Sunday, March 30, 2008
♥ 12:16 AM
Hi. Today was a really weird day. Like what I thought would suck ass was actually alright and what I thought would be great wasn't as good.
SL was okay. Cute kids.
Math tuition. I'm really starting to hate that 'guru'. Like wth are you trying to hint to me? I showed him damn attitude. I think I'm developing AP.
Church was omg. Like during the second song of worship, I suddenly started remembering all the really really bad things I've done in the past, even like P3? (Things that right now, after that episode, I can tell you without lying, that I don't regret doing.) And I just broke down during worship, then I got pissed at myself cause it was like, worship?! I was super guilty and angry. And so it continued and at the end of worship I just felt like a damn fool. I was super tired after that, so if you ask me anything about the sermon, I can only tell you to respect your government, teachers, church leaders, and parents because that was the part where I got pissed. Then at the end when there was worship again I was just so unspirited.
Went home for dinner. Twins are as cute as always. They've got glasses now. Had to entertain a nerd/wannabe and a act-cool/pretend-knowitall. Annoying. Then went up to my room and talked to Alessia for the rest of the night.
And now I'm really just drained.
Dett.
