how great is your unchanging love

Thursday, August 30, 2007

♥ 11:35 PM

):

Jaclyn: -blocks Yishan's way to her bag-
Yishan: -tries unsuccessfully to push Jaclyn away-
Wanting: Yishan, what are you doing?
Yishan: She won't let me get my bag! I know - I'll use the rugby tackle!
-squats down slightly-
Err, I think...
-grabs hold of Jaclyn's leg and pushes her backwards-
Jaclyn: O:
Yishan: -stands up, grabs her bag and runs away-

(:

Dett.

♥ 7:55 PM

I'm sleepy. (:

Tomorrow is Teacher's Day! My mother has commanded me to hurry up and finish my work then quickly go to sleep! Tomorrow will be a long day for me! Performance at RGSS then going to RGPS to perform. (x It will be fun! I wanna see my teachers and my juniors ohmansimissthemsomuch!

I went to Taka with Gillian after gym prac today! :D It was fun even though it was only about 1+hours. We spent most of our time in the toy section. XD IT WAS FUN KAY.

I'm supposed to be doing History now ohwell! I think I will do it soon. OKA TONIGHT MY GOAL IS TO SLEEP AT 9 AND WAKE UP AT 5. uh huh! And I shall! :D I hope.

I have lots of things to pack for tomorrow! Haha when I wake up and will double-check that I have everything I need and read ECLIPSE! Yayy! Perfect. And complete my History if I have anything undone.

No lessons tomorrow. :D Oh I think I'll wake up at 4 instead so I can finish choreographing the very important dance! Okay so I will wake up at 4. I will have my deep sleep hours and more! I missed all of them last night. D:

Dumdee! Okay I guess I better go do my History now. ): Blooh.

Goodnight my darlings!

Feng: "Like I told you ah, if you do it again, YOU WILL GET IT FROM ME." XD She's funny. Loves. ((:

Dett.

♥ 12:06 AM

Haha I think my Holiday Mood has gone on Holiday, seriously! (x

Today, after RS, I dropped all my stuff on the floor accidentally! Selene picked up my foolscap and saw all my inane ramblings. (x I bet you she thinks I'm mad right now!

Going to watch Deadsilence (and majorly freak out of course) with GillianFengJaclyn next Friday! Any other takers? Going, going...

Dett.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

♥ 10:59 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MARIA. :D

"my parents didn't want me to marry my husband of course! i said if they don't want me to marry him, i won't, i'll move to another country and never come back again. so they let me marry him - cause they know i'll do it!" Along the lines of what Mrs Mo said. :D She kicks ass, mannn! :D

My bro kicks ass too! He's taking leave from work tomorrow to go to the airport to see the Heroes actors. xDD He's a seriously hardcore fan of Heroes! Haha he told me to pon gym rehearsal to accompany him. I said no, cause I don't like big, pushing crowds in general, so! :D

Today was a overall-y good day! :D I'm extremely tired out now, and have many things to do tonight, but I shall push on! Yeah! :D Tonight: GeogFA, History Merits and Demerits, Physics Worksheets, choreograph a dance for RGPS performance, complete our netball carnival cheer! (: I feel like I'm back in Primary School, really busy and stuff. It makes me feel useful and I like that, but I hope I can cope as well. (x

I wonder how many times I claimed I'd fallen down today. O.o I don't know why it's becoming more obvious! O:

Ahaha, I grossed out Ruby and Shao with my cut today. (x It was so amusing! (I still think it looks like a chilli!) Haha I suppose I should stop opening it and let it heal. (x

Ruby went to the Sick Bay today. ): She didn't eat during recess that's why! Ruby you aren't like me you have to eat more regularly even if we don't go down with you! (: Feel better, yeah?

Haha, during recess I was fooling around in class and fell from the table cause I was supporting myself with my arms and swinging around. What happened? Of course I fell larh. (x Then the next moment I was in incredible pain so I curled up on the floor and breathed. Hahah, stupid! My left arm and top left of my ribcage hurt, so I waited till it subsided, then whenever I supported myself with my left arm, both parts would hurt so I had to work through the day without much help from my left arm. (x

Hahah so stupid! ((x Then after school I had two packets of chicken biscuits and yoghurt after getting Ruby from the Sick Bay. (: Hahah she missed Chinese on the day we played games! (x Haha, "Lianne, you must really like those chicken biscuits - I've never seen you eat so much before!" Haha, very funny harh. Cause I wasn't going to eat dinner that's why. :P

We went back to class to choreo the dance for RGPS. Then we didn't really get much accomplished. Jaclyn popped by! Hahah. (x It was nice. (: Ruby got pissed at me though, so tonight I've taken it upon myself to try to choreo the entire dance tonight. ANYONE KNOW HIPHOP IF YOU DO PLEASE GIVE ME IDEAS KTHX. I also slept on the tables for a while at the beginning. I was so tired! I remembered that I twitched in my sleep and woke up, then went back to sleep. Ruby and Joelle later confirmed that for me. (x I can't believe I twitch in my sleep!

Ruby and Joelle left around 5. Jaclyn and I stayed in 112 for a while to try to learn a bit from a video we found on YouTube, but it was so slow we just gave up! We went to the canteen and I did my homework for a while then Ann and Jaclyn and I went to Taka to eat. GUESS WHAT - I GOT MY DEARDEAR ECLIPSE WHOOOOO! :D EDWARD IS THE LOVE! Hahaha. ((: I might read it tomorrow during breaks during rehearsal. (: Yayy!

We were a little late for gym practice, came at 7.05. Hahah! 5 minutes late. Then I was super rushed and just slipped my gym shirt over my blouse. Mr Teo, "What are you wearing under your gym shirt?!" Hahah. (x We performed and my arm was aching a little, but still bearable I guess. Hm. We did our frontsomersault and I hit my backbone again. Blooh! And the last pyramid, when I was going to jump down, the pyramid collapsed and my left arm hit the floor first so I was super @#!@$#. Thanks to everyone who was concerned for me! (: I appreciate it! My gym team and ShaoTingYingx who all smsed me to ask how I was! Haha I hope I get better for Friday, I don't care I will perform! D: Thanks for the choco, Mel! :D

I feel like I'm falling to pieces. (x Now I can't even relax my arm without it aching, so it must be always supported by something.

Haiyo, everyone go offline le, leave me here alone! ): I shall concentrate on my work now. I have to sleep lots to heal my arm and back(which is considerably more minor, I'm thankful for that)! Goodnight people. (:

Dett.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

♥ 10:15 PM

Honey, why're you calling - is everything okay?

Hello I didn't blog yesterday! O: Blooh. ANYWAYS, YOU KNOW WHAT THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ARE COMING SOON! :D Haha, and they'll be over before you know it, but well, Term 4 is a short term, and after that we get 6 WEEKS holiday so cheer up people! :DD

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name - it sounds so sweet.

My Birthday:

Thanks to my sister, for the chocolate and biscuits and happybirthdays and the yummy enjoyable buffet dinner AND MP3!

Thanks to my mother, for the hugs and yummy enjoyable buffet dinner and happybirthdays AND MP3!

Thanks to my daddy, for the hugs and yummy enjoyable buffet dinner and happybirthdays! (yes i am typing this out, not copying and pasting - that would be so insincere!)

Thanks to my bro for the happybirthdays and enjoyable buffet dinner!

Thanks to my other bro for the happybirthdays and enjoyable buffet dinner!

Thanks to Natalia for coming along the on the enjoyable buffet dinner(x and the happybirthdays!

Thanks to 112 for the happybirthdays and birthdaysong during CLE. ;D Hahaha, the presidential wave. :D And towering over Yo's table!

Thanks to RubyYingxTingJoelle for the presents! This is together, cause you guys did lots of stuffums for me and all of you darlings contributed! Thanks for the THIRTEEN DOUGHNUTS and the nicenice Christian book I so dearly wanted!

Thanks to YingxTingShaoRuby for the birthday song in the canteen! xD I remember asking you guys to quiet down a little cause there were a ton of people and y'all just started singing superbly loudly! (x :D The doughnuts were yummy, thanks for queueing for so long, Ruby! :D Oh and for the PROBLEM GIRL t-shirt! Shao felt harrassed - I FELT VIOLATED. XD

Thanks Yingx for the coolio countdown! :D I'm Loveable, Intelligent, Awesome, Nutty (hahah i like this one!), NoneCanBeat, Exciting-Excellent-Egg! (x Was the Egg part randomness! Hahah thank you anyway. :D I will never forget those smses I still have them in my phone! :D And for the super sweet box! I still haven't finished it you know that. (x

Thanks to Maria for the nice new sling bag! I love the silver colour and the coolio blackskull on it! :D And it's exactly the size I need for going out with my friends! :D

Thanks to Lidan for the nicenice holder thingum I really liked it, it's super cute! :D:D

Thanks to Linn and Sarah for the earrings and wooden blockpiece with L on it! :D Hahah yes I like the redsuperbimboearrings, Linn! Hahaha yes thankyou! And Sarah, coming in in the morning to ask if it was my birthday that day, or on Wednesday. (x

Thanks to Selene for the super beautiful notebook! :D It's really prettiful!

Thanks to Car for staying awake till midnight just to wish me a happybirthday! After which she promptly went to bed. (x

Thanks to Julie for the sweet sms in the morning! :D I appreciate it! I still have all the smses you people sent me. (x

Thanks to Shao for the thoughts of my present! I know I'm exclusive. :P I'm patient! I can wait - hahaha!

Thanks to WayeandKevChan for the birthdaywishes! :D

(Haha, this thing is so full of :Ds)

Thanks to Mr Tan for the birthdaywishes.(x HE CHEATED, SHAO TOLD HIM HAHA.

Thanks to Kelly for the nice handphone chains! :D They're sooper cute! :D:D Hahah I think I just might hang one of them on my MP3. :D

Thanks to the entire gym team for the birthdaywishes! :D:D You guys are super sweet.

And thanks to everyone who was there that Teacher's Day Rehearsal. (x Haha, Feng told the emcee that it was my birthday! (backflipper, backwalker, skywalker - her name is LIANNE TAN!!) XD Haha yes Yishan, I'm never going to forget this birthday! :D Hmm, there were lots of people, 1/6 of the secone cohort? I'm not sure, butbut I don't know ALL of you guys, so thankyou to all of you who were there anyway, even if I don't mention any names! :D Hahaha, while I was arranging the mats right in front, yes, I remember that. (x It was so cool! Thanks Feng and everyone. :D

I should think that's everyone, if I missed anyone out, please let me know! D:

Hahaha. Feng also happened to take my handphone and sms random people. BOO SORRY! I was totally @#%#$^@ and swore lots, then there was a teacher on the other side of the canteen so I made myself do math instead.

Today was a good day! :D Hahah, school was alright. I was super tired in the morning though. I'm ashamed. I should be able to stop wearing my red jacket to sleep at night, but well. It's addictive! BUT I WILL HAVE MORE SELFCONTROL YES YOU WILL LIANNE TAN. O: Boo! Oh wells. (:

After school, Feng, KR and I went to East Coast Park to mug and watch the lunar eclipse! We took a taxi from Novena to there! Hahaha, in the taxi, we were swearing a whole ton, and talking about my insanity, and how ridiculous it was. And I think the taxidriver probably wanted to counsel me or something. Haha, my insanity. (: I treasure it, even if people worry - you shouldn't! It pretty much sucked (the eclipse I mean, not the beach outing) cause the clouds were all blocking everything out! ((x Couldn't see anything. But it was a good time though my thoughts were just blooh and I shouldn't have been like that! (x Haha we just spent some alone time at first. We all plugged out Ipods/MP3s into our ears and walked around by ourselves. I stood close to the water and let the seawater wash all over my feet. I was kind of ): so I just walked around listening to angsty songs. Haha I'd stop and stare out into the sea and wonder. I also learnt, blunt things are no use when you're trying to, and glass with smoothened edges and are no use either! I shall try to stop this bleeding curiousity. Plooh. Walked back and forth. Saw Feng standing up on the rock formation thingum and singing her heart out. We were all singing cause it was only three of us there and all three of us were listening to our own music, and Feng and I didn't really care who heard us in the first place. Haha. She was really singing her heart out and looked like she was going to commit suicide. KR and I joked for a while and then I returned to my odd mood. I joined Feng at the rocks later. I just stood there and kept staring at the rocks below and how the water would wash up to a bottom part of it. I wanted to go down to see how it felt. So I started climbing down, just rather carelessly cause I didn't care what happened to me. I slipped on a grimy rock and cut my hand. It didn't hurt. I just stared at the blood oozing out, while Feng who had tried to climb down with me went O: LIANNE IS YOUR HAND OKAY. I...

I climbed up again and sat there for a while. Then we decided to finally start mugging. I put on my new "F U" earrings. Oh man yeah they're cool! They reflected my mood too, along with the sky. A kind of dreadful mood, yet not angry, no lightning no thunder, just dreary. I think I like them alot! Yayy. I'm glad I cut my hand.

We mugged and went back. I was like halfanhour late for math tuition. Hehe we got a lot done though. :D I really hope I do well tomorrow. :/ I mustmustmustmustmust.

I think East Coast Park is a good place for anyone who has a deathwish. (x It's nice though. I like it! :D I shall go with KR and Feng soon! By the way, I thought no one had heard me singing, so I was just singing normal voice and everything. Those two had unplugged their music for a while to listen to me! ((x So embarrassing can! ((x Hahah they said I had a good voice, but I still prefer a non-existent audience. Heh! They are good too. :D Except their forte is in Chinese songs - so cool right! :D

I might not blog tomorrow, staying in school till around 8.30 blooh.

Dett.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

♥ 5:30 PM

I was eating cucumber, then I suddenly recalled a conversation with Shao and Car yesterday. (x

Me: I used to think about running in front of a lot of cars, or taking sleeping pills!
Carissa: NO NO NO NO, that's not original enough! It must be dramatic, so that people will remember you!
Me: But the point isn't to be remembers, I don't want to be remembered for being mad or something.
Shao: Yeah, like stuffing your head in an oven so it explodes?
Carissa: Yeah! Something dramatic like that. That's a good idea actually! Maybe I should consider it.
Shao&I: Err, no, Sylvia Plath already did it!
Carissa: Oh.
Shao: Why do you two think about commiting suicide? People won't respect you for that.
Carissa&I: -ignorethatcomment-(x
Shao: But well, you know, I'll always be here for you, like the one driving the car or something -trailsoff-
Carissa&I: O.O
Shao: WHAT! I MEAN..

xD

:D Let's go study lounge again!

Dett.

♥ 4:10 PM

I feel the same thing creeping up upon me, like an old friend come back to visit, hello. The same unwanted friend who comes and stays for days and days or at least a week, and it takes the help of so many to chase away. She visited just recently and left, and now she's trying to come back again. I promise she won't arrive this time though. Cause I know I can control it her. But then again, maybe she never left, I'm not too sure.

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well i trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
~Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday

HAHAHA I GOT A NEW MP3 FROM MY BROTHER AND SISTER THANKYOUSOMUCH MUAHS. :D Yayy! That's why I was digging through my sister's music and put in Make Damn Sure hahaha. (: They gave it to me one day early cause tomorrow I will be busy! D: I have school, then the stupid rehearsal thingum, then I'm going out for dinner. Awh mans I really wanted to go out with Ting, Shao and Yingx. =x

I didn't go for church again today! I really need to go soon, I haven't gone for at least a month plus. It's like so =x! Poof I don't care I shall go soon!

THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ARE COMING PEOPLE. :D I plan to hurry and finish my homework then go out every day. (x It'll be fun!

My backbone is still aching plooh.

WHEEREEEE'S MY ECLIPPSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ):

Dett.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

♥ 11:23 PM

You've got the keys - shut up and drive.

TODAY WAS AN EXTREMELY GOOD DAY YAYYAY.

Hahah hello! :D I woke up at 8 today. I was dead tired but I got up smiling anyway. :D It was my first dreamless sleep in a long time, or at least it feels long but nevermind! :D In fact I'm quite sleepy now. (x I lazed around on the computer, chatted on MSN, checked my friendster etc.

Mr Tan came for math tuition! HAHA I TAUGHT HIM HOW TO DO TWO MATH QUESTIONS TODAY OKAY. XD THESE ARE THE SECOND AND THIRD TIMES ADMIT MY SUPERIORITY. Hahah, we accomplished quite a lot I guess! (: I hope I do well for Wednesday Math. =x Or else I'm going to die!

I lazed around again after math, packed my bag for the library and got my gym clothing stuffums. :D Gym was fun, but got scolded by Feng cause of usual stupidity and cause I hurt the bottom part of my back cause I landed on my tailbone in the first two frontsomer practices. I like, landed wrongly, then froze in pain and quickly hugged my knees so Bao Yi could jump over. (x Stupid me. I got it right the next few times though, so that's good. :D Feng was talking about a horror show she watched with her friends, Deadsilence. I WANNA WATCH IT TOO NOW. :D YAY! Anyone who wants to watch Rush Hour, Deadsilence, The Bourne Ultimatum, Hairspray just let me know! :D Yayys! Heheh, I think I'm watching too many movies but nevermind. :D Feng and Gillian are going to watch Deadsilence with me, but anyone else who feels like coming just say. :D Haha so yes back to gym! Feng bought me two packet drinks cause we were so tired. :D Thankyouuu. Loves. I kept hitting my head on the mat in diverolls and getting super dizzy after backwalks. Hahaha it was still fun though. We practiced for a while then moved to the amphi. It was super hot though. =x And the mats absorb heat, so they were even hotter than the floor, and unbearable to stand on, like really seriously cannot stand on a spot for more than one second, and even if you jump around, it's still super painful. Wanting got a blister, Feng cried during the pyramids - at the bottom for super long =x Yishan almost did. I almost did during backwalks blooh. But I think we really came together as a team cause we kept cheering each other on, and there were just lots and lots of "JIAYOU!"s and "Well done!"s so yeah. (((: We laughed about it later, and considered trying to fry an egg. I wondered if our toeprints were gone, cause you know you can burn off your fingerprints, and Feng and I checked but they're still there. (x Feng: "MY FOOT CAN EAT ALREADY, SEE THE COLOUR!" XD dear fengy. (: Gillian's apprehensive about watching Deadsilence, but I told her I'd be just as scared. (x So we can lift up the seat arm and clutch at each other.

I went home, bathed, asked my mum to help me put joint cream on my back cause I was so painful for me to run, jump or bend down. (: My back was set on fire I bet. I watched TV for a while then gathered my things to go the NLB and put on my nice outing clothes (which Carissa says I should not wear to Geylang o.O). I wore my mother's slippers. I came home earlier, told her I liked them, and found out that they were $600 hermes slippers. (x I LIKE THEM BUT THE PRICE = X_X

I reached NLB and met Car outside the lift on the level of the study lounge. (: GOODNESS I MISS THAT PLACE SO MUCH. They hold so much fond memories for me.(: Buying a bottle of coke, Stephanie, T, Shao, Linnette, Elisa, Car and I squashed into a single toilet cubicle to pour all of Stephanie's mints inside. T HAVING to defeat her enemy, by drinking the entire cokewithmints. (x We had to go to the toilet cause the thing would overflow with the mints. (x And the sandwiches! Though today's looked rather bleah. Hahah I bought a diet coke, oreos and peanuts, so piggish. Heh. I am kind of glad to be slowly getting my appetite back though. (: Shao was totally halfanhour late! (x AND SHE ALSO HIT MY HEAD WITH A PEN. XD I prefer being hit with papers not a solid hard pen thankyouverymuch. (x We didn't study much, so I felt quite guilty. (x On the other hand, we did vandalise Car's Physics worksheets! (x I studied just a little for Chinese letterwriting though. (x A beeeeeeeet. Hahah and I didn't do any of Mr Tan's gigantic stack of math worksheets. I'm not kidding when I say gigantic. It's at least 1cm high. I'm not kidding! Maybe 0.75cm but yeah. xD Hahaha. Oh and got scolded by Carissa and tsk-ed by Shao for stupidity, again! ((x

We slacked, basically, just like we used to. Then we went for dinner at Bugis! We had dinner at Swensens. Car was having second thoughts, but we ignored her. xD I had tomatogarlicsoup and ate the entire bread bowl so I was rather full heh. Then we went to buy my lovely sneakers! I went to the second shop Ting recommended - Levi's, but this branch had no sneakers, so we went to her first reccomendation, Converse! :D Yayy! I bought these black sneaks with white laces, pink laces to relace cause I dont like those white laces and my very first pair or ankle socks. (x Very lame but whatever! And I'm still not going to use them to break school rules. (x They're for my new sneaks only thankyouverymuch! Car and I and Shao MRTed home. Shao to Newton, Car and I to Novena, cause we wanted Ben&Jerry's. I had New York Super Fudge Chunk and Car had Chocolate Fudge Brownie. :D Yay! Then we chatted, camwhored, then went out. On our way out, we saw this merrygoround. So cute and gay(in the positive, happy connotation)! Haha, I went, "Hey let's sit!" Car agreed at first and had second thoughts cause it was so kiddy, but I ignored her and put $2 in anyway. (x RELIVING OUR CHILDHOOD OKAY! XD There was a guy there, who went "Are you going for a ride?" in a slightly disbelieving tone, but that was okay! (x He was nice and told us when to go up. Hahahah! It was quite funny! I began filming at the end, the tune was so cute. (x We were laughing madly. (: I remember a time in Vancouver, I saw this super cute merrygoround, and I had to resist the temptation to go sit on it. (x Hahah I miss my childhood! Car and I got kind of dizzy, cause not used to merrygorounds anymore. HHAHA.

Waited outside for my mom and dad and Carissa helped me relace my Converse Sneaks. :D They're now black and pink! Sent Car home after that. (x

I do so very much miss Primary School. :D

CONGRATULATIONS ON MAKING HOUSECOMM, YINGX! ;D

Dett.

Friday, August 24, 2007

♥ 5:50 PM

I miss my childhood so much! (:

Especially Primary School and Kindergarten. Kindergarten was the best, although now I think I know why my parents wanted me to go to a girl's prisch, after reflecting on my Kindergarten life. (x

Hahah I was so terribly mean and I bullied all the dudes. (x Isaac especially, and some other dude. Hahah! Yesyes I was super mean. And then there were all the guys who were funny (whom I also happened to tease by the way!) Edward (NOT CULLEN SO SORRY XD), Aaron etc. Hm. There were the special cases, like Jonathan and Mike. xD Oh man I sucked so bad. Yeah, so mostly I bullied them and hung out with the other girls. Who bullied them. (x Oh and there was some fat guy I can't remember his name. I saw him outside Queenstown Library once though, my mother recognised him, not me! And I'm so surprised that I still can remember so many names. :D Hahah I do so miss Kindergarten. Gracefields is the lurvve! Ariel, Ruth, Madeline, Kimberly Chan - my best friends! (:

Primary School I was much more sane, though I can't say I wasn't a total bully in Primary1 and Primary2, but I'm proud to say I matured in Primary3! (: All my best friends from Prisch, even though we've argued or still talk, KR, Alyssa, Gwendolyn, Fina, Shi Ying, Rachel, Nurul, Aishah, Yin Wen, Julie, Shao, Car, Elisa, Linn, Sarah etc. ((:

I wish I could look back on my Secondary life now, all the ways it's been messed up and stomped on, and just laugh/shake it off - "I was just a kid! I was so stupid, I didn't know better!" I so very dearly wish I could, but I know I can't, cause I've grown up now, and I'm supposed to be so much more responsible for my own actions. I wish I could, though I can't. ): I'll still make the most of it though, I hope. (:

Dett.

♥ 4:24 PM

Hello! :D Thank you TingWayeYingx for the prayers! (: They've really seriously absolutely definitely worked wonders for me. (:

Today's quote of the day by Mrs Mo, "Ugly like nobody's business!" when referring to what humans have done when they added all the industrial stuff to a nice natural place. (x

That was in Geog of course! Shao was amusing too. (x I was talking about something (I forgot what(x ) Then she took her thin-yet-not-so-thin stack of papers and hit my head with it. It didn't hurt, but I gave her the O: whatonearth! (x look. Then she merely exclaimed, "It doesn't hurt does it!" Then she hit herself on the head. "Hey it's actually kind of nice! :D" And she hit herself on the head some more. I was just ._.". She saw my expression and went, "SEE! :D" and hit my head with the papers. (x That dear girl.

My rib cage has been hurting in school these few days. I wonder why. O: Haha, gym's a killer! I have shoulder aches and stomach aches, as in muscles tired. (x

Today was a nicenice subwayday with Ruby, Ting and Elle! :D (PSELLE!) I had 3inches of the footlong sandwich thingum and a cookie. I was super stuffed after that. Poof. I saw Bao Yi, Rachel Miao and Rachael. :D Yayy nice people! Then after we finished eating, everyone started going home, and I was "O: Why are you all going home already! (x" (Pshh, see I'm so used to thinking about homework daily, when I typed 'home', my fingers flew around to add 'work'.) And Ruby Ting and Joelle were eating and I was looking out the window and deciding if people walking by disgusted me. (x

I can't believe I was so stupid again last night. I'm going to be scolded by Feng and Car. (x I remember yesterday, Feng went, "YOU DESERVE TO BE SCOLDED! XD" Hahaha. (:

I still like Bleed It Out! :D

My mother got this voucher thingum. (: Free hotel stay! Two beds but my mother says four people. (: That's good I guess, but I was really hoping for eight cause I wanna have eight people there. I wonder if some people can sleep on the floor? (x We'll still have lots of fun, since I doubt we'll sleep a lot like the party where we chatted all night. Hahaha! Burnt plastic and melted wax. :D

Tomorrow shall be lots of fun. (: I hope my stomach muscles relax. It's hard to laugh and hard to cough like this. In Subway, I was laughing madly at a point in time and my stomach hurt so badly but I couldn't stop laughing. (x

Ting now recommends Levi's Sneakers instead, but I think I'll stick with Converse! No particular reason. Maybe cause I've seen Converse sneakers before but never really looked properly at any Levi's sneakers.

Today, I'm going to do my best to find an uninterrupted one hour to spend time with my Father. (: I need to stop drifting away and running too far and I need to get back on track again, because I can't live the rest of my life like this. (:

Crooked is a nice book. (: Hahah see I have good book taste, Selene! (x She's borrowing this after I'm done with it too, just like Twilight and New Moon. (x I WANT MY ECLIPSE BY THE WAY. DDDD:

No yoghurt at home poof. ):

NYAA sounds like fun! :D I really wanna do it. :D

Hahaha! Today shall be a good day for me, I shan't let that change. (: I'm also getting a new blogskin soon, thanks Ruby!

Dett.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

♥ 11:31 PM

It's late and I should be tired and sleeping, but not tired. Again.

I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.
Choppy words and a sloppy flow.
Shotgun opera, lock and load,
Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,
Death is rolling in every verse.
Candy paint on his brand new hearse.
Can't contain him, he knows he works.
F**k this hurts, I won't lie.
Doesn't matter how hard I try.

Half the words don't mean a thing,
And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.
I've opened up these scars,
I'll make you face this.
I pulled myself so far,
I'll make you face this now.

~Bleed It Out - LinkinPark.

I like that song. (: My mother says she doesn't like Linkin Park cause it's noisy. Hurhur.

Yes I'm okay. (:

Dett.

P.S. I want sneakers and Ting recommended Converse ones. Converse it is! :D CARSHAOIWANNAGETCONVERSESNEAKERSTHISSATURDAYOKAYOKAYOKA. :D AND I STILL WANT ECLIPSE. ><

♥ 8:48 PM

Today's quote of the day: "You know right, Lianne, my teacher says that when someone is really depressed and cries everyday for a long time, then they are suddenly happy - that's when you should take the most care of them! Because they're probably thinking of committing suicide or something." By Feng and supported by Gillian. ((x Sorry guys! You aren't getting rid of me that easily! But well, who hasn't considered suicide before?

In Math today, I suddenly felt kind of faint and Ruby and Selene and Rachel and Si Ying were all yelling about rectangles and it just kept reverbrating in my head and I got a really bad headache. What's happening to me? :/

I admit I was majorly depressed in Lit and Geog but ohwells I cheered up before gym cause Feng and Gillian really put smiles on my face. (:

So these few days, I've been sleep and food deprived, but I hope that I get it back. Thanks for all those people who took care of me, and restraining me in PE haha I'll never forget that bit Ting and Shao. (: Even though you two were unsuccessful, it still made me laugh a little.

I'm glad I chose to read Carissa's blog tonight, cause it really cheered me up, looking back upon our pasts, this oh-so-precious circle of friends that will never be broken.

Me, Shao, Car, Elisa, Linnette, T. (: Loves much.

There are those special people in your life, far and few, who listen to you, advise you, cheer you up and also tell you about themselves. (: They're the perfect balance. What I call TBFF. Truly Best Friends Forever. You may fight, you may quarrel, but you always make up. (: I'm fortunate to have 4 people like this in my life, and I trust them ever so so much and I'd tell them about everything. (: Cause I know they truly do care about me, so I thank you! (: One is unfortunately, split up, and gone to Nanyang, but we don't care about her any less. (: I still love her very very much. These three, don't need to mention any names, cause you know who you are! thankyou.

Yeap, moving on and should be happier! :D I'm super hyped for Saturday! It's a performance training day, so not that intensive. (: Math tuition will be in the morning! Then I'm going to bathe and go to the STUDY LOUNGE, GOSH how I miss that place. (: Shao and Car and I will be going together to study! Anyone else wanna come, let me know and I'll see if we can fit you in! :D I'm so looking forward to seeing Car (and Shao, in a way, since I'm seeing her on Friday anyway xD)! :D Yay!

Now that's feeling/sensation has been so familiar. It still feels nice and like an old friend come to get you back. I hope I still have the sense not to do it, because no matter how satisfying it can be, I know it isn't good for me, and makes my friends worry. I'm still having to wear my jacket to sleep.

180807 and 200807; I'll never forget those dates, because they brought me down so much, and I hope I can rise so much higher. Thanks for all the prayers, people, I do so appreciate it.

God, please, give me courage for what I am about to do tonight, because I can't do it alone, but I must because I know it's best for me and others as well.

God, please let me transfer.

Dett.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

♥ 11:19 PM

It's alright, it's okay, I think God can explain.

I've been drifting farther and farther away from my faith. I hope I can go back in, and I hope He'll listen to me again, cause He's the only one who can help me right now. I'm sorry, dear Lord.

And peoplepeople, don't worry about me okay. (: Everything will turn out fine/better in the end, it always does, and I know I won't go on living my life like I am now, because I'd go crazy before that, so nope! (: And Feng and Car and Shao I promise I won't do it again okay. (: I have more control now, over my emotions at least and eeh it leaves terrible scars which I decided I really really don't like, so I won't do that to myself again. (: And yes I do admit it was stupid, Feng. ): Sorry.

And and don't worry about emolyrics Yingx! (x I'm just quoting from some of my favourite songs! Besides, like dearest Rubs said, "When doesn't she quote emolyrics!" Haha, emolyrics rockmysocks, whether they apply to me at that time or not! :D

Today was a good day relatively. I didn't manage to get Eclipse, I'm going to go mad! I asked the person just as she was selling the LAST book urghiwassomad. I got other books though, so I shall content myself with PrideandPrejudice in the meantime. (:

I got my appetite back for a while and bought a sausage and some grapes. I ate the sausage, then I lost my appetite again, so I had to force myself to eat the grapes.

I went home, and did my tuition homework. Aiyoh by then I was so tired and so sick of everything that my mind shut off and I fell asleep. (: That's good. Then my mum woke me up for tuition.

Dinner was still stuffed, no appetite, so..

Hm. I really need to do literature and geography and if my parents catch me on MSN and blogger, I'll die a really really terrible death.

So goodnight people and I shan't emo anymore, not for a long time, or I will be very angry with myself.

Goodnight! (:

Dett. <3

♥ 12:21 AM

Lianne, stop doing the same thing every single fucking night, it doesn't serve you or anyone else any good. Stop it, it's stupid, not as stupid as what you did last night, but that's not the point. It's stupid, so stop doing it.

I should. Or I wish I could. I can control what I do, can't I? No.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

♥ 11:42 PM

I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon. ~Avril Lavigne (Mobile, if I'm not wrong.)

My arms hurt now. But it's a nice kind of feeling. Eeyer, that sounds totally sadistic, but it isn't. -.-" I'm so sorry to those whom I made worry today! I know what I did last night was really stupid, especially the reason I did it for too. I just kinda have a lot of emotions I need to release, and I guess I released it in the wrong way. It's all red and swollen now after my bath - ew. So I guess it's back to wearing my red jacket to sleep tonight. (: It became a habit overnight, in a way, but I know I can stop it before it becomes super dangerous. (:

Gym was pretty good today. (: We did splits, kicks, running splits, running scissorskicks, front-somersaults, back-somersaults and bars. :D I liked the back-somersaults and the bars. Hahaha.

Btw, Feng and I shall never forget chatting in the toilet. (; Feng, me, Jaclyn & CO? Doesn't sound right, but maybe. (:

These few days, you may not see me online as often, cause I'll only be on at night, or not at all, so I'm going to try my best to make this a loooong post to make up for those days on which I will be missing posts. ):

My parents, you see, have become aware of the fact that I stayed up till 2am last night rushing last minute homework. Yes, my bad. I was stupid to let my mum find out. Anyway, she told my dad, they decided no computer till after I finish all my school stuff. Pfft go roast your arses, arseholes. I know I shouldn't be so angry, and it is definitely helping me in a way, but there were some people whom I really really really would liked to have talked to today, but missed out on the opportunity cause of the sudden new rule. I am seriously very thankful though, that I haven't been grounded again. (:

Lit was okay today, but something I noticed, everyone likes to depict scenes of ____ or _______ ___ _____, but they totally make a fool out of it. It kind of makes me sad that people have such a pitiful, comical view on such important matters, but I guess they are kind of funny, just that they should be given more respect, in a manner of speaking, instead of being ridiculed and laughed at and made fun out of and portrayed in a manner that makes it seem funny. Because matters of the _____ are not things to be played with, I know personally.

That's why I these scars riddle my arms.

I have a history SA tomorrow and I'm really going to die. A terrible, terrible death. I haven't started studying yet. (Shhh) I'm supposed to be doing it now with Shao, but unfortunately, by some odd reason, she says she hasn't reached her MSN yet, which I don't get, as she is perfectly online, just set to Be Right Back, and after all, her computer is in her house.

Oh well. If she doesn't come soon, I'm just going to study by myself. I'm rather pressed for time, as you imagine. What with my parents chasing me to go to bed and this being examination time. And it's not like my life's been at the top of a sugar-coated mountain of ice-cream. (Which I still wouldn't want to eat anyway O:) It's been rather buried and stomped on unmercilessly, and all I do is stupid things, like ________ ______ and so Shao and Ting had to hold on to me today. Hm.

Today, I had four samosas and two small bowls of soup and two small bowls of yoghurt, for breakfast, recess, lunch, lunchbeforegym and dinner. I really wonder why I'm not dying of starvation.

I'm not getting enough sleep either, but I feel wide awake. Like last night's events supercharged me or something, and suddenly, I'm so restless that I'm doing stupid things, not needing food and not needing sleep. I think Ting's right. Without my daily vitamins, I'd be dead by now. O:

Maybe I should rethink after all. But it's not like I want to not-eat. In fact, I haven't been hungry the whole day, but actually forced myself to eat those samosas. I could very well have gone without them, as well as that yoghurt and soup, and still be sitting here in this morose, awake state. I have no idea what's wrong with me.

Anyway! (: Feng likes to prankcall and pranksms. xD SORRY KEVIN. Poof she took my handphone okay! ((x Not my fault, grah. I'll empty my message inbox more often next time. xD

Oh well, I guess I am getting a little tired. (: I still need my sleep, even if not my food.

It's 12.01am on my computer clock. A sad time. I don't like it. It reminds me. (:

12.02am now. I still don't like this minute.

I shall wait for 12.03am.

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12.03am. (: I prefer this time, though it's much too close to the previous timings for my likings, but nevermind.

Feelings. (:/):

Dett.

Monday, August 20, 2007

♥ 11:15 PM

edit// we don't need more emo people in this world.

♥ 9:21 PM

"Hush now, don't cry, because those tears aren't yours to shed."

♥ 11:26 AM

Poof I think I'm falling sick. ): Either that or my sinuses are getting a lot worse.

And it's not getting better, Ting.

Dett.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

♥ 11:36 PM

PEARJOKES ROCKMYSOCKS FLOATMYBOAT. :D

Reactions of those who guessed the answer wrongly!

Kai En:
OH
OH RIGHTT
OMG HAHAHAHAH
OMG SO COOL HAHA

Carissa:
oh.
DONT TEST MY LOGIC MATH SKILLS AT 11.30 LAH!!!

XD

Dett. <3

♥ 9:40 PM

You know, I think maybe, just maybe, pain isn't such a bad thing after all. (: It robs you of your energy after a while, then you can sleep and forget the pain. So it isn't THAT bad, unless taken in copious amounts daily. ):

For those who might care, my favourite songs now are Scarborough Fair and When You're Gone and Innocence. :D

As you may (or may not) have noticed, my blog has been locked! This is to keep it away from prying eyes whom I don't know or don't like. O: No actually it's not that serious. (x So! If I invited you late or you had to ask me what the hell was wrong with my blog before I invited you, seriously, don't get offended okay! (: I had to invite a lot of people, kinda.

I'm bored. So this is a quiz I took from Jing Yi's blog! :D

RED IS ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Good question! I think so... Oh sheez, let me think! (x Erm, my mum, a little, but that's no big surprise I guess! And someone else, whom I shan't mention or say anything. (x

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
Me and my brother compete for this place. (;

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
I think so, but can't recall right now. Heh. Oops, I think I'm in the "don't-know-anything" kind of mood. Poof.

4. Is anyone mad at you?
I bet so! But I probably don't notice? (x Maybe Jing but I don't know. O:

5. Are you usually mad?
According to Ruby and lots of others, yes, but I don't think they know my measure of angry. (x If they did, they could be dead right now, and my anger would be little and in between!

6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
I don't usually yell. I just rant and start staring moodily so I guess it's stare angrily! I do yell sometimes though, but I guess I'm more hurt than angry when I yell. o.o Don't know.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Nope! Hahaha. I LIKE SENTOSA. (; Just kidding. :D

2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
Errh. SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS AND DECEMBER HOLIDAYS. :D WELCOME BREAKS TYVM! Oh and Teacher's Day. Gymmers are performing, and some RGPS seniors might be going back to dance. :D Including me, Ruby, Joelle, etc. Oh dear, that's three! Dec Hols then.

3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
OMFG, YESSH! Can I drop out of school and get my own house now? Since I don't need to spend much money on food for the rest of my life, and probably won't need a job. Yes, something like that. I THINK. But well I still do like school in a way, so I don't know. Eeh, I think my answers are really vague.

4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
D: It'd be a lot of things! RIGHT now though, would be for my homework to be done already. Or something along those lines maybe!

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
Lianne Tan Lian Xiu (detty/lia)

2.What's your main goal in life?
o.o I don't know. Really.

3. Do you want to have children?
Not now. NO WAY NOT NOW. XD In the future, probably not. But my opinion might change. I have no patience for little rascals running around the house screaming and drawing all over my stuff and everything. If I ever do have any, they better be angels.

4. When do you want to die?
Anytime. I don't mind right now. Just not too much pain please. ((x

GREEN IS OPINIONS

1. Are you against gay marriage?
Definitely.

2. Lower the drinking age?
Yes. Maybe no. I think yes! Like only the super responsible kids? Or something. Erm, nono it shouldn't be lowered.

3. Capital Punishment
o.o Define?

4. Abortion?
Definitely no way! D:

BLUE IS LOVE (Fuck, can I skip this section. Fine I won't.)

1. Do you love someone?
Yeah duh! Mummy, Daddy, Darryn, Damien, Kimberly and a lot of my close friends! Loves much. (:

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope.

3. Do you believe in love?
To say yes would go against my entire decorated foolscap, so no. D: I love my foolscap too much!

PURPLE IS Q& A's

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
A: Two! Mine and someone else'sss. (; Uh huh. Haha, the other bed was my parents', to watch tv.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: White! It's a nice tee from Guess Kids.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: Touch the ground.

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: My wallet's upstairs. D: I have about $25 in it.

Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
A: O: I don't know a Tom, sorry.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: A chair. :D An oriental-looking cushion sitting on it. :D I like this place. There's my lovely laptop, music and tv. :D

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed?
A: Definitely a jacket! Low Yingx's I believe.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: Hmm. Mainly blogs! Oh you could say google, since it's my homepage. (x

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: Uh huh uh huh! :D I like them.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: Nope, but tomorrow I will ache like crazy. I did my exercises which I'm supposed to do daily, but haven't done in ages! 3 sets of 30 Starjumps (those you squat before jumping), 50 Handstand Leg Training (do a handstand, but hands super far from the wall, then you push your legs off the wall, and continue from side to side), 30 V-sits (I presume everyone knows this one), 30 pushup jumps (pushup position, jumping). Then I had a cold shower. :D

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: Today and last night! Poof. ): And I was talking/smsing Ting both times. (x Butbut it isn't you Ting! :D I just talk to you tons. Haha. (x Loves.

PINK IS LAST

1. Person you saw
My dad. I chased him off the laptop. :D

3. Movie you watched in cinema:
Transformers with KR and my parents. :D That was a long time ago. I know I suck. Poof.

4. Song you listened to:
Listening to Jenny by Click Five. Was listening to Innocence and When You're Gone, but changed. :D Jenny, what's the problem?

5. Person you talked on the phone with:
Ting of course! :D Last night. (:

6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone:
Yeah! :D WOW YEAH I NOTICED HAHA. :D

GRAY IS TODAY

1. What are you doing right now?
Listening to music and doing this quiz and wondering if I should stop appearing offline. But if I do, I'll get distracted from my homework! D: Eh wth, I already am. (x

2. What are you doing tonight?
Homeworking. Stoning. I hope I don't get emo again. I don't like it!

3. What are you going to eat?
I hope nothing. I lost from exercise okay! I don't really welcome gaining all over again.

BROWN IS TOMORROW

1. Is
Chinese tuition and KR'S-COMING-OVER-AGAIN-YAY:D day.

2. Are you looking forward to it?
Not Chinese tuition, no way, heck I wish I could postpone it again. KR's coming, that's what I'm looking forward to. :D

3. Are you going to laugh?
XD Yes! I certainly will laugh with KR! :D Yayy.

Dett.

♥ 4:33 PM

I still do believe that there's still a bit of Lianne Rasont in me, no matter -

How deep it's buried

How much it's weighed down

How much has been taken

How much I've changed

How much I miss the way things used to be.

And I'm glad for that. (:

Dett. <33

♥ 3:05 PM

Quotage time. :D

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." ~ Bernard Meltzer

"Money can't buy friends, but you can get a better class of enemy." ~ Spike Milligan

"Was on my way home listening to this spore radio channel 90.50fm, the DJ was asking a funny question that aroused my curiosity, so l turned up the volume, the question was: "When you think you'll die, 20yrs, 5yrs or next week?", he continued, "no one will ask such a question because everyone live as though we'll never die, just imagine a man die in that bus accident in Ipoh, he might have something that he wanted to do, but he didn't because he did not expect himself to be dead today", he continue "what l m trying to said is, we must live as though we are going to die tomorow and start doing things that we wanted to do for example, telling your love one that you love them very much, spent time with them, go fishing with your son or daughter, visit an old friend, just live to your fullest and enjoy life as though you are going to die tomorrow" l quite agreed with him, what about you?" ~ Aunty Dee Dee's blog

"I finished New Moon. Loves. gosh it was so sad i tears :( ECLIPSE ECLIPSE! :D" ~ TYX

"): Why! You must cheer up! Cause you don't have to be a fake teenager anymore!" ~Carissa

-REBUTT: EXCUSE ME, I TELL YOU ONE DAY I SHALL PROVE IT TO THE WORLD THAT TWELVETEEN IS A REAL NUMBER OKAY! XD-

"Keep up the good work, lianne rasont!" ~ Carissa

"Hey Li... here we are using your account to review. You do remember you forgot to log off?

Car: I like your story it rocks! but Harry should marry Ron. And they can have kids.

Shao: Don't mind her, that's totally gross. No offence Car. Ohh wait. I'm going to make her explain. Okay she's explained. Bleh.

Anyway we like it and it rocks and all that stuff and continue continue continue until there's a tousand millon capters. : D

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

And we'll give you proper review later. On our own accounts. I mean, not on your account.

Bye." ~Shao Wei, Carissa, Shao Wei, Shao Wei, Elisa, Carissa, Linnette, Shao Wei, Sarah T.? (Something like that!)

"And yes now i do owe you a present, which shall no longer be the black bra seeing as how i don't know what your size is and my mum would probably kill me for bringing 3 bras home- one for you, one for lianne, one for sarah. XD hehhe." ~Ripped from Car's blog, to Shao Wei.

"I was laughing and crying at the same time!" ~Kar Rong. (Freak, I feel your pain, ):, so hugs.)

"hehehehe
i want to go to the beach during sept hols, i want to eat ben and jerrys and i want to go to the study lounge wheeee~
okay sorry random! " ~Carissa over MSN. (x Randomness always rules. (: I WANT THE STUDY LOUNGE SO BADLY YESYES WE SHALL GO THERE SOON DEAR. :D

"jaclyn never bully lion... LION BULLY JACLYN. TT.TT" ~Jaclyn. She's so cute and so funny, I just had to give in. (x Loves.

Ploof, okay, shall quote more next time. :D I think I have them somewhere. OH YES I HAVE THE WHOLE TORTURING-WAYNE SMSES CONVO, but I shall not post that here, for the privacy of me, KR, and Wayne. (x

Dett.

♥ 2:37 PM

[s]She's isn't lost - she's just dead.[/s]
Nostalgia for Primary School. (:

Poof I want Eclipse mannn.

People should be more open-minded towards radio DJs. (:

I'm going to eat healthy! :D Like besides yoghurt for breakfast, I'm going to bring food to school for recess. I told my Dad to buy me cucumbers, carrots and cabbages. (x

I called Ting last night. :D Then I had to go for a while. Then I called her again. :D Then I had to go again. -.-

Her brother is funny. (x I will never forget that phonecall!

Ting: Have you heard of The Used?
Me: The Used? What's that?
Ting: Oh, then you mustn't have heard of it. -sings a little part of "All That I've Got" (YES I GOOGLED IT HAHAHA)
Ting's Bro: -hears and sings along-
Me: -hears every single word/tune cause Ting's phone is remarkably loud- Erm, Ting, does your brother know I can hear him? Not that his singing is bad but usually people want their privacy and stuff. (x
Ting: Er, no he doesn't know.
Me: Maybe you should tell him!
Ting: Oh, okay. Kor, kor.
Ting's Bro: -sings-
Ting: KorKor!
Ting's Bro: Yeah?
Ting: You know it isn't Shantelle (sp?) on the phone.
Ting's Bro: I didn't even know you were on the phone. -some noises in the background.- (I presume he hit something (x ) I'm such a bitch.
Me&Ting: -laugh- ((x

Then I had to go.

I called again though. :D

Me: Ting, did you tell your bro it was me?
Ting: Erm yeah.
Me: TING!
Ting: Erm yeah, he asked who it was and I said "Lianne."
Me: (x ER, okay, what was his reaction?
Ting: Oh he said something I didn't hear.
Me: Eh, ask him what he said.
Ting: Oh okay, kor, just now when I told you Lianne was on the phone, what did you say?
Ting's Bro: Fuck.

xD Followed by me and Ting chatting and some other sounds in the background.

Hehe, Ting and I have some interesting conversations. (x

I like Crunch and Mars. :D

Dett.

Friday, August 17, 2007

♥ 9:09 PM

Plooh how embarrassing. I guess maybe it's a good thing I don't have plans this weekend! D: Pleasepleaseplease go away!

Unwritten laws are funny. (x Fickle-minded people. High five ting! xD

School was okay today. But I didn't copy. I really really didn't. Haiyo.

I shall not say 'haha' so much. So there!

After school I went to Taka with Ting. We spent lots of time trying to find LV Boutique in the directory, before we realised it was probably Louis Vuitton. (x The seller wasn't there and didn't pick up her phone, so we went down first and she called me once we went down one level, and so we went up again to get my clothes. (x

Later we decided to go eat Mos Burger. (x I still remember the not-talking thingum Ting! (x

We went to the toilet to change and she picked out my nice brown top for me. :D Heh. Yay! I wore it and my Vancouver jeans the whole of today. We walked around Taka for a while and we walked past the bookshop. Ting reminded me to buy Eclipse. Wah I was so pissed! I walked all around asking for the stock, then I reached the Children's section where it was supposed to be, and they told me there was no stock! If not we could have left earlier la can.

We rushed to Orchard MRT. :D On the escalator, I put on my school blouse cause Ting said if I went to Yishun like that, I'd look like some ______'s ___ _________ or something. I was merely O: I don't wanna look like that! So I put my school blouse over. :D I kind of like the school blouse! Hehe. (x

Oh and guess who we met at Orchard MRT! Atiqah and her friend Persa. :D Haha they're super nice. Just so happened that Atiqah was going to Yishun too cause she lives there. (: She brought us Yishun 'shopping'. Eh or at least that's what some people thought I was doing. Heh. Yeahyeah, we were so grateful cause we didn't know how to get there! :D Thankyouuuuu Atiqah!

In the end I was superduper thankful that I wore my school blouse. (x Rugby was super cool! :D Haha, we like the red boots and the blue boots. :D Ting and I were merely O: at first, cause there was a lot of tackling and we just didn't know what was happening till later. (x They tackle so so much! Anyways, congratulations RI! :D HAHAHA, I WAS RIGHT ABOUT HOW THEY GIVE POINTS TING. XD

Ting was funny. (x She couldn't decide whether or not to cheer, so she always started but never ended. (x And I just watched the match and laughed at her. (x

After it ended, we hung around to wait for Waye. It was kind of cold so I put on Ting's jacket too. (x Lalala. We talked a bit, hung around a bit, watched basketball for a bit.

Oh and I saw this guy doing some o.o actions to his friends so I glared his way. (See, I'm learning from you, KR! :D) Ting saw and then she tried doing the dao look. (x Shewassosupercute! Heh, I remember "Waye! Can I try my dao look on you!" xD Haha, quite effective la. Well done. (x She can't glare though, she bursts out laughing!

We also happened to see this super toot guy. I was so annoyed and I told Ting what he was doing. xD She got so so so so so SO super pissed! I've never seen her so angry before. We both glared/dao-looked at him and he walked out. Then she was ranting to me and couldn't breathe cause she was so super angry. xD I was reminding her of the ACES cool down dance, the breathing and wushu part. (x It didn't work you know! It didn't work!

Just before we left, Ting and Waye had a bimb competition. Some dude heard and shoved past Waye. (x

Heh. (x We left for the playground opposite. I like the playground! :D We were walking past the security guard place and saw the same freaking idiot. Wah we were both super angry. I crossed my arms and glared my worst and Ting gave like her most powerful dao-look ever! (x Fast learner you know! :D

He was staring O: at us as he passed, like he doesn't know what he did wrong. Idiot.

TING AND I LOVE THE PLAYGROUND MAN! I took off my school blouse, cause there weren't like SO MANY people there and cause it would be restricting. :D Haha. (: I taught her how to swing on the bars. :D Then we tried out the gym-workout-like stuff. :D Haha it was so cool. Ting kept stepping on the seats, and going "oh no i stepped on it!" She thought you were supposed to stand on the seats. (x There was one especially fun. I don't know the name, like a rowing-boat thingum. We kept playing with that cause you feel like you're going to fall if you let go. Then you cringe and curl up into a little ball. Then monkey bars. :D I realised I could swing till my stomach touched the bars, so I shall try to go higher and hopefully over tomorrow at gym. (:

xD And Ting kept complaining about ______ ________ _____ ____ _______ __ _______. Hahah! She was funny, but she could just have done it so much more simply. (x

(Btw, I'm getting my choker from Stacey tomorrow! Yay! :D)

Ting last minute smsed her mother to ask if she could go out for 'dinner' except we didn't eat, with me. :D Her mother let her go y'know! :D

We MRTed to Bishan, where we hit upon topics like, unwritten laws, fickle person etc. Oh and cause I didn't bother putting on my school blouse, lots of people were staring at me. Ting: "OMG LIANNE PLEASEPLEASE HUG THE JACKET TO YOUR CHEST LIKE A BABY!" xD So I did. Until my hand was tired. Then I just wore the jacket.

Reached J8, bought a stick of chocolate to share with Ting. We walked rounds around J8 cause we didn't know where to go. And Ting was rather exasperated, cause we couldn't find any particularly nice store to admire. Heh! She did buy a nice clutch though, recommendation by me. (x Haha yesh! We went to 77th Street where I bought some black rubberthingies for your wrist. Ting tied a really really cool way so I tried, but one broke. (x I was totally disappointed, but nevermind! 5 is still good. :D

Lots of people are way annoying. Some are TOO fickle, some take advantage of others, some are ingrates, some are pervertic. Poof.

Haha, MRTed back. My legs are so tired because I've been walking around for the entire day today, more or less. Plus I've been sleep-deprived muchly lately, so I'm so sorry for the people I've snapped at! I think: Ruby, Shao, Ting and any other people, I apologise!

So I'm going to sleep soon. (: And I shall not wear this beautiful brown top for a long time, at least till I grow taller, so it isn't so low cut and indirectly gets Ting exasperated. (x HEY FBTs TOO KAY YOU. XD

I probably won't wear the halterneck either. (x I'll stick the the black top kthx.

FLUNKED GEOG FOR SURE. D:

Dett.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

♥ 4:34 PM

(x Back again.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BYQaD2CAi9A

Scarborough Fair. So hauntingly beautiful with flowing melody. (: It brings back lots of memories! Loves.

Tomorrow is another busy day, but in a good way. (:

Dett.

♥ 4:20 PM

Was blogsurfing and came across this gym dinner photo. :D Ripped off Yin Xin's blog. xD That anorexic Gillian trying to forcefeed me. (x SEE THE KIND OF CRAZY THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME IN AND OUT OF SCHOOL. XD

Gillian ar, never touch her own food wan. Haiyo!

Hehe, I'm supposed to be mugging, so bye!

Dett.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

♥ 8:11 PM

Jaclyn running after her friend. (x

RACHEL AND SHAO OUTSIDE J BLOCK. :D

112 scribble board! You can see EDWARD!s written all over it. (x

Sammy, Grace and Houten and her squash racket. (x

HAITONG AND MARS. :D

Lidan, Low Ying, Selene, Tey and Amelia. :D

Rachel Yo and Zhuo Rong. (x

LIDANNNNNN. :D

Houten and Sammy being spas. (x

serrrrrrrleeeeeeeeeeeeene! (x

Ms Koh and Shao laughing. (x Rachel Tan just watches amused. (x

Yvonne, waving madly at the camera. :D

Ariel Tee. :D I haven't talked to her in ages! Mrs Loh at the back.

Rachel. Tan. (x She's holding my leg and making me jump around. "HAHAH, SO FUN!!!"

Jing and Shirlyn, who looks ecstatic. (x

Our school, most in red and white. :D So patriotic.

Rachel Yo and Jing. :D

Lidan nearly killed me after that. (x Yvonne looking up, Shao talking and Lidan being puzzled.

Hahahah. :D Our nice shoes and pants.

My lame attempt at taking abstract pictures. (x

Don't you think that Shao has grown abnormally tall! No, she was jumping. (x

HAHAHA, CONGRATULATE ME ON GETTING A PIC OF CHARISSE. XD

Becky and Rachel Yo. The cool people. :D

Mars: ... :O "SHAO WEIIIIII!!!!" -stomps away-

Mdm Rosanah dancing with Selene. (x Whoo! :D

Shao talking to Mars, who looks exasperated, kinda. (x

Claudia, me, Shao, Mars, Haitong, Ms Koh, Rachel. :D The Red troop. (x Not really but anyways.

Selene, Shao and Mars. :D

THAT SNEAKY LITTLE RACHEL TAN ARH. And Selene popped in at the last moment. xD She looks cute!

Rachel Tan, Shao and Mars poofing out their cheeks. (x Rachel looks cutely angry, Shao looks mischievous and Mars merely looks on amusedly. xD

Having had enough of blowing out their cheeks, these three decide to suck them in instead. (x

Rachel Tan, Shao and Mars clapping. :D I like Maria's top!

Mars and Mdm Rosanah. :D

Selene and Low Ying Xin. :D

Selene and I doing some weird thingumajingabob. :D

Ruby, Joelle, T and Ting darlings. :D

Becky the awesomely pro Squasher! :D

TYX, Becky and Jing. :D

Azura and Jing looking emo. (x

Adalie from Chinese class. :D She's soooooper smart!

Yishan, gym senior. Running from me and memories. (x

JANIEEEEE. :D

Grandma dearest. :D

My Mummy darling, who's been kind of upsetting lately, but nevermind.

Say HELLO to Daddy dearest. :D

My Uncle darling. :D

My lovely flat wallet wallet. :D

My lovely neoprint wallet. :D

My nicenice sketchbook that I bought from Ruby along with some postcards, blue guitar one, hopscotch one etc.

The coolio keychain that Ting gave me. :D

The other side of my coolio pencilbox. (x HEY I was bored in the car okay!

My coolio pencilbox. (; Mwah.

My favourite sweet. :D

Selene and I see hooded figures in the snow. O: Do you?

Pika, Speedy, Hagen darling. :D I didn't get Gem and Jewel. Darn.

Speedy darling. :D

Jhunah and Maricel. (: Those two lovely people who help around my house! Maricel is carrying Pika and Jhunah is carrying Sassy. :D

Dett.