Sunday, September 23, 2007
♥ 4:01 PM
I’d gladly tell you everything if I knew,
The understanding one would be you
But I know now that all you’d say
Would be to give me help
But a way out is not all I need
Sometimes we don’t have a solution
We just need a friend to listen.
I haven't forgotten those nights when I couldn't sleep, those days when I refused to eat, the times I did dumb things to myself, and when I considered the most major of things over the most minor of problems.
And I'm sorry, if nowadays, I can't always be there, for you. But frankly, you're not letting me, and I've learnt, that I've to learn to pick myself up and carry on, when I've fallen, because you can't be there, for me, either.
And I feel like somehow I've just lost a friend.
This isn't emo, I'm just... disappointed, in myself.
It scares me, because truthfully, I've never felt so lost and unknowing in my life.
And I'm leaving (trying to) this behind.
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On a h i g h e r note, I have a new nickname!
S I L L Y L I L Y
Thanks Ruby. xD
Dett.
