Saturday, December 01, 2007
♥ 7:17 PM
Church today was totally awesome! And Nick is so, so inspiring. :D I'm glad Maria and Kevin had a good time. (: Haha, and I won't forget the first description of Jae that Ting gave to me. Ever. (x Am I happy with my life? I should be.
You know something my maid told me? She said, "Be careful, because your best friend, can also be your worst enemy."
It makes sense, in a sick, disappointing kind of way. And only today do I really understand?
But I don't hate that I've been put in this position, by God's will or not. I hate that I was stupid enough to involve myself in this. I don't hate myself, I hate that I made such a stupid mistake.
Forgive. Forgive. Forgive. Lianne,
FORGIVE.
Would I be able to sever ties completely? And that impulse, it just grows stronger y'know? It lingers in my fingertips and in pieces of metal.
You know? I trust, not too much, but too many people. Really, that's my problem. But I'm not going to do it again. (:
I rely on God. (:
Dett.
