how great is your unchanging love

Friday, August 24, 2007

♥ 5:50 PM

I miss my childhood so much! (:

Especially Primary School and Kindergarten. Kindergarten was the best, although now I think I know why my parents wanted me to go to a girl's prisch, after reflecting on my Kindergarten life. (x

Hahah I was so terribly mean and I bullied all the dudes. (x Isaac especially, and some other dude. Hahah! Yesyes I was super mean. And then there were all the guys who were funny (whom I also happened to tease by the way!) Edward (NOT CULLEN SO SORRY XD), Aaron etc. Hm. There were the special cases, like Jonathan and Mike. xD Oh man I sucked so bad. Yeah, so mostly I bullied them and hung out with the other girls. Who bullied them. (x Oh and there was some fat guy I can't remember his name. I saw him outside Queenstown Library once though, my mother recognised him, not me! And I'm so surprised that I still can remember so many names. :D Hahah I do so miss Kindergarten. Gracefields is the lurvve! Ariel, Ruth, Madeline, Kimberly Chan - my best friends! (:

Primary School I was much more sane, though I can't say I wasn't a total bully in Primary1 and Primary2, but I'm proud to say I matured in Primary3! (: All my best friends from Prisch, even though we've argued or still talk, KR, Alyssa, Gwendolyn, Fina, Shi Ying, Rachel, Nurul, Aishah, Yin Wen, Julie, Shao, Car, Elisa, Linn, Sarah etc. ((:

I wish I could look back on my Secondary life now, all the ways it's been messed up and stomped on, and just laugh/shake it off - "I was just a kid! I was so stupid, I didn't know better!" I so very dearly wish I could, but I know I can't, cause I've grown up now, and I'm supposed to be so much more responsible for my own actions. I wish I could, though I can't. ): I'll still make the most of it though, I hope. (:

Dett.