Wednesday, August 22, 2007
♥ 11:19 PM
It's alright, it's okay, I think God can explain.I've been drifting farther and farther away from my faith. I hope I can go back in, and I hope He'll listen to me again, cause He's the only one who can help me right now. I'm sorry, dear Lord.And peoplepeople, don't worry about me okay. (: Everything will turn out fine/better in the end, it always does, and I know I won't go on living my life like I am now, because I'd go crazy before that, so nope! (: And Feng and Car and Shao I promise I won't do it again okay. (: I have more control now, over my emotions at least and eeh it leaves terrible scars which I decided I really really don't like, so I won't do that to myself again. (: And yes I do admit it was stupid, Feng. ): Sorry.And and don't worry about emolyrics Yingx! (x I'm just quoting from some of my favourite songs! Besides, like dearest Rubs said, "When doesn't she quote emolyrics!" Haha, emolyrics rockmysocks, whether they apply to me at that time or not! :DToday was a good day relatively. I didn't manage to get Eclipse, I'm going to go mad! I asked the person just as she was selling the LAST book urghiwassomad. I got other books though, so I shall content myself with PrideandPrejudice in the meantime. (:I got my appetite back for a while and bought a sausage and some grapes. I ate the sausage, then I lost my appetite again, so I had to force myself to eat the grapes. I went home, and did my tuition homework. Aiyoh by then I was so tired and so sick of everything that my mind shut off and I fell asleep. (: That's good. Then my mum woke me up for tuition.Dinner was still stuffed, no appetite, so..Hm. I really need to do literature and geography and if my parents catch me on MSN and blogger, I'll die a really really terrible death.So goodnight people and I shan't emo anymore, not for a long time, or I will be very angry with myself.Goodnight! (:Dett. <3
