direction and hoped that the owner would get it himself, but uh, I hit another dude on the face, whoops.

We decided to go to Fareast! :D We spent aggggggesssss trying to convince Kevin to eat the Turkish icecream, and he finally agreed! :D Good sport, good sport! :D It was so fun la. So fun so fun. Next time Ness and I must bring Shao and Maria and Linn and everyone else! :D We sat on the floor outside the toilet later and just talked. I feel ultra bad la. :/ I was like, "NO I shouldn't bitch", and then I started bitching about a lot of people. :X :X :X Yeah, so Ness and I were like, bitchfesting and Kevin was just listening haha.

Later went to meet Shao, Linn and Maria at Subway! (: Haha, Ness and I ordered, then just as I was about to eat, Jae called to say that he was at the MRT, so I went to get him cause no one else wanted to come with! ): Hahah anyway yup, met him there and then went back to Subway! :D Jayna hadn't reached yet, so I took my sixinch outside to eat and wait for her. :P It was really funny; our episode at Subway! (:

Chionged back to school later! Maria and Linnette, the two crazy people ran all the way la. Haha! (: Gym performance was good. Excellent! :D It was good to see Stacey again too! Haha I think her dance was sooo cute. Yeah! And all in all, I don't really know how to sum it up. But I had a lot of fun. (: And I went super high during intermission! Haha sorry to those whom I freaked out. Mainly Yengs I think. :P

Anyway yeah! After gym concert I was like, annoyed x9389834935. But I supposed I needn't have been. ... Anyway yup, later sent Jae and Arnold to the MRT. (:

Yep so that's about it!

And I don't care, tonight I'm going to stay up to watch Left Behind! I'll die in church tomorrow, but oh well. Haha, I remember last time I slept at like, 1? The next day in church, during worship, my eyes just closed and I crashed to the floor. ._. Yeah tomorrow I'll really die but nevermind, I really want to watch Left Behind!

Sigh, lots of homework and lots on my mind. (:

Dett.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008
♥ 8:07 PM

Oh yeah! Forgot to say! I got the gym concert tickets today! They are so PRETTY can! :D And and so fortunate that Maria's and Kevin's tickets' orders got through! :D:D Yay!

Beancurd is full of proteins! :D

Lots of work! I actually want to mug! :D Friday studying before gym concert will be great!

DO YOU WANT TO/A MUG (:
If you want a mug, I want one too! ;)
If you want to mug, TELL ME RIGHT NOW.

Dett! :D

♥ 3:09 PM

My mum said if I fail Philosophy this year, I have her permission to transfer to BHSS. :D

AND THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING. ): THEY'RE ALL SO UGLY! ): ): Twlight x/3! ALL THE VAMPIRES ARE SO UGLY. ):

Dett.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008
♥ 10:48 PM

could you look me in the eye and tell me that you're happy now

Life has ups and downs; what goes up, must come down, and somehow we all learn to get along,
p u s h past barriers, right?

I'm so screwed oh crud and I really hate having my schedule being so packed I am so shitted and my mum thinks I like it and ugh. Nevermind, get by get by! And additionally, must buck up, must really really buck up. Dedication, determination, that's the key!

Monday: No School, Shao's house to study - 6pm
Tuesday: School, PFT, ReJoiCE - 10pm
Wednesday: School, Chinese Tuition (Butt, I'm missing it again. I really blehg and I'm so so so absolutely sorry I couldn't make it from trampcomp) - 6pm
Thursday: School, Sudoku IHG, Support Sec1 Cellmates in 2.4 - 6pm
Friday: School, Study (yeah, I shan't go out la.), Gym concert - 9.30pm
Saturday: SL, Math Tuition, Church - 10.30pm
Sunday: Church, Lunch, RELAX. :D

Yeah my mum is kind of pissed. In Bio today, we experimented with bacteria. Ness and I got the foodpoisoning bacteria. You know, Ms Yeo was really impatient, so after taking off my gloves, I only rinsed, and didn't wash properly yet, then Ness went to take my hand and try to punch my face, then I turned and it touched my mouth so I really hope I don't get food poisoning oh my ... . And ReJoiCE was at RJC. Maria and I took a bus to RI, then realised we weren't allowed in ("We can go out, not in." "Wait for them to come out." "There are security cameras, do you want to be arrested??"). So we braved the rain ("OMG I don't want to do this!" 5 minutes later: "Fine, BE A MAN.") and walked to RJC. We were completely drenched, so we sought shelter in the RJC female toilet for like, 10 minutes hahaha.

I really suck, you know I got all A for my 5 items, and E for 2.4 simply because I was lazy and walked 3 rounds?!

Blehdsdfgnogdgk.

Dett.

Monday, April 14, 2008
♥ 12:00 AM

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

-Soul Asylum: Runaway Train

I-
-so bad.
Do you know how much I wish I could talk to you? ):

Dett.

Sunday, April 13, 2008
♥ 1:03 PM

Friday after school, Shao came over just to relax! It was awesome, thanks dear! <3> Milo gives you energy for wars! :P Tuition at night! Laoshi is so super nice I <3> her except for the fact that she gives me lots of open-ended compres. o.o

Saturday was ORA! Woke up at 6.30am. x.x Bishan Gay was there omg. RachYo and Azura were totally fascinated and snapping pictures of him. HAHA. Walkathon was totally slackish la, everyone was waking and talking to their friends. :D I talked to Sheryl and Kelly! Later OJH and Esther talked to us too, and OJH was saying something about Shao Wei telling her over MSN, that she wanted to have 7 children by 24 by one night stands. o.o I told you Shao was totally scandalous la!

Later I met Clarisse! :D Thank you so so much for coming with me to ORA dear! :D ORA was okay la, some really funny times, we just stayed around the canteen and hall. :D Sarah was helping out the LYFE stall and later when she took a break and sat with us at the stands while we were mugging after looking at all the stalls, she was super fascinated by the field, hahaha! I helped Hsin Pei sell fuzzywuzzys later! She so cute, she said she was looking for ruggers to sell them to, since apparently, one said that it was "fun to throw around" and bought one. HAHA. Omg she is so nice. <3> Clarisse Sarah HsinPei<333>!

Left ORA around 1 and ate at J8, before MRTing with Sarah and Clarisse! Clarisse had to go for catechism, so she got off at Kembangan. Sarah and I MRTed and bused to church. Reached around 3 and mugged till 4.20 there when service started! There were so few people today! D:

Service was about BGRs. Super funny la. :D (I think they take up too much time, and from my friends' experiences, they really suck too.)

Cell after! Talked about music and all. :D

Then we had prayer. And when I was talking to Sarah, I totally realised, that overall I'm such a contented person! Like I didn't have anything that I really could tell her without it being a more concentrated version of whining. Yeah! And she was so funny. (:

But like, you know sometimes I really do regret coming to RGS. Yes, it has an awesome education system that can benefit you in regards to academics. Yes, there are awesome people there. Yes, I have had many enjoyable times here. But. But how much does it take into consideration, that some of us might not be able to handle as much that they push onto our plates? Some people might, but some people might not, and okay you pretty much get my point.

And, you know my dad and my brothers, like I really want salvation for them! But my dad, everytime I talk to him, he'll give a huge sigh, like I'm trying to do something so terrible to him, and then give me this horrible expression. And my friends, I know some of them really need the comfort that comes from Christ now, because of many things that are causing them pain in their life. And by this, I'm not saying that those who don't go through pain don't need Jesus, just that some really need to start to turn to Him. And they just flat out refuse to listen! So, is there any point in praying? Okay, I feel really bad for saying that, cause it's like, against a lot that the pastors have told us, but still.

Yup anyway, went home with Sarah and Adeline! They are two really awesome people. :D <33> We three agree that sometimes, being social is lousy, cause like, you meet all kinds of people you wish you'd never met, like people who are actually really mean, or people who are just plain fakers. Haha, Sarah told me not to sleep on the MRT so I did work instead. (:

Was ultra tired at home, so worked a bit more before going to sleep!

Tomorrow is going to mug at Shao's house! Silly girl, I really don't know how to get there then how?!?! It'll be lots of fun! Shao and Linn are totally the love and there's nothing you can say or do to change that. :D

Oh and my sister said I sleeptalked to her when she came to my room the other night. o.o Like, I said, "You can borrow my eraser. My friend said 2.4 results very..." "Very what?" "Aiyah, nevermind!" Then I went back to sleep. o.o HAHA SEE HOW 2.4 AFFECTS ME.

Dett.

Thursday, April 10, 2008
♥ 10:04 PM

Hello! I feel very uninspired to post, but I don't want my blog to die since I probably won't update till after MYAs are over (unless something really interesting happens) so expect fewer posts! :D I am going into an unexpected slightly-mugger mood. O:

Um okay. Thursday we had rockclimbing for PE! I did the overhang one and almost did it la! ): Then I dropped, and there was a hole between the crash mats so now there's a bruise on my knee. ):

2.4, I REALLY SUCK LIKE CRAZY! ): I'm going to exercise like mad okay! Lanny and I are gonna run together. :D NEVER BEFORE HAVE I GOTTEN AN E IN MY LIFE E E E E E E RIDICULOUS.

When I got home I was so pissed with myself that I made myself skip after dinner in a fruitless attempt to be skinnier and thus run faster. And that made me have dumb stitches!! So I skipped like, 50, then immediately after it was gone, skip some more and continously for quite a while. So today, have stomach muscle ache from the stitches and leg muscle ache from running! :D I like muscle aches!

Linn came over too! It was really awesome, and I think that would be the last time we're so slack since MYAs are almost here! Studyclub is starting soon! Ahh Yoshibuds <3>! Anyway, we just sat on the patio while the sky slowly darkened, while drinking cool drinks and eating chips. (:

Today I had a Chinese test! And I really put a lot of effort into it, so if I fail yet another test, I'm going to take it as proof of my stupidity and prepare myself mentally to lose my position in RGS! And start deciding where I'll go too! Suggestions? :D

Mr Tan was supposed to come over after school but in the end he cancelled! Lousy teacher, never call me, I must call him one.

Anyway, today was celebration of my dad's and eldest brother's birthday! (: Sigh my dad's getting very old and still not saved I'm very ultra worried. :/

My dad cooked like, a 4-dish meal, very yummy. Prawn bisque! <3>

I'm super tired now dunno why! O:

Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day sigh!

Dett.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008
♥ 11:19 PM

HEART DISSECTING. :D


STUPID NESS DISRUPTED MY HEART-RIPPING TO TAKE A PHOTO. :D


GROUP PHOTO! :D Good times good times! Ness (heeheeheehahaha), sorrywhatshername:X (laughs at everything! funny girl :D), Me, Man Fang (grossed out by the heart, but loves to pump in water too!)!
Ha, I told you Maria spits out her food when she laughs.

Dett.


♥ 7:46 PM

Hi! Today was such a retarded day okay. Hahaha. (:


Morning, slept for like one hour la! It's so awesome to have Lanny as my seatmate. (:

BIO ROCKED. LIKE SERIOUSLY! We dissected a sheep's heart! At first I was just really really grossed out by it cause it's this weird lumpy white and brown thing on a styrofoam tray! Later I had lots of fun pumping water into it and seeing it ooze out again! :D I started lauging super hyperly, and then suddenly the whole class went quiet and all there was was the sound of my laughter. So embarrassing la. (x Later I was super high again and I laughed till I tripped backwards and my hand hit the bench behind! Then the people were laughing at me haha! I used Ness's hand as a support to stand up, and she wasn't wearing her glove! HAHAHA. :D Later when we had like, 5 minutes left, we cut up the heart! :D Into 4 pieces and then took a group photo. :D SO FUN LA. Then for the last few minutes I had fun trying to rip up the heart with my bare hands! Haha I'm so strong can.


Geog. I failed my exam! :X I really feel like a retard. :/ I'm such a loser la. People can get full marks and people like me fail. Gagh. :/

After school I went to study with Ness, Maria and Linn! We went to J8 to eat Macs! It was seriously hilarious okay. We were all bitching about ourselves. Cause in RGPS, Linn, Maria and I were all like, ihateyou kind of! Hahaha will blogsteal from Maria.

First, Lianne told Linnette that I was a loser and that she would not befriend me at all. So, Linnette daoed me like crazy in P5, so I thought that Linnette was a total bitch in P5. So I really really hated her in P5. Then somehow, Lianne and I started going out and became best friends. Then, Linnette started hanging out with us. Then, suddenly, Linnette and I decided to ditch Lianne in P6 and hanged out with other best friends instead, and we dismissed the possibility of Lianne's feelings being hurt with a casual "nevermind". Yeah. Then Lianne hated Linnette and I in P6. And Linnette hated me because I hanged out with Josephine and Kimberly. And I hated them because they were being total daoing asses.

Haha! And all four of us were totally laughing like mad la! :D We took ages to eat for that can. And Maria ah, she keeps laughing and her food keeps dropping onto her tray! ._. Then later,

Maria: "Lianne, it's Waye there."
Me: "...Are you serious?"
Maria: "Yeah!"
Me: -studies her facial expression- "HAHA joking one right."
Maria: "No!"
Me: -turns- "Haha see he's not th- Oh."

Anyway, yup Waye and Jae were there! Then that psycho Linnette Teo la. Blogstolen from Maria with some parts changed. :D Oh and Linn remembers somebody ah, who called her to find out who she was! Hahahaha, super funny. (:

Linn: "IS THAT WAYE?! HE STILL OWES ME THREE BUCKS! OIIII LIANNE GO CALL WAYE GO CALL WAYE ASK HIM TO RETURN ME THREE BUCKS!"
Lianne: "Waye!"
Waye: -on phone-
Linn: "LIANNE!!!!"
Lianne: "Fine!" -bangs table- "Waye!"
Waye: "Yeah?"
Linn: "WAYE YOU OWE ME THREE BUCKS YOU BETTER PAY ME NOW."
Waye: "Since when did I owe you three bucks?"
Linn: "SINCE THE LAST MOVIE! PAY ME NOW!!"
Waye: "Oh do you have two dollars? Because I only have a five dollar note."
Linn: "NO I DON'T HAVE TWO DOLLARS BUT I DON'T CARE PAY ME NOW!!"

Haha, Ness, Maria and I were completely collapsing in laughter okay! And stupid Tan keep on leaning on me while she was laughing! Omg it was really super funny cause one so polite then one so impatient! Haha, then later Maria kept doing imitations of Linn's voice, and we kept laughing like crazy okay. Finally, we all finished eating, and Linn started making this funny gurgling noise, while I was drinking coke, and I spat half of it out onto my burger box thing. ._. I really cannot stand someone ah.

Studied at Bishan Library later! (: Was very fun and productive!

Mhm, so awesome!

Bible Class was good too! :D I'm super glad I went! We did on 1 and 2 Peter! Oh and she also did a bit of Revelation. The Great Meltdown, The White Throne something. I was super o.o. ...jawdrop man. I didn't understand a word. (x

Anyway, that's about it. :D Still haven't done my homework! Hehehe.

Dett.

Monday, April 07, 2008
♥ 9:42 PM

Hello! :D Didn't really post about today!

Haha okay anyway, in the morning lingered around 213 and 212 with Clarisse! Finally did my dare to uh, propose to Amanda. :P Haha so now Clarisse and I are dare-less, since someone's not coming to ORA! Mm, oh and thank you Sarah dear for helping me order gym tickets! (: Gym concert's gonna be a blast, but I don't think I can go for Prayer Meet! Sorry banana! ):

I got coerced into going for Strings concert at RJC! O: Who else is going! I'm going with Mariaa. Haha Maggie was so desperate for someone to buy her tickets. Then I found out that Lanny was going, so Maggie could have saved herself a lot of trouble by saying she was going. :P

Earlier I went for Bible class with my mum, but turns out there isn't! So my uncle fetched us again and went to Aunty Yvonne's place to get his medicine.

So in the car;

Me: -talks about the things I'm attending, like ORA, SSA etc-
Mum: "What is ORA and SSA?"
Me: -explains-
Mum: "Aiya, you always use such weird acronyms! And now we're going to Aunty Yvonne's house to get Fu Fu's M-E-D-S."
Me: ._.

Later, walking back to car;

Mum: "Now, we're going back to the C then back to the H."
Me: "Why are we going to the sea?!"
Mum: "We're going to the car then going home!"
Me: .___.

Omg, my mum is really lame.

But it was fun anyway! At Aunty Yvonne's house, it was so fun! I played with Riley and Portia. (: They are really cute! Portia in her pinkstrawberry pyjamas, Riley in his greenwhite pyjamas, both stomping on pillows, which make up a fake car. Riley proceeds to jump over the sofa barriers (gosh, how I wish I was a kid again, jumping over mountains instead of mere cloth) and over to mine, explaining that he and Portia are "Looking for the bike! Because it is a magic bike. :D" Goodness they're really really cute. <3> Portia was waving a balloon um, cavemanthing, and in her destructive nature, hitting it on the floor again and again. <3>

Yup! Tomorrow is school, and then okay nevermind nothing. (:

Night!

Dett.

♥ 6:09 PM

Sorry to those I'm ignoring on MSN. Don't feel like talking to a lot of people.

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"Even when you feel you're unworthy, God still loves you, and He'll never abandon you, especially in your times of need. God never promises that everything will be okay, that life's going to pass by smoothly, but He does promise a light at the end of the tunnel. 'For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.' He loves you and has his hand of guidance and protection over you. Even when you feel you're a failure, God loves you - so take me as you find me, all my fears and failures. Pray and pray some more. 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me', it's time you started to believe in that, honey."

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And as such, take faith, brothers and sisters. Tyty. (:

Also,
read this, I think it's really awesome. I took the Purpose-Driven Life course last year in IBC and it was very meaningful! Credits to http://www.manalive.net/Letters/ManALiveDonorletter-November06-heartofaChampion.doc and none of the below is my work. (:

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The Heart of a Champion…

Why do some men pursue their dreams while other men seem to bury their dreams?

I believe it comes down to whether or not a man wants to possess the heart of a champion. The heart of a champion can be best defined by seven principles of faith. They are Purpose, Passion, Power, People, Performance, Perseverance, and Prayer.

PURPOSE. Rick Warren certainly owns this phrase, “the purpose-driven life.” Clearly God has a purpose for every person. The Bible is filled with passages on purpose. In Jeremiah 1:5, the Bible tells us, “I knew you before I formed you in your mother’s womb. Before you were born I set you apart and appointed you as My spokesman to the world.”

In Jeremiah 29:11, 12, “For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, plans to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart.” Clearly God has a purpose and a plan for every man. Again in Philippians 1:6, Paul says, “Being confident of this, (God’s purpose) that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion…” God chooses every man to know His purpose for their life.

The heart of a champion understands that he is a creation of God and that his purpose is to bring honor to God in knowing Him and abiding in Him alone. (I Cor10:31; Jn15:5) Remember when people do not accept divine guidance, they run wild. (Pr. 29:18)

PASSION. There is only one way to succeed in anything, and that is to give it everything.
Nothing less than full effort is acceptable. Passion lives in your head and your heart.
Jeremiah 31:33 says, “…I will put My law (purpose) in their minds and write it on their hearts (passion). Then I will be their God and they will be My people.”

It is a personal choice that says, “I will never give in or give up.” You live and breathe to
succeed at that which God has called you to do. One person has said, “Discover your passion
and follow it, it is all the career advice you will ever need.”

Robert Kriegal, made this statement after researching over 500 top performers from all areas of work, the arts and sports, “No two people are alike, but the one quality they had in common was passion. It was their drive, their enthusiasm, their desire that distinguished them.” You can’t lead people without passion.

POWER. Is that steady inward fire of faith. In Ephesians 3:20, Paul writes, “Now by the mighty power that is within you, you are able to do more than you would ever dare to ask, infinitely beyond your highest prayers, thoughts or desires.” God unleashes His power in us. I Jn. 4:4,”Greater is He who is in you than he that is in the world.” Every believing man is empowered by God. Philippians 4:13, says, “I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.” My power comes from the Lord (the boss) of my life. Wealth and honor come from God’s desire and his design for our lives. In first Chronicles 29:12, we read, “Wealth and honor come from You: You are the ruler of all things. In Your hands are strength and power to exalt and give strength (power) to all.”

PEOPLE. Men matter in the economy of God. Jesus told his disciples to love God and love people (Mat 22:37-39; Mk. 12:30-33). The heart of a champion is committed to loving God with all his heart, mind, soul and strength. To love God with your whole heart means to have no idols, selfish ambition; in other words total captivation to Him. To love God with your mind means to think right about God. It is imperative to grow in the knowledge and spiritual wisdom of God. When we stop learning we stop living by the Spirit of God. Every man needs to have a hunger for knowing God. To love God with your soul means with your entire being, your whole person. And to love God with all your strength means to serve God and others without growing weary or giving up. I am only able to truly love people when I am totaling in love and being led by God. Lead with your love for others and inspire them for greatness.

PERFORMANCE. One person has said, “Fail to plan and plan to fail.” Every man needs a performance plan so that he can measure his effectiveness. Businessmen live by their plans. Sadly most Christian men fail to have a spiritual performance plan. James reminds us that faith without works (performance) is dead. Spiritual planning is far more important to the heart of a man than any business plan. Men need to make a spiritual-life plan, not just a living.

Every athlete believes in maximum effort. Nothing less than full effort is acceptable. Anything less is failure. Winning is everything. The performance level of an athlete is the same kind of desire every Christian should have in living for Christ. Paul reminds us in Philippians 1:21, “For me to live is Christ and to die is gain.”

Our performance in Christ means a life of discipline. Every believer is to live a life that is careful in manner— how we treat others— and careful in motive—why we do what we do. In Hebrews 12:11, the writer says, “No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. But to those who are trained by it will yield a life of righteousness (right-living).” How we live around others reveals what we believe. If we believe Christ died for our sins then we should live in freedom from sin and not in bondage to it. Quit blaming others and your past. Take responsibility for your life in Christ and for your actions.

PERSERVERANCE. Life is rarely fair but God always is. Many of life’s failures are people who didn’t realize how close they were to success when they gave up. Never, ever, ever...give up!

In Romans 8:35, Paul asks an amazing question, “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or the sword?” Then he answers his own question in verse 37, “No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth nor anything else in creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

The only way a man can become a warrior for God is to be trained and placed in the middle of the battle. It is only when we are placed on the front lines that we truly learn to persevere and fight the real battles. Simply reading the Bible will not make you a warrior for God. Only when you are placed in situations where there is nothing or no one who can save you but God, will you learn the lessons of perseverance.

PRAYER. Prayer is the essence of our communication with God. Little prayer, little power…Much prayer, much power. Prayer is our lifeline to our heavenly Father. Every man will struggle against the strongholds of his life without a consistent and deliberate prayer life. John Bunyan said, “In prayer it is better to have heart without words than words without heart.” William Law wrote, “We must alter our lives in order to alter our hearts, for it is impossible to live one way and pray another.” Prayer empowers us to seek God’s presence and listen attentively to His leading. Only then can we engage the battles in our lives. “Dear God, your will, nothing more, nothing less, nothing else.”

Enjoy the Heart of a Champion,

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Haha, hope that helped you. :D God bless!

And eee, I suddenly feel so gu niang. I'm going to like, run around, or jump around or something. ._.

Dett.

♥ 3:46 PM

Lianne, do this, Lianne, do that, Lianne you're not putting enough effort, Lianne could you please contribute bla bla bla. ______________________ could you please stfu.

Ahhhh I'm so super ultra sorry, Ness! ): ): Please don't hate me! I'm so ultra sorry I thought you weren't coming. ): I'm so sorry okay!

New seating arrangements today! (: I'm sitting next to Lannyy, and kind of sitting next to Hui Yi! Haha my group ah, Aidi and Hui Yi. I'm going to get a major inferiority complex. Suan!

Chinese, I just passed + 1 mark my test. ): I think laoshi is super disappointed in me. Cause tingxie always full marks then my test like shit. Wargh. ): I'm so sorry laoshi! I will study harder okay. :/

Dett.

Sunday, April 06, 2008
♥ 5:49 PM

Oh nooooooooooooooooo early this morning I sent Huiying an cheeky sms to wish her happy birthday but then I just realised that she didn't reply cause she spoilt her phone and she has a new one but I don't know what her new number is! Oh noooo):

I feel very awesome. (:

Oh but anyway, yep, does anyone have an extra Bible? I need one more to give someone if you don't mind. (: Cause I have 3, 1 is like, written all over, 1 is mine, and another I'm already giving away, so I need one more! If you have and you don't mind like, not having it anymore... Thanks! (:

Oh yeah, you know yesterday before service started, like we were just going to start singing, then suddenly I felt this scary, rough, thing grabbing ahold around my neck! I screamed and turned around. It was PJ putting a black hairband on my neck then walk away! O: Haha took it off before that though. Then I asked Sarah why and she said she didn't know either. Haha but I was 100% freaked out la.

These two weeks are going to be so fun! :D Cause MYAs are not here yet. Then there's ORA next Saturday! I think walkajog will be fun, but otherwise it's only average. :P Then there's the artgym comp! Amanda and I are going to support together! Hopefully we'll be allowed to go for gym dinner too. xD And then there's gym concert! I'm seriously looking forward to this la. (: Haha, a huge group going! :D Yengs and Kelly and some other artgymmers will be there too! Haha, let's see, 13 people I think! :D Ey really if anyone else wants to go, last call okay! Last call so hurry up order! :D It'll be 1 and a half hours of an awesome performance! Plus you get to see Ting and Mel performing! :D NAPFA probably won't be fun. :P

Hopefully I can start chess and squash soon too! (: I'm superly looking forward to chess! I haven't played in agesss. I want to start from Beginners in case I forgot anything, but my mum wants me to start from Intermediate! Hmm.

Okay this has been quite a rubbish post but nevermind. (x

God bless Ting Fang. (:

Dett.

♥ 10:51 AM

Yesterday.

SL;
There were lots of weirdos on the train on the way there and back. o.o On the way there, there was like, a gay couple, no offence, but like they were uh holding each others' waists, which was kind of obvious so hope there weren't kids there. SL was great, kids cute as usual! But sigh not going to be with them for much longer. ): On the way back, I saw a transvestite (sp?). Okay nevermind!

Math Tuition;
I was late cause I left SL late, and my maids kept calling me while I was buying lunch. I told them I was going back then, and they kept calling me so I kept hanging up. Annoying. Anyway, tuition, I seriously need help for graphs can! :/ Mr Tan's english sucks bigtime.

Church;
You know something super cool? I was going to be late, cause I left the house at 3, but realised I left my phone, so I went back and got it. I was praying so hard that I wouldn't be late for church! And you know, when I was walking down the slope to the bus-stop, 21 immediately came so I chionged and got on! Then when I reached Eunos station right, the train arrived already, but thankfully I managed to rush up the stairs and catch it! And when I arrived at Pasir Ris MRT, I was walking briskly to the 354 bus-stop, and 354 immediately came. So cool right. I was early, but that's a blessing in itself too! Waited for Sarah to come before going in with her and Hui Zhen!

Service was gooood. (: Ting managed to come for the first time in like, months! :D Chu Ning, Ting and I didn't sign up for the MCR seminar, so we went to Huiying's chalet first. It's her birthday today! :D We ate and stuff while waiting for the cell to come. They came around 10. I've never left church stuffs so late before! O: I left around 10.50 and took bus with Ting. Then she went home. There were a bunch of weirdos on the MRT. o.o I reached home at like, 12.10 there. I snuck up the stairs cause if my dad found out, I'd be totally dead. :/

if i did a flip, would you come? if i did more, would you stay? cause i'm so sick of wondering if you miss me, or when i'm gonna see your face- hear your voice- talk to you- again.

and you, if i were to get ____ ____________, would you hate me forever?

Watched TV with my mum for a while before going to bed. (:


Today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUIYING! :D

Church;
Went with my mum and sister. Aiya, my sister ah, stone during worship. Sigh ):

Anyway, yeah, home now and just had lunch. (:

Kinda sleepy! I hope there's no homework, cause I didn't do any. (x

My mum agreed to let me rejoin chess and join squash too if I want! :D Yayy! Haha does anyone want to come with. (:

Gym concert, last call for those who want tixxxx.

By the way, who else is going for walkajog? :D

fakelysweet, fakelynice to enemies
insanelyloyal to BFFs
and that's how we do.
bittersweet<3>

Dett.

Friday, April 04, 2008
♥ 5:17 PM

Hey all. (:

I just got home from Sports Fest! It was really a blast okay. :D Okay.

Woke up at around 7am (Thanks Jae! Hmph to Jayna, but thanks that you didn't wake me up at 5am :P) and changed etc. Lazed around for about an hour before Lanny, Clarisse, and Atiqah came. :D We did Lit PT and took our photos! Lanny was Nanny (rhyme :)) Flowers, Clarisse was Koro Apirana (priceless), and Atiqah was Rawiri (rock on, dude!)! :D It was really fun taking photos dressed up as our characters. (: Atiqah looked relatively 'punk-ish'! Lanny brought some really 'auntie' clothes, as she described! Clarisse was super funny! She wore a big shirt and hmm, the bottom I will keep secret till PT is over, when I post the pictures. :P When I was looking up at the stupid twig, and they were taking the photos, my contacts were killing me la! Super hard to look so up. Hehe. But overall it was really fun. (:

We went for lunch after, ate at KFC. I haven't eaten there in the longest time! O: But it was quite gross. o.o I don't want to eat there again! I only like the cheese fries and mashed potato. :D The chicken was ... After that, we went off to Toa Payoh Stadium! Sports Fest is really fun, especially if you sit with people like Ness and Shao! (: Jac was sitting next to me too! But she disappeared halfway. Anyway, Shao and I were feeling really house-spirity, so we cheered super loudly! So fun la.

Shao: "Oh but I don't know the countdown cheer!"
Me: "I teach you! 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, Tarbet's gonna have some fun, even when the race is won, we're still gonna run run run! Goo-"
Shao: "Tarbet!"
Me: "Oh, nono, it's Buckle."
Shao: "Oh okay! 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, Tarbet's gonna have some fun, even when the race is won, we're still gonna run run run! Gooooo Buck- EY!"
Me: "Hahaha yeah la, it's Moor actually."
Shao: "Huh why?"
Me: -gives a 'this is so obvious' look- "Because they're our brother house!"
Shao: "Ohhh okay!"

:D She's so crazy! Hahaha. (: Anyway, for cheer, I think Tarbet (and the other houses too, of course!) did a really great job! :D So well done! And Ting, don't be upset k! (:

Me: "__________________________________ at 12 o'clock!"
Shao: -points hand directly forward and sees no one in particular- "What 12 o'clock! That's 2 o'clock!"
Me: "Err, hehe."

Selene won like, 3 prizes for running! :D Later she came to sit with us.

Shao: -repeats plans-
Selene: "Oh, so you're going home, then going for gym concert, then going to the library?"
Shao: "What gym concert!"
Me: "It's next next week, dear."
Selene: "WHAT?! I THOUGHT IT WAS TODAY THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT I COULDN'T GO!!"
Me: "HAHAHA okay don't worry can buy on Monday."
Selene: "So who's going?"
Me: "______________________________, _____________________________, ______________________________, ________________________________, _______________________________, _______________________________, ______________________________ AHEM, __________________________ AHEM."
Selene: "Why are ________________________ and _________________________ special?"
Shao&I: "Cause we love them very much."
Selene: -.- "TELL ME WHYYY!"
Me: "...she doesn't get it!"
Selene: "Tell me!"
Shao: "Okay, let me tell you the full story. Lianne has a crush on ___________________________ and she thinks that she is trying to steal her girl away from her!"
Me: o.o -laughs like mad- "Yeah! Selene! I'm lesbian!"
Selene: -sees me laughing- "Don't lie!"
Me: -tries very hard to stop laughing- "I'm really lesbian!"
Shao: "You mean you don't believe us?"
Selene: "Rubbish!"
Me: -stops laughing & seriousface- "Selene, I'm lesbian."
Shao: "She doesn't want to believe it because she's scared!"
Shao&I: -same time- "Don't worry Selene, she/I only has/have eyes for _____________________!"

Oh and I think she really believes me. :P Later during school UNITE cheer, Shao and I were trying to deafen each other with our screams. :P And also,

RGS: -does 'Say Raffles' cheer-
Ness: "Say Ra-ra-ra-raffles, say Ra-ra-ra-raffles!"
RGS: -starts 11 claps-
Ness: "Say Ra-ra-ra- oops." -starts clapping-

Haha she's so lame la! But Sports Fest was really fun. (: Later went home with Lanny, and we were a bit like, emo, but we cheered up later. (:

Sometimes right, no one else understands you, but there's just this one person who does, and you know? That's really all you need. (:

Dett.

Thursday, April 03, 2008
♥ 4:12 PM

Yo all. :D

Today was quite okay! :D

We had Humanities Quiz in the morning. I am super sucky! I only knew the correct answer to the first question. xP The rest was like, plain tikam tikam. I remember last year, I was having a headache when I was taking the test, so I just shaded whichever box I liked. :D

Because of the Humans Quiz, we missed half of Lit! O: Lit was Whale Rider stuffs.

Aesthetics, now we're doing Music and Dance! The room was so cool la. Walls are pretty, and there was this entire row of violins hanging on the wall! :D Haha it looked quite nice. :D We did um, singing first. We sang this song, called "The Cuckoo Song". And when we first started singing the uh, no-meaning part (Ho-li-ah, ho-le-rah-hi-hi-ah), I choked, then couldn't help it and burst out into silent laughter. :D Later we analysed some song. I still don't know what minor or major is. We went for dance after, and we're learning Jive! Claudia is my partner! Rachel Yo was being evil and laughing at our height difference. Hmph. Oh yeah, during break, I got high! Then I was fooling around with Rebecca and it was ultra funny la. I was running in her direction in an attempt to step on her shoe, but then she turned around, so I smushed against her and stumbled away, then my badge dropped on the floor. We laughed like mad la. :D But aiya, aesthetics was so fun!

Chinese we did one chapter. I was trying to solve the 2x2 cube. Jane was trying to teach me, but I still can't solve! >:(

Bio, continued trying to solve till I got fed up. xP

After school, Maria and I went to the Photonics Lab for NASA. On the way downstairs (Maria refused to believe me when I said that Photon Lab was the same level as our classroom!!!), met my HCL teacher last year! Haha, she said that my contacts make my eyes look bigger. Then she started to tell me on how I should grow taller - eat more food and jump rope. (x Haha she's super nice la. :D So we were kind of late for NASA, and Linn was waiting outside for us.

Me: "I bet you when we reach she's going to start scolding us!"
Maria: "HAHA yeah!"
Maria&I: -about 5 steps away-
Linn: -yells- "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAAAATE?!?"
Maria&I: -burst out laughing-

Omg, Linn is really spas! (x

Anyway, we went in, then Mr Singh told us to just pass him our chapters and go home. ._.

Yup! So that's about it for today!

Tomorrow is Lit PT! Haha. :D Dress up and take pictures! Fun. Kahutia Te Rangi! Then Sports Fest!

Yayy!

I'm going to fail Bio! O:

Dett.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008
♥ 10:10 PM

Can you imagine, if everyone on earth would have the exact same personalities, just with different facial features, etc. Life would be so boring! You'd always know what happens next, and things like that.

But sometimes, I wish that there was someone exactly like me, personality-wise, because that person would understand me incredibly! Wouldn't it be so interesting to have someone who always knows what you're talking about and empathises. (:

But then, what if there was someone like me, and I'd find that I really didn't like her? Would I be disappointed in myself? Would I just brush it off and say, "Oh, perhaps she isn't as like me as I thought." Would I beat myself up mentally and ask myself why I was such a failure? Would I dare to accept my faults and try to change them?

What if there is, someone like me, but I don't like her? Right in my life, right now? Would I take notice of it?

Dett.

♥ 6:18 PM

Hi! I'm back from school! My uncle just asked me to recommend him a song to listen to. I almost said, "My generation?!" before I choked them back down and just stuttered a bit, but he helped me by saying, "Any song." x) Not that he'd be angry, but I just thought it'd be really insulting. :P

School was alright today! Relatively slack. :D Math, Speech&Drama (thank you to all of you who gave me answers last night!), Computer Studies (this rocked; Lanabel and I are doing a podcast on "The Art of Being BIMBO", and next week will be, "The Art of Prankcalling"!), Chinese, and Bio. We are dissecting the heart next week! ): How disgusting. Oh and, Linn, Maria, remember the 3-second rule RS thing? It's not true! Haha, I actually read some of my bio notes, and that is incorrect. There was a Jap exchange student today! Haha, so fun. :)

After school was really -insert rude word here-ing retarded. I really hated it- them, whatever.


But anyway, I got home in one piece, so okay!

I've done all my work except the History FA due tomorrow (Thank God it's one question!) and finding a white dress. ._. Don't ask about the latter.

Two naturally loud-mouthed aunties are downstairs arguing, while playing mahjong, over who is naturally quieter. I say they both lose - very, very badly.

I really love peanuts and Sprite! :) Not that they're a good combination or anything, but they're just really yummy. My mortal made me crave munchydonuts! I really want those with oreo on top. :) Lanabel, do come with me to buy alright! We can go get Tori-Q and munchydonut together! :D

My uncle is listening to With You by Chris Brown now. x)

I dearly miss Clarisse and Lanabel! Let's go out after school sometime soon okay? And we absolutely must have our end-of-MYA sleepover, just like our end-of-PPA sleepover alright!

This Friday is Sports Fest! People who feel like chatting welcome, more than welcome to save me from boredom! But anyway, before that I'm meeting up with the group to do Lit PT. And that's where the white dress comes in. I don't have one by the way. o.o

Tomorrow is NASA after school! I bet Lanny has something musical on and won't be able to go with me to eat. :P

Alright, I shall go get started on my History I suppose.

Bye all. :)
Dett. couldyoufallinlovewithalie?

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
♥ 5:47 PM

RGS RHYTHMIC GYM CONCERT!
Friday 180408 or Saturday 190408
7.30pm
Raffles Girls' Secondary School - KS Chee Theatre

Does anyone else want to come? :D It'll be super cool okay! And tickets are almost gone so quick buybuybuy fast. :D I'm be going on Friday night! Whichever night you want to go, let me know ASAP cause I need to get tickets by Thursday. (:

Today was awesome! School was weird. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS, PEOPLE! ;D It was ultra fun! Last minute, Lanny and I decided to prank Clarisse! I shall not post details because I will die, but anyway, WE PRANKED HER 3 TIMES! She said that in TNS, she never got pranked for April Fools so, all you people prank her as fast as possible okay! :D Must help the prank-deprived girl! (:

After school, was RGI OUTING. :D Hoho I miss RGI, we haven't gone out in ages! Went to Cine to watch Shutter! On the way, it was raining! And got no one to share umbrella with since Ness went with Linn, so I just walked in the rain! Nice Maria carried my bag for me but when Linn bent down, SHE DROPPED IT. I was screaming like heck la. Damn loud omg. I got fooled by Kevin. ._. He said that Shutter tickets were sold out, so I was like, oh shit, then Ness, Maria, Linn and I went upstairs anyway. Then the screen read: Shutter - Available. And even then I didn't realise la, until I called him and he told me he'd bought them already. ._. ._. Anyway, Linn saw her cousin there! So Ness, Maria and I were all shouting Linn's name to try to make him turn around. Stupid, didn't.

Shutter was damn freaky. O: Before it started, Ness and I kept slapping each other! Hahaha, and I shifted her contacts whoops. :P I was hiding behind my black cardigan for most of the movie. :D And Ness was scared also la! Linn too, but she was sitting next to Maria who was next to Kevin and thus she had no one to be scared with. :D At all the scary parts, I'd lift up my jacket, then Ness would lift up her file and we'd both be scared together. :D Oh but I'll have you know that Ness is worse than me! She lifts up her file for nothing okay, she still watches, then I'll hear her damn clearly: "Oh! Oh sick! Oh! Sick sick sick! Oh my God! Oh my God! F*ck! F*_ck! Oh my f*ck! Sick! F*ck!" And Maria was saying about how true Rebecca's exposition was! It was so amusing la! Cause yesterday, Rebecca read out her exposition to the class, and it was like, "At any point in time of the movie, the couple will suddenly break out into a wild sex scene even though it has no relation to the plot!" or something like that. And it was so true la. :P Later, at one point, Ness, Maria and Linn went to the toilet, so it was just Kevin and I and there was this freaking empty space next to me! I was super scared okay. So I grabbed Ness's file. Maria and Kevin kept trying to stop me from covering my eyes. We 5 were making a lot of noise, heh.

Later went to get Mrs Fields! So yum. (: And went home.

I <3> RGI! Today was so so fun, thank you! :D

Dett.

P.S. Ness is the most spastic ever, but that's what makes her a really fun movie and lab partner. :D


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tanlianxiu lianne
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27 august 1994
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