Thursday, August 23, 2007
♥ 8:48 PM
Today's quote of the day: "You know right, Lianne, my teacher says that when someone is really depressed and cries everyday for a long time, then they are suddenly happy - that's when you should take the most care of them! Because they're probably thinking of committing suicide or something." By Feng and supported by Gillian. ((x Sorry guys! You aren't getting rid of me that easily! But well, who hasn't considered suicide before?In Math today, I suddenly felt kind of faint and Ruby and Selene and Rachel and Si Ying were all yelling about rectangles and it just kept reverbrating in my head and I got a really bad headache. What's happening to me? :/
I admit I was majorly depressed in Lit and Geog but ohwells I cheered up before gym cause Feng and Gillian really put smiles on my face. (:So these few days, I've been sleep and food deprived, but I hope that I get it back. Thanks for all those people who took care of me, and restraining me in PE haha I'll never forget that bit Ting and Shao. (: Even though you two were unsuccessful, it still made me laugh a little.I'm glad I chose to read Carissa's blog tonight, cause it really cheered me up, looking back upon our pasts, this oh-so-precious circle of friends that will never be broken.Me, Shao, Car, Elisa, Linnette, T. (: Loves much.There are those special people in your life, far and few, who listen to you, advise you, cheer you up and also tell you about themselves. (: They're the perfect balance. What I call TBFF. Truly Best Friends Forever. You may fight, you may quarrel, but you always make up. (: I'm fortunate to have 4 people like this in my life, and I trust them ever so so much and I'd tell them about everything. (: Cause I know they truly do care about me, so I thank you! (: One is unfortunately, split up, and gone to Nanyang, but we don't care about her any less. (: I still love her very very much. These three, don't need to mention any names, cause you know who you are! thankyou.Yeap, moving on and should be happier! :D I'm super hyped for Saturday! It's a performance training day, so not that intensive. (: Math tuition will be in the morning! Then I'm going to bathe and go to the STUDY LOUNGE, GOSH how I miss that place. (: Shao and Car and I will be going together to study! Anyone else wanna come, let me know and I'll see if we can fit you in! :D I'm so looking forward to seeing Car (and Shao, in a way, since I'm seeing her on Friday anyway xD)! :D Yay!Now that's feeling/sensation has been so familiar. It still feels nice and like an old friend come to get you back. I hope I still have the sense not to do it, because no matter how satisfying it can be, I know it isn't good for me, and makes my friends worry. I'm still having to wear my jacket to sleep.180807 and 200807; I'll never forget those dates, because they brought me down so much, and I hope I can rise so much higher. Thanks for all the prayers, people, I do so appreciate it.
God, please, give me courage for what I am about to do tonight, because I can't do it alone, but I must because I know it's best for me and others as well.
God, please let me transfer.
Dett.
