Sunday, June 03, 2007
♥ 10:08 PM
Yawn. My blog is dead. My tagboard at least.
I am bored and blur and done.
Done with everything! This life, my class, my school. It makes me sooo mad!
I'm done with crushing most of all. I am independent and shall never crush again.
I miss RGPS a whole lot. No more rebelling
here for me. It's not like I rebelled in RGPS. But I had fun.
FUN. Do you know what fun is? It's when you truly smile and have friends. I have friends, but I want my old ones back. They're like gold and silver put together.
I want Carissa.
I want Elisa.
I have Shao Wei.
I have Linnette.
I have T.
I have new friends. That's good.
But I want my old friends back. It's not the same anymore. It's special when the RGPS group of us were together. Even now, when we go out, I can feel it's not the same anymore. It's different. I'd fangirl about Dan. Carissa would fangirl about Voldy. Everyone else would be laughing at us. We'd have fun in school you know! IN SCHOOL.
I miss the chalet we had.
I miss the real fun we had.
I don't want to grow up.
I don't want to have crushes, get a boyfriend, marry, get a job, and become some lao tai tai with children.
I WANT RGPS. I want to fangirl about celebs like Dan. I want to argue with Carissa over whether Voldy or Dan is cuter. I want to catch spiders with Elisa. I want to argue together with Shao Wei about her not spending time with us. I want to laugh with Linn and her ego. I want to play with T and be twin sistas forever.
http://boulevardofme.livejournal.com/ the forever memories.
I don't want change.
Dett.
