I'm going to redo the 15 people thing again, cause when I did it, I anyhow did it. x)

1. Starting with you, cause you're on my mind right now. I want to be your confidante, cause I feel like somehow I'll understand you and you'll understand me. But given our pasts, I don't think we're that close. ): But I do hope that we'll be best friends one day. And I empathise, and I really hope you feel better soon, cause I don't know why, but seeing you so sad kind of disappoints me. So, smile! And I hope we can confide in each other. It's kind of complicated yup. :] -hug-

2. You've changed so, so much from the girl I knew last year! I don't know, sometimes I think that you're too confident and too not-thinking-just-acting for me, but sometimes I just love you to bits. I don't know, but I hope we don't drift apart, cause this is definitely one friendship worth saving! But still, I don't know how you and I are going to hang out properly this year. I don't hate you, no, it's far from that, but look back at how wild and crazy we were last year, not caring about the rules. I'm not saying that it was completely, totally right, but still, I really enjoyed myself, and if you're like that this year, what's going to happen to us? Again, I repeat, I don't hate you, I just don't want you to stay this way, but then again, it's quite selfish of me.

3. Haha, here's one girl who hasn't changed all too much. :P And I love you the way you are, so don't you change too okay! Even though you're absolutely superburfically (dunno what's that) busy, I still hope we can hang together! Uh, like hang out, not death penalty, sorry. x] But yep! Loves you muchly! Funny babe. :D

4. Hm, we've drifted a lot this year. I still don't feel close to you despite our attempts at confrontation. I don't know what to say actually. When I think about this, my thoughts go round in circles, and I end up falling asleep, or giving up. I know you read the Twilight series, so let me say this, and hope you understand - For what it's worth, I miss my friend, not friend. Do you understand? :/

5. You. Ha, you're a real joker. You make me laugh even when I'm pissed off at you, cause you do the most ridiculous things to piss me off. And even though we don't always have our happy-be-friends-again ending, you make me laugh. :] Sometimes I miss you so much I cry, but sometimes, I'm so sick of you, I never want to see, or talk to you again. It confuses me. CAN YOU STOP BEING SO FREAKING COMPLEX. x) Loser. For the record though, I don't think we ever were best friends, you just kind of thought I was funny or always fun to be around cause of that day.

6. Nyeh, don't know what happened to you. Gross. ._. You changed so much over a few days too. I just don't know what to say. Change for the better, I suppose, but still, I prefer the old you, but it's alright, keep going. :]

7. Haha, seems like we're getting closer! :D You make me laugh lots, for good reasons! (: And you're so... hm, how to describe. Nevermind, it amuses me anyway! x) Hope it stays that way yup! Love hanging out with you heh! Though sometimes, I must admit, you scare me cause you're so stony and seldom laugh. x)

8. Gosh, you're like, the funnest person I've ever been around in a while! I'm glad we're getting closer yup! You're super amusing, sometimes hyper! Okay, most of the time hyper, and that's great! We can both be hyper together! Pour me the sugar, baby! And I hope to get to know you even better. :D

9. Haha, this year I feel so distant from you, like you've been avoiding me or something, which is why I haven't been making the effort to talk to you more. But maybe it's better this way? We'll just have to see right! But I'm glad you have friends, a big change from other years. :D

10. Dunno what's up with you lately... Are you mad at me? I hope not, cause you're a really fun friend to be around! Plus I have no clue why you'd be mad at me. And I'm not usually this clueless, I hope! x) But anyway, you mean lots as a best friend to me and I hope it stays that way. Stay healthy! ;)

11. You're so nice, but unfortunately, I hardly get time to talk to you! :/ But anyway, I'm sure we'll get closer as the year passes by! I wonder if this'll be another flyaway year! Last year passed so fast, I wonder if this one will fly right by! x) But yup, you're super nice, super fun, even though you're kind of guai. :P Awesome!

12. I haven't been able to talk to you in ages! Like, I just don't know what to say to you when I see you on MSN. I open a convo with you, then I wonder what to say, yet come up with nothing, so I close it. I wonder how close we really were, but then, I don't want to, cause that's when doubts come flooding in.

13. I used to be so close to you too! :/ But I don't know, we just can't keep in contact anymore, cause you're not really free to chat, don't reply smses, and never come online! But I hope you remember the fun times we had, including creeping others out! I really enjoyed that, and hopefully, those won't be our last! :]

14. You've changed so much over the years. I feel like I don't know you anymore. You shouldn't be so dependent on them, cause they're kind of insensitive all of the time most of the time sometimes. :P But I guess somehow you're alright with it, so... :]

15. I miss you! Are you angry at me too? :/ I can think of a reason, but it's usually not what would keep us apart. But anyway, love you lots, and I hope we go out again soon! Those times were really fun, don't want to lose them! <3>


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