Heya!

I'm like super super super uber happy! :D No more emo for me tonight, or for any other night for a long time at least! IN YOUR FACE. :D

I'm exercising my discipline and mastering my impulse on MSN. :D It's just so satisfying to know you can get back at people you know! :D Mhm. I'm glad it happened. And I hope for goodness's sake that you think it was worth it. :D I wish you eternal misery.

Haha! I need the class outing on Monday. :D I hope all my friends come, or I will be either quite pissed, quite spacey or quite blehblehbleh then. :D I need to be distracted! :D

Another happy thing, no more wgp! I finished wgp! :D I handed it up on time! :D Although that's the reason I almost had to stay up all night last night. I was planning to, so I wouldn't have to rush my homework in school, but I fell asleep at 4am. So rushed it in school anyway. ((x
I hope for goodness's sake that I never go to RJC. O.O The horror!

Dett!

Post #109

I hate the night. :/ Last night I thought about it so much I threw up. O.o

There's something wrong here.

Dett.

Today was pretty good. My WGP die though. Totally diediedie. Bla. I told myself I wouldn't go on msn! (x Anywayyyy.

Main events of today.. Was supposed to change seating! (x But didn't, cause some stupid bitch kept complaining. And I'm not just saying this because I got a good seat okay! Even if I sat next to someone I reallllllly hated, I'd be fine with it! Suck it up! Anyway. The poor exco, they have to redo the seating plan again! (x Loves to yall and good luck! Don't you know how hard the exco work for us?

Had gym. Two new blisters. .-. I love busy days. :D Sat will be busy. :D Mostly rather. First nyps funfair, then gym, then tuition I guess, then concert! whoo-hoo!

Off to do wgp now then. :@

Dett.

Don't call me when I'm like this. I'm not angry, cause I know you didn't know and I can control my feelings. But don't, really don't call me, cause I'm not nice to talk to. And unless your sure you know how to approach me, don't talk to me, cause I get set off easily. Really. For now I'm just letting all my emotions flow.

Dett. <3

no. no. no. nononononNO. NO, don't like this Lianne Tan. :@ You spoil moods.
DON'T EMOEMO. EMO DON'T LOOK GOOD ON YOU.
Dett.

School today was slack.

First was RS. Nothin to explain about that right? No duh.. Ting and I were discussing a little about youknowwhat. The projector wasn't working properly, so about half and hour was wasted. Oh and contact time was just a very short talk.

Second lesson was Aesthetics. Sewing is so darn fun! :D And I'm way proud of my drawsling pouch. (: I think mine looks really elegant! I felt the way I felt about my Angel poem. :D Yei! During the break, I just talked with Rubs.

Last lesson, was of course Chinese. It was slack too. Lao shi is sick. O.o Ouch. I need to do my jianbao. OUCHOUCHOUCH. gr.

But nevermind! :D After that, went to the foyer so I could sms. I was way worried. Oh wells. I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.

So, smsed and met Jaclyn, Ting, Shao, and Yingx there. :D Then we went out and just right my dad arrived. :D We were blocking traffic. (x Said bye to Jaclyn and then went off. I showed Ting Shao and Yingx my giant bruise in the car. (x

We went to CitiLink. :D Ate at NYNY. It was so nice! :D The food was pretty good. I had a "diet-friendly" appetizer for lunch. :D I ate one and a half of a cheese and tomato bruschetta. And three wedges. (x Yes yes I succumbed to temptation. But only cause we sat there for almost two hours k! Hahaha. I wanted to have dessert, but then I decided not to. Haha! I'm proud of myself! I learnt to say no to dessert! :D Shao had a yummy smelling fried mars bar with strawberry icecream and chocolate syrup all over it. Haha, so sinful. :D Yums. Sorry I was being so spacey/emoemo guys. :/ Youknowwhat la.

(OOOH OOOH OOOH, AHA, I JUST BEAT YOUR 16SEC RECORD YINGX!)

Then cause 1) I was feeling independent 2) I didn't want to go home 3) I wanted to prove to my parents that I AM capable of getting around on my own 4) More time to hang out with Yingx and Shao. :D

Haha, so I took MRT home and walked from the MRT to home. I must be some car magnet or something. :/ I almost got ran over again. (x Second time k.

(OOOOOH OOOOOOH OOOOOOOH I JUST BEAT THE RECORD AGAIN! 12 SECS! (x )

My parents were shocked. .-.

Ah wells. Nothing much else I guess.

WGP here I come then!

Dett.

Today was an overall bad day, besides the occasional humor injected. I like the humor. =/

Okay! :D So what I did. Woke up as usual. (duh lianne) Then I finished packing my bag, put cream on my ankle and bruises and waited for my maid to dry my shorts, then off to school for school! :D

So, went to school and found time to distribute the sweets! Haha, I also gave them the powder candy one, the super nice one. No one knew what it was, so I wrote on the board: The stick thingies are candy powder. :D After you eat them, you can burn the plastic! (it's cool) But don't play with fire! (; Li. Haha. Then later Rubs and I were talking to the class about the class outing. :D WE ARE GOING TO SENTOSA, PEOPLE! (say YEI!) Then some campaign people visited our class. This campaign thing is so fun! :D Juanine came. :D I think their flyers are cute, but the giant poster looks just a leeetle odd. Then we continued. Ur huh. Lidan and Jing, it's so sad you deffo can't come! D: If I missed anyone out, I just didn't see your hand k, not like I don't want you there or anything.

First lesson was, urh, (a little fuzzy) OH YEAH PHILO. Philo was pretty fun I think! I mean, not fun as in YEI WHOO-HOO LET'S DO THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN TILL WE THROW UP! kinda fun. Fun like interesting fun. :D But I'm convinced I'm gonna fail. Haha. We got a quote about Philosophy then had to write our views about it.

Next was PE. PE was relatively fun. But way hot as usual. D: I don't like demonstrating. D: I'm so lousy, so paiseh! But well, improve right! Haha. It was not to say exhausting, but a good workout and fun! :D Then, guess what! Me, Shao, Yingx, Ting, Selene and Rubs "HAPPY CIRCLED" half the way back to class! Haha, Happy Circling is so fun. :D

Recess was odd, to say in the least. I saw her, and cause she reminded me of something I was trying to get out of my head, I took Lidan's bottle and hit myself on the head with it lots of times! (x Haha, Lidan took it back though.

Lidan: "My poor waterbottle! It could be all dented!"
Ying Xin(who's more caring! (x): "Your waterbottle? Her poor head!"
Lidan: "... Her head is harder what."

(x So mean! Anyway, I just grabbed Selene's bottle and walked around class hitting my head with it. Blaa. Yingx grabbed it from me and put in back, then I took it back again, cause Selene didn't guard it! Haha. Then RachYo saw me.

RachYo: "Cannot like that! Must ZHUANG4 QIANG2! It's very fun!"
Me: Follows to back wall.
RachYo: depressed voice "zhuang4 qiang2." hits head. "zhuang4 qiang2."
Me: "CANNOT SO SLOW ONE LA. DONT NEED TO KEEP SAYING!"

I later gave up, cause scared my old scar open again. (x Then went back to killing my brain cells. Yingx offered to be my counselor. Thanks! (x

Next was Physics. :D Ms Er is nice. Not really, WAH SO NICENICENICE like Ting says, but nice enough. ((: I agree she's really pretty though! She used to be an RGS girl too! She was my sister's junior, can you believe it! Haha, don't think they knew each other though! Oh yeah, we ate during Physics. (: I had some semosas (sp?) I decided that they're really super yummy. :D Shirlyn had a problem with the candy sticks too! (x I told her to cut off to the powder there. Haha.

Next was Math! Ooh, math was funny. Sorta.

Shao: sad. "Math next."
Me: "Yay! Slack time!"

Hehe. (x Not so slackish after all. We got some algebra worksheets. Algebra is quite fun. :D Mrs. Ang claimed to do some dark magic. Apparently, she was scared of fire, so she had someone come up and burn it to ashes for her. Later, they could blow out the fire, so Jane shook it, and all the ashes fell to the floor. ((x Mrs. Ang needed those ashes. Then she dropped it, cause the fire was reaching her fingers. This was how, our class was almost set on fire. (x Some people were going "step on it! step on it!!" And smart Jane did. (: Then Mrs. Ang did her trick. -.- Hasn't everyone seen that one before? Bla. Later, we moved on to other worksheets. I adopted a pet ant! :D It was a cute little black ant that I found crawling up my arm. Haha, Shao and I were swooning over it, it was so darn cute! Then Shao finally got the courage to touch it, cause I kept telling her black ants don't bite. :D Then Joan got in on it! Haha. :D She helped me find a box. I wanted to use my pencil cap, so she helped, but then Mrs. Ang came by. Guess what next? "Lianne, Shao Wei, Joan, why are you all still on the first page?! You all should be finished by now!" I hid it under the table. (x Then later we tried again, but it jumped off the table. (x We all agreed it was fun though! And after what Mrs Ang said, that was really hitting below the belt, and I don't blame Shao at ALL for how she reacted. (:

Then, Lunch! Lunch went to see Mrs. Loh. =/ I was really worried, I hate scoldings, but it wasn't tooo bad. But yes, I will strive to make more of an effort. (: Then went to canteen to sms and then went with Ting and Mars to the bookshop. (: Mars and I are considering buying a postcard we saw and using it to apologise to Mrs Loh, cause like, really a lot of us didn't hand up our lit tea worksheet on time. =/ Haha, then went back to class! In class, I went a little hyper. (x Hehehe. I threatened to bite Shao, so she ran behind Selene. (x Then I changed target, and chased Selene all the way out onto the field. (x Then we silently truced and walked back to class. We both agreed that we'd never been chased / chased someone so far for a long long time. :D Selene is nice, nicer than I noticed. (:

Next was English! We toyed around with optical illusions. :D So fun! But everytime I think I saw a nice picture, display pic worthy, I realise how ugly the second picture is, and I cringe. (x Besides there, nothing much though. Hm.

Last lesson would be History. I was kind of really looking forward to switching seats. NO! Shao is a really really really really really nice and good seating partner, but it's nice to make more friends! I'm hopeful and crossing my fingers! My mood was ruined then. Thank you sooo much. Ruby was being really mean and told Mdm Rosanah that me and Shao were being rowdy. Like Shao says okay, there's a big difference between "not really very much paying attention" and "being rowdy"! We weren't making a lot of noise at all, if not, none! I have people who agreed with me okay. I, am, dead, pissed! You made Shao Wei very much upset. She was really sad okay!

And that led to another chain of events of course! There were lots of people who were sad today, and Shao was just one of them. I couldn't cheer her up! Do you know how useless I feel when I can't make my friends happy! D: Urgh!

Blarh. I shall focus on other stuff now!

Gym was okay, got a new blister. D: Ting followed me to HPPS, with fengy. :D Gym was relatively okay, besides the beginning floor. But of course, I should expect someone yelling at me in Chinese I don't understand every training, no? O.o Whatever.

Then in the car, I told my mum I was going out with Ting and Yingx and Shao for lunch tomorrow. That's when I got real pissed again. It's like, I just brought out my anger in gym, and then you come stuff it in me again! "Tomorrow? A weekday?!" Like I haven't gone out on weekdays before! And suddenly you're not okay with it? You never told me anything about not going out on weekdays. Freak. freakfreakfreak. D:

I'm trying to avoid her. During dinner, cannot la of course. Dinner chatchatchat. She asked me about how my friends use transport. Then I told her about the bus and mrt. Then she was going "Now do you realise how lucky you are?" No, no, I really don't actually. :@ I refused to reply and she asked again. I said a mix of 'blech' and 'yes', so 'BLESH' in a sort of impatient grumble. She didn't follow after that. Then we went on to Shaun. And how he was like "Your name is Lianne Tan LIAN Xiu ar? Like ah lian? Do you know what an ah lian is?" I nodded and replied, "Duh. A female version of you!"

I also commented that my sister's friends are loooooooooserrrs. (x Cause they don't know how to reply to comebacks. I am fantastic at comebacks in my opinion! :D

Like I threw a clip at Kian Zi once, someone I wasn't too fond of at that time. I missed by a centimetre, unfortunately. I vehemently denied throwing anything at him when he asked. (:

Also...
Jon: "Wah, Lianne, you cut your hair!"
Me: "Mmhm." Talks to Kim again.
Kian Zi: Rudely interrupts. "Your hair is TOO short!" Shakes head.
Me: Raises eyebrow. "Look in the mirror."

((: Losahs.

Haha, and then now I'm blogging!

Now, those people who need / earned a hug today! In no particular order. (:

&Ying Xin T. - Hey dear! :D I hope your teeth get better! I can't wait to see you in braces! :D I'm sure you'll look way nice! Thank you for the sweet letter today. :D It seriously cheered me up yeah? And I think the thing you're doing for Michelle is absolutely sweet. :D Love ya dear!

&Ting - Hi! Thanks for accompanying me to HPPS today! It was really fun! (x Did you jump at Teo's giant thunder clap? I almost did! Haha. :D Nice job at gym!

&Shao - Thanks for telling me to not stress. :D That really helped! It's like, you're totally there when I need someone to rant to. (: It's nice to know that lots of people care for me!

&Jing - Don't let her get too under your skin okay! (: I'm glad you're okay with it. We all have our faults, though I'm not so gracious to forgive her. (x And I'm so sad you can't make it to the class outing! D:

&Lidan - It's so sad that you can't come to the class outing either! D:

&Grace - You may not know me so well, but well, cheer up k!

Haha, wells, hugs to all'a ya. My great pals. (:

Dett.

Post #103!

I'm awfully cold. =/ And awfully worried. =/

The aircon is blowing harshly at me and I'm coooooold. D:

My dad is very sick. =/ I'm scared.

I have gym tomorrow and comp soon. =/ I'm scaredd.

Bubbly people are becoming so emo! =/ I'm scaredddd.

He could find out my secret! =/ I'm scaredd.

WGP could be due tomorrow! =/ I'm scareddd.

Math pt draft is due tomorrow! =/ I'm scareddd.

What to do what to do what to do what to doo!

D: D: D: D: D:

don't emoemo lianne. (: everything will work out.

Or so I tell myself. =//

Dett.

Oooh, by the way. (: Forgot to mention that this is post 102! I've passed 100! Yei! I'm proud of myself. ((: So. I've suddenly gone mad over all of Nelly Furtado's songs except Glow.

Mmm. I'm bored with wgp, so I'm taking a break, and doing a Lianne Smiley Dictionary!

(: - A calm, peaceful smile. I am content. Not hyper happy, just satisfied.
:D - I'm and super happy, smiling madly. Huge grin. Hehe. Near hyper, or just plain 'AHHHH!' Happy.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD - SO DARN HAPPY I COULD JUST DIE. :D
): - Sad, duh.
))))))): - veryveryveryvery sad.
:? - Highly confused to the point it gets me depressed. Either that, or I wonder why you say that thing you just said, and sort of know why, so I'm uber uber uber sad.
:/ - oh well. what to do. / disappointed
://///////////// - oh no, there's nothing I can do about it.
D: - oh man!
(x - (hehehe)
(bracketed words) - sneaky. for example - (hehehe) is a sneaky laugh.
XD - whoops! Laughing at self.
:S - confused.
:@ - angry
(; - i know something you don't! / secret, don't tell.
(: < - evil grin. if you know elisa, you should know this very well.
): < - angry and sad.
:* - dreamy smile
:'( - crying. almost seriously
!!! - alarm.

Mm, that's all I have I think. Back to wgp I guess!

Dett.

Today is okay so far la. Lots of highs, but one big down can drag you screaming and crashing back to reality. Maybe not screaming, but definitely crashing. I'm screaming for release on the inside though. =/ Jing han is pissed, and I'm sad. High fives to the Le Miserables eh.

Highs:

Nice two letters from Yingx and Ting today! Thank you! I'm so sorry I lost the standing one, Yingx! DD: I read your letter at waffletown today, Yingx. (x Then halfway, I realised I was reading it backward. (x Oops!

I saw all my friends again today! :D So harpy! Shao, Ting, Yingx, Jing, Houten, Bex, Rubs, Lidan etc. (: Yei!

Jing asked me to watch HP with her. :D I'm not so high about Harry Potter already, but it's nice to be asked out you know! ((:

I gotta tell yous:

Rubs, don't feel down k! I'm here for you to talk to me. Don't take it too much into account, I'm sure he treasures you way too much! (: I look forward to meeting him!

Jing, don't be too angry at your mum for whatever reason. (: I won't go and annoy you and say "She has your best interests at heart" and stuff, cause that annoys me too, I've had it said to me so many times. But try to forgive her k! :D

Mm, who else was down today? I think that's all. If I missed you, tell me! I'm sure I'd wanna say something to you too. (:

That big down:

=/ I guess I should start living in reality, eh Ting. =X And just leave all this behind. Cause he's already happy, and doesn't need me right? Nope. =X


Ahs wells.

Some fun alliteration to brighten your day! Courtesy of me and Waye. :D

Big Blur
Mad Man
Creepy Cousins
Whatever Waye (also Winner Waye)
Loser Lianne ((x)
Fatty Freaks (mean)

I think there was something else, but can't remember right now. I shall post more when Waye and I think of more (quite) reasonable ones! :D It's fun. I think it's alliteration. It is right? =/

Ahaha, I'm dead for gym competition. =X Die.

Dett.

HAHAHAHAHA, OMG, I'M SO SO SO HAPPY!

I'M LIKE DYING! I'M SO HAPPY I'M DYING! HHAHA!

YEAH! I'M LIKE SO HAPPY LA! HAHAAHAHAH! :D YEII!

DETT!

I sprained my left ankle, my toe. I have four blisters on my hands and they're all red. I have numerous bruises on my thighs. Perfect! No one cares. (: Good. Go and die.

I'd show you pics of my hands, but it's disgusting.

New favourite song. Kiss Me by Sixpence None The Richer: http://youtube.com/watch?v=h4FmeNemBPg

It's such a romantic song. :D And I guess I'm just in that mood now.

Jing Han has terrible timing. (x

She always catches me when I'm angry at either me, or that same person. Which makes me mean.

Dett.

Ting, Shao and Ying Xin just went home. :D We stayed up all night last night! It was super fun. :D And I'm very happy.

I went for gym yesterday, at Bishan. It totally sucked. D: And totally put me off gym. No more passion for at least a week. Lao shi kinda went beserk. O.o I have two blisters. :/ And a sprained toe from the Wednesday training. Hm. Haha, it's very minor though, so I don't care. (x

I went home, chatted for 10 minutes then went to take my bath. You know, the heater wasn't on, so I was like, NO NO, NO TIME TO WAIT, I'M GOING TO BE LATE! And then I just jumped under the spray of cold water and bathed. Haha, I was so hot after that. Then already 5.44, so I ran all the way to Novena MRT. I did it in 1 minute okay! Very proud of myself! :D Haha, I also, almost got knocked down by a car, but that's alright.

I called Ting when I reached, then put down, cause I saw her standing at Guardian, it was quite funny, cause she was like "Hello?" ('JERKASS' maybe? (x hope not la) Then I pushed her. (x We found Yingx later, at the escalator going to Velocity. Walked back to my house of course. (x It felt longer going back than going there.

We played around for awhile. :D Went to do some gymmy stuff. :D Fun! It was quite funny. (x Yingx is very good for a beginner you know! I also took out all the cute stuff I brought from Vancouver, and in the meanwhile gave the presents to them. (x Ignore the pricetags please! Haha. Ting: I've got so much bling! :DDD

Then we had dinner, macaroni and cheese, porridge, tofu, these sambal prawns that Ting was really fond of. :D I'm hungry now. (x Then went back to talking in my room. :D Shao called to say that she would be late. :/ Calm down girl! (: We love you lots.

Later on, after lots more chatting and deciding stuff, we went to wait for Shao to come. :D Ting spotted her car first! Then we ran out. Then I smiled. (: Won't tell you why! Haha. Her hair was damp and smelled like shampoo. :D We were all like, rejoicing! :D Haven't seen them in sooo long, since Vancouver and all. :D

We went on msn for a bit. :D Talked to Waye. Haha, I think he was probably a little confused. And then, and then! He freaked me out! (x Eeeks. Quite creepy. (x I hope he means it when he said he was joking

We went up, gave Shao her presents. :D Oh and we also had this lollipop thing. :D You know, like those kiddy sweets that light up when you press a button and you can eat the sweet? Yeah, haha! The light looked super nice in the outside darkness. :D I was showing them the new tops I got from Vancouver while we chatted. I had a big secret I wanted to tell Yingx. Then halfway she got upset, cause I told her it was bad. (x Bad. FOR ME. But so I told her. Or rather I couldn't get it out, so Shao had to say it for me. It's a big secret. (: One I don't divulge with just anyone. (: I trust her. I trust that she'll keep it. Or I will be officially humiliated. D:

Then we moved my mattresses up to the roof. Haha, it was kind of hard, very heavy. :/ Need someone strong to come help us. We managed to though! And we had a good sense of accomplishment. :D

We played Truth. :D It was fun. My questions were, "Describe your first crush." and "If you had a boyfriend, and he's been your boyfriend for three weeks, you two are like super passionate, would you french?". The first one was funny. (x Jonathan. I'm so disappointed I had such bad boy taste. O.o And I realised that I have been officially a "girlfriend" since Kindergarten. I suck. Haha. I shall see if I can remember the other questions. :D

Ting's was a dumb question from me, that I can't repeat. (x and something I can't remember. D:

Shao's was "Name your boyfriend requirements" and another I can't remember. Erm!

Yingx's was "Describe your last crush" and "What age would you begin dating? Why?"

It was nice. :D Then we were hungry, so we went downstairs for choco cake, and then asked my dad for money to buy chips. The one nearest to my house was under renovation or something like that. Then we saw, this gleaming, beautiful petrol kiosk opposite! :D And we went. :D Haha, we were like, look in the direction of traffic, RUN RUN RUN! STOPPPPPP! Look in the direction of traffic, RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN! Haha, we were laughing crazily. (: We got Doritos Cheesier, and Ruffles.. something. Then we ran back to my house. :D

It was already 3.30am around there by then. :D And we had decided to stay up all night. When we got back, the sheets were all wet. (x dew! Cooling la, so it was nice. There were quite a few stars. :D Last night, my friend caught a star, and gave me a piece of it. I put it in a glass jar and placed it on the highest shelf in my mind, where it lights up my days. (:

Haha, Yingx brought up my previous project, ABS. And then Ting and I came up with a different defense. "I'm on DBC, to PHTG!" Haha, no I will not tell you what the acronyms are. ^^ They're our little secret.

We managed to stay up the rest of the night! :D And I finished my sweet, I only have the light hanging around my neck now. (x At around 6am, we ran to the other side to watch the sunrise. :D Shao was too tired and fell asleep. We were supposed to wake her up when it was really pretty, but it wasn't. (x too many storm clouds I think. We did gymmy stuff while waiting for the sun to rise. Our feet hurt after that. (x

Then we gave up trying to wake Shao up for their SL party, so we played with the candles on the balcony instead. We took these powder packets, and burnt them in the candles. (x We burnt holes in them, burnt them into unrecognisable shapes and stuff. :D Ying Xin somehow managed to get it to burn outside the flame. Ting and I were wondering how the flame could drop, then we realised that it was actually completely melted plastic. (x It can't be taken out now. Theres a small lump of plastic there. We had made a wire heart last night. (: I whitened it in pretty wax. Later on, they really had to go down, so I blew the candle out and dipped my fingers in the wax. Yei!

My fingers were nice and waxified. Haha, then Ting made me go wash my hands. :/ Haha.

They all left now. (: I'm proud of myself. I've never stayed awake the whole night before! :D And I hardly feel tired.

Hehe, going for gym later. Grrrr.

Ohwells. My wgp gotta do, or I DIE. Well actually I die already, but tonight MUSTMUST FINISH! LIANNE! YOU MUST FOCUS HARD! NO DISTRACTIONS!

Dett.

I had a good night tonight! I'm very happy. (: I went to Far East first, wanted to get "New Moon", sequel to Twilight, but out of stock. =/ They'll call me when it comes in though! :D I got a book by Sylvia Plath for WGP. :D It's called Bell Jar or something close to that. :D

Then Waye was late, so he went straight to Cine. And as you should know, I suck at directions and following instructions, so I ended up taking a taxi there anyway. XD They cheated me la! You know the meter said 3.50, then they added some fee, become 7.50 okay!

Anyway, met Shao at Subway, then walked around to find Waye. He told me he was at Cheers, and I saw this guy I thought was him, I was like, OMF, YOU'RE FREAKING TALL. Then it wasn't him. XD Found him, then went back to Subway. :D I was kind of super hyper, so I was laughing a lot lot lot lot lot lot. :D

Ting came later and we ordered. I had salad and a cookie for dinner. The salad was disgusting, cause the sauce was yuck and the weird veggies were yuck, but I liked the cabbage and tomato. (: Cookie was obviously yummy. :D

7.40, rushed up to buy movie tix. Front row seats. XD I think it was nice though, cause it looks like everything's really in front of you. (: Fantastic Four was REALLY good. :D Ting, Shao and I think that the fire dood is hot. :D And Jessica Alba is super pretty. :D

And at one part, I scrunched up my toes, and it was super painful. I realised I must have sprained my toe on the long vault the other day. Grr. Same toe that Waye sprained. XD My bad luck charm.

Then of course went home! :D I'm sleepy now, but then of course gotta do WGP and math and history. Sighs.

I was feeling really angry at someone and stifled my happiness for a bit, but then I saw the EXTREMELY positive side of it, and now I'm darn happy for myself! :D

YEI!

Dett.

I am truly miserable. I think for the first time in my life.

I don't think it's a first, but I don't know what's up. Hm.



I miss you. Haha, it's like pass on thing.

Aeroplane fly faster? Miss you Shao. :D

Watching fan4 tomorrow! Super excited! :D



I need the time for wgp and math pt too. I hope I have it.

Dett.

You know, sometimes you're just feeling so unused and unneeded and forgotten. But then these special people come along and just suddenly make your day so much brighter! They're very very special and you're lucky to even meet one in your life.

Nef:
HEY, i WAS JUST HEADING TO BED AND noticed your 'easily forgotten' I couldn't ever forget you you're my determinescence!
easily forgotten:
oh, hey nef!
thank you so so much! i really appreciate it, :D thanks.
Nef:
you're welcome, we all feel easily forgotten sometimes, trust me, if anyone knows i do lol, well i'm off to bed, it's almost 3 am here
and my pepper up potion (dr. pepper) has run out

And you're definitely one of those few special people, Nef, even if you probably won't read this. ^^

Dett.

POST 94 :D MY BIRTH YEARRRRRRRR.

OMGOMGOMG, did you know we have prom in RJC? OMGOMGOMGOMG. I hope with all my heart it's not compulsory. Save myself the embarrassment.

-frantic-

Dettono.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Lianne!
Lianne was originally green, and actually contained cocaine.
The pharoahs of ancient Egypt wore garments made with thin threads of beaten Lianne.
It's bad luck to put Lianne on a bed.
All swans in England belong to Lianne.
You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching Lianne.
Humans share about fifty percent of their DNA with Lianne!
Pacman was originally called Lianneman!
Lianne is the traditional gift for a couple on their third wedding anniversary!
In her entire life, Lianne will produce only a twelfth of a teaspoon of honey.
You should always open Lianne at least an hour before drinking her.

Waye and I agree that the last one sounds veryyyyyyyyy sick. XD

Dett.

Post 92 y'know! :D


Ten Top Trivia Tips about Detty!
Some birds use detty to orientate themselves during migration.
The only planet that rotates on its side is detty.
White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain detty!
Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into detty.
Moles are able to tunnel through 300 feet of detty in a day.
Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and detty are all berries!
The patron saint of detty is Saint Eugenie.
If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets detty.
Detty can not regurgitate!
If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn into detty.

HAHA.

Dett.y.

I'm so damn pissed at my dad! Why isn't he open to new CUTE dogs like Metropoli Tan? WE ALREADY GAVE HIM OUR SURNAME

yet another new fave song! :D

Lovestoned by JT. :D

Dett.

I can safely say there's something very wrong with me.
^ ^
\ ^ ^ /
\ o /

I'm still in Vancouver. Hmm.

I'm sitting outside the room me and my sister are sharing.

-deleted- If anyone lays a hand on or makes any member of my family upset, you watch out.

-deleted-

Can you tell something's wrong with me now?

Anyways, new fave song. :D Like A Boy by Ciara and Easy by Paula Deanda. :D Whee!

I decided. I can't wait for the 23rd. :D

Dett.

Rubs, don't feel down so much! It's bad for your health. lovesloves and tons of hugs!

Haha, I know I'm not fugly. (: Cause I'm SUPAFLY and Ruby is THE FLY. :D

WE ROCK!

Dett.

Oh well. I've calmed down now. (: It's takes very little to calm me down, but also very little to set me off.

I wasn't pissed. I was just sad. I don't think you'd believe me, but yup. I'm naturally moodswingy. And I can safely say that it isn't PMS.

This is what calmed me down. It's from storywrite, by Sexy Poetess, and I claim nothing for it. I think she really brought out some good points, though please excuse the expletives. It's copied and pasted.

People say beauty is skin deep and superfical and people should not take it that serious, but lately I have to ask myself how deep is skin deep? People, mostly women are getting plastic surgery to correct flaws that are deemed unacceptable by society. Everybody is trying to look like damn Halle Berry or Angelie Jolie. Really gets on my nerves because I thought it was whats on the inside that counts. This is what really perplexes if we are all made in God's image then why do we constantly walk around calling each other ugly?

Oh and this what really annoys the hell out of me. WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYBODY WANTING TO BE A SIZE O? I mean I am 5'6' and 1501bs (yeah I'm proud of my weight because I am HEALTHY and that is what supposed to matter damn it!) Is looking like a model really worth starving yourself over I mean damn come on people. It is really sad to see these little twelve and thirteen year girls dieing over there appearance its not even worth it. The bottom line is that if everybody was ugly of if everybody was pretty the world would still have problems. So really what the hell does it matter that you have a little extra bulge or that you have a huge forehead? The mosty important thing is that you learn to love and accept yourself for who you are. We are all going to leave this world one day and nobody is going to give a damn about how you looked. Its how you live your life.

What really pierced my shell was this:
This is what really perplexes if we are all made in God's image then why do we constantly walk around calling each other ugly?

I really agree with this. I know it probably won't stop me from my usual fretting, but it's a very good point.

To those people with low self-esteem, or rather, I've heard them say that they think they're ugly, or something close to it.

Ahem, Ying Xin, Ting Fang etc.

YOU'RE NOT UGLY. And now that you're a Christian too, Ying Xin. You have no excuse. ^^ Whee!

And about the previous post. I'm sure that person will read it, but you won't know it's you anyway, so forget it. ^^

Y'all are beautiful!

Dett.

Do you know, how annoying it is, when your friend points out suddenly, on her blog, about how much she hates something you've been doing all along?

Do you know how much I hate it?

Just point it out won't you!

It was not directed to me, but now I can see how much I've upset you, while you just pretended it was fine.

I hate it, when you confuse me so much, even if it's unintentional. I hate it when I feel like now I don't even know myself.

I know I'm not living in reality, I'm living in a bubble. But don't pierce it just cause you feel like it - it's rude.

OMF. I HATE THIS.

Dett.

ON MSN

Uncle: hello edwards!
Me: (username is 'EDWARD! [love]) shap.
Uncle: "what is shap?"
Me: "Not telling."
Uncle: zzeedd!
Me: don't be so spas
Uncle: me? sparstic? nah!
Me: whatever moron.
Uncle: three fingers up, three fingers down.
Me: !!! suck prawn!
Uncle: nah! i rather crab!
Me: like i care
Uncle: you don't wah! i'm crying!
Me: crycry lorh. go toilet and cry. don't embarrass aunty dee dee.
Uncle: hear me bo ho bo ho!
Me: what bohoboho!
Uncle: gota PS !
Me: yuck!


He was sitting right next to me okay! XD

Dett.

Uncle: buried under blanket and pillows
Me&sis: singing out of tune, notice uncle "Ey you can hardly see him! Maybe one of us didn't know and jumped on his bed and squished him." insane laughter
Uncle: "I'm surprised the neighbours never come and complain."


Mum: burp
Uncle: !!! "PIG! LESBIAN! ATILA THE HUN!"


Me&sis: singing horribly out of tune
Brother: walks past "AIYOH."


Hehe, my sister and I love to sing out of tune to annoy others. ^^

Lidan and I are going to hunt down Edward Cullen and share him! We'll kill Bella if we have to, and trick Edward. Haha! EDWARD IS SOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Lidan's a witch, so she won't get bitten. XD I on the other hand, might get bitten to death by Jasper. But, cause I will stay away from him! :D So he can't bite me. I'll get someone else - Alice or Edward or something to turn me into a vampire. ^^ YEI!

Can you believe they're going to make a movie out of twilight! Lidan wants to be Bella. I want to be Alice, but I'm too tan. =/ Hehehe. I wonder who will act as Edward - he's sure to be extremely hot! :D YEI!

I NEED NEW MOON AND ECLIPSE AND MIDNIGHT SUN. :D

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Dett.

ANGEL

Crisp air cools my cheeks,
Birds whisper quiet secrets to me,
Little squirrels scamper from an unseen enemy.

Water rushes in against rock,
With the bliss of an angel's song,
With the grace of a hundred dancers, it continues to move along.

I spread my wings,
But realise I have none,
Nevertheless, I take the daring plunge.

I drifted into darkness,
But before I closed my eyes,
I thought I felt strong arms around me - and an angel's cry.


I think that's the best poem I've written so far. It's meant to signify hope, but somehow I don't feel much hopeful anymore. I wanted to add:

Angels should never cry those broken cries I heard,
They should never have to unleash those tears that blind me,
But then who ever said that happiness was meant to be.

However, I realised there were too many buts. What do you think? I might add it to my new notebook.


I feel strange. And like I told Waye, I'm going to die of a broken heart. I said soon. I think I will, but not because I'm going crazy over Edward or Jasper. It's something else entirely. I can feel it.

Just like I feel uncomfortable about Friday 23rd. Maybe that's the day I'll die. What do you think?


I have a new notebook. It's nice.


Maybe I shouldn't listen to the music I listen to. It gets me down. But it's just so addictive! I'm listening to MY IMMORTAL by EVANESCENCE.


My WGP and Math PT die by the way.


I also happen to think I'm _____. Hmm. I shan't put the word, cause I'm gonna get people telling me "NO YOU'RE NOT YOU'RE NOT!"


Eh. I confide in my new notebook now.


Dett.

'Mother': "You want to run away ar, I tell you your friends will never be able to love you as much as your family okay."
Me: That can't be true. If it were, then why do I love my friends more than you?

'Mother': I tell you right Li, next time you get a boyfriend, if mummy don't approve when I meet him right, cannot marry ar.
Me: Like I would let you meet him. You're an embarassment.

'Mother': Li, go get the vitamins from my room table.
Me: And you wonder why you're so effing fat.

She bloody pisses me off!

Dett.

I DEMAND YOU READ NUMBER 18 AT LEAST!!!

I'VE HIT POST NUMBER 80! WHOO! :D I MUST KEEP BLOGGING, OR SHAO WEI WILL CATCH UP WITH ME! d:

So here is a random quiz thing, using the music thingo thingo, that was on Ruby and Shao's blog. :D Cause I'm bored here in Vancouver, and don't wanna go out, cause of my dumb ankle.

I had spasms last night in my right leg. Waye said it's cause the muscle is tired. My mum also arh, kept telling me to eat. I'll eat as little or as much as I want to! Leave me alone! D: And screw you spasms! Rawhr!

I know the quiz is long and boring, but you can just read the stuff I put in blue. :D That will be stuff I wanna say about the answer. :D So don't be bored! Cause I also was too bored to read the quizzes on Shao's and Ruby's blogs. XD I have ADD. I think.

Turn on Windows Media Player/Winamp/whatever you use as an MP3 player (to put it simply, an mp3 player) and put it in shuffle mode. For every question, press "next song". Enter title to answer the question.

1. How does the world see me?
When You Gonna Give It Up To Me - Sean Paul

Oh my goodness. O.o Sexy maybe. XD
"From you look inna me eye gal I see she you want me
When you gonna give it up to me
Because you body enticing you makin' me horny
When you gonna give it up to me
Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow
When you fulfill my fantasy
Because you know I give you lovin' straight like an arrow
When you gonna give it up to me"

2. Will you have a happy life?
We Ride - Rihanna

Apparently, no, cause I'm gonna get my heart broken. XD Well I hope it's worth it and I get to slap that guy. :D Maybe I'll get my heart broken at the end of my life, so I'll live a happy life then. XD I don't know. ^^ I hope it's the latter then!

3. What do my friends really thi"nk of me?
20 Good Reasons - Thirsty Merc

"And at that point
There was no pain
There was no sky
There was no rain
For all there was was you
And your sweet face

But life is life
and things will change
Like scenes upon an actor's stage
Tomorrow comes today
For all we know"

So I'm sweet and unpredictable. Thanks! :D I like that actually. And they want 20 good reasons to let me go. Hopefully I won't give them any. ^^ Tag and let me know!

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Sooner or Later - Duncan James

Sooner or later you're gonna love again.

I guess so? Sooner or later they will lust after me then, so yes! XD YEI! So sweet. Is lusting a good thing actually? Nevermind, I'll take it as a compliment. :D

5. How can you be happy?
You are Loved - Josh Groban

I will be happy through love and understanding! :D That's so sweet! :D Loves to all my friends! (and future bf maybe?)

6. What should I do with my life?
The Way You Look At Me - Christian Bautista

O.O I should love. I guess. Comments about this? TAG. :D :D And erh. Kiss? Right... XD

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

Because of love. :D And cause Cupid is gonna strangle me. Uh huh. ...

8. Will I ever have children?
I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab For Cutie

That doesn't answer anything. XD Well, I guess if I look at the title alone, then I will have them by following this guy innocently to have children?! Whatever. XDXDXD

9. Will I die happy?
Like We Never Loved At All - Faith Hill & Tim McGraw

Maybe not, cause I'll be heartbroken. So yesh. Unless we get back together, since both me and my evil soulmate regret it. So unsure. Sigh.

10. What is some good advice for me?
How To Save A Life - The Fray

D: ... Be careful to... not go wrong. ^^

11. What is happiness?
Hope - Twista Feat

Happiness is hope. :D And taking away pain and a lot of stuff la.

12. What's my favourite fetish?
Riding - Chamillionaire

Running away from kpo people who try to catch me riding dirty. ^^ Sounds fun eh.

13. How will I be remembered?
Make Damn Sure - Taking Back Sunday

As something others want, cause I'm everything they're not, according to the beginning. And as something someone wanted to bring down 'so badlyyyyy!'...

14. What's your love life like?
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance (WHOOHOOO MCR!)

Oh dear. XD I'm going to be chased out by my lover and maybe tell him that I don't love him. Mmhm. And he thinks I should go down and out. T.T So sad.

15. What is your life motto?
Runaway Love - Ludacris

Love is never true. Yes, sounds about right, after all my other answers about me being heartbroken. XD I think that's cause all my songs are about heartbreak or love, either one. XD

16. What do you parents think of you?
Wonderful World - James Morrison

Wheee! I'm wonderful. :D

17. What is your favourite hobby?
Why Does It Always Rain On Me? - Travis.

Well, my favourite hobby is asking questions that won't be answered.

18. What does your best friend really think about you?
Come Back To Me - Vanessa Hudgens

My best friend wants me to "baby, come back!" Where have I gone! Oh, haha! I'm in Vancouver! OH MAN THAT'S SO COOL! BECAUSE BECAUSE IT REALLY FITS AND STUFF! I DEMAND YOU READ THIS!

19. What's the worst thing about you?
That's That Shit - Snoop Dogg

I'm shit. XD Oh dear.

20. Describe your mind.
The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars

I'm strong and determined. :D But give up on people easily. mmhm. And I wanna fight. And I wonder what others would do?

21. How will you die?
Little Wonders - Rob Thomas

After the hardest part is over, so I will die in peace I guess. :D :D I'm not sure. XD

22. How does your crush feel about you?
Look After You - The Fray

He wants to tell me something urgently. He loves me and will look after me. :D Aww, so sweet, but so sad it can't be true. )): I really wish there was a way. But there's no hope!

23. What is your wedding going to be like?
Into The Ocean - Blue October

It'll be near the ocean? And I would wanna swim away, but have no hope. D: But I'd never marry a dood I don't love! Rawhr! And it will rain! That would be sweet. It starts raining and you kiss in the rain! :D Whii! HUZZAH!

24. What about your honeymoon?
Run - Snow Patrol

Bwahaha, I shall run away from my husband. O.o I won't have a good marriage after all. Maybe my husband is an evil guy who wants to kill me? Oh, but he loves me. Hmm.

25. Describe the last day of your life.
Buttons - Pussycat Dolls

Oh my freak. I'm gonna spend the last day of my life begging some guy who is all talk no action to take off my clothes. WTH?!

26. Why does life suck?
Tonight - Lost Prophets

I don't know. D: Cause some dood is gonna say goodbye to me. (hello? i don't need doods yo! - that sounded so ting fang. XD)

27. Why does life rule?
Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

EY THIS IS THE SONG THAT WAS STUCK IN MY HEAD IN SCHOOL :D "there's never a right time to say goodbye" So. It rules cause no one will ever say goodbye? ^^ Goodie.

28. What will you be famous for?
This Is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance

I will be famous for going "LET ME GO! F*CK!" ... And sinking or something like that.

29. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?
Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani

(YEI! wheeehooo) I will get sent to prison and get my lover to get me out? I don't know. Or maybe for acting like sour milk fallen on the floor. and blaming the dood for not closing the refridgerator. XD

30. Will you achieve your goals?
Don't Forget To Remember Me - Carrie Underwood

OH REMEMBER THAT'S THE STORY I GOT SHAO WEI TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHINGSOEMTHING. :D Erh. It doesn't really help the question? I guess yes, cause I tell y'all to remember me. :D Maybe. (this song is so sad. D: Like Cat's In The Cradle) Rawhr. I'm not listening to it anymore.

31. And your party life?
That Girl - Chamillionaire

Hot 'n' to'ally sexayye. :D Nice.

32. Overall, will you be happy?
My Wish - Rascal Flatts

Yes, quite, cause I'll have lots of good wishes. But it's about leaving my loved ones too. I think I'd rather die now with my family, cause it's only when they're gone that you realise how much you appreciate them, like now, so I don't ever wanna see them go. I'd rather die before them, and this is bad, cause I'm the youngest by 8 whole years. D: I hope I die young.

33. Or will you just deal with it?
Home - Michael Buble (with that thing on top, don't know how to put.)

I won't deal, I'll miss my fam way too much. FINE, I'm never getting married. I'm staying with my family forever. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, no matter how mad they make me. I don't wanna be emancipated anymore. ):

Wow, I just finished everything! Okay, I shall go listen to songs and then spend time doing my homework! Oh no! And not forgetting spending time with my family. (;

Dett.

45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone.
whats your name spelt backwards?: ennail nat nail uix
What did you do last night?: ate dinner, was dead tired, slept till 6am today. :D
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: em. that was a long time ago. OH FONTS.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: YES! (would i still be here?) '-.- great question.
Last time you swam in a pool?: a very long time ago. a few years prolly.
What are you wearing?: do you wanna know? kidding. I'm wearing white tee and pink-purpleish shorts. Yes I look hot. *hehehehe*
How many cars have you owned? 3. But then i guess my parents owned them eh, not me. 4 then. That black car, then red jaguar (ooh sexy), then white honda, and now red AUTODOOR honda. :D
Type of music you dislike most?: depends on my mood. If I'm unhappy, I'll hate happy songs - "OMG how can you be so (insert rude word of your choice here)ing happy?! If I'm happy, I hate jazz - goodnight people. annoying and loud and sleepy.
Are you registered to vote?: vote for? I don't know, I don't think so.
Do you have cable?: yeshh. :D I <3>
What kind of computer do you use?: eh. laptop?(:
Ever made a prank phone call? EH. hehehehe. guess. Becky and Julie called some random number and pretended to break up with that person. O.o
You like anyone right now? trying with ALL MY MIGHT not to. And no, it's not a celeb for once. :D
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: neither. not a fan of heights. unless someone nice/cute would do it with me larh, like my friends. or something.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: where i am now! :D vancouverrr. my mum claims i've been to paris, but is that or vancouver further? XD
What’s your favorite comic strip? forgot what it's called. it's the one with the parents, a sister with an annoying younger sister who loves to play video games. and of course there's one brother.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem? .... no, of course i dont! I... make up the words every school morning! :D '-.-
Shower, morning or night? depends. if i'm going out with my friends, morning, so i can stay out all night. if not, then night. :D
Best movie you’ve seen in the past month?: deffo potc. great movie.
Favorite pizza toppings?: cheese, and of course more cheese!
Chips or popcorn?: CHIPS. unless i feel like something sweet and don't have choco.
What cell phone provider do you have?: omg, i really don't know!
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: no... is it good? someone do it for me. :D
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? eh. i wish la.
Orange Juice or apple?: depends. hungry - apple, full - orange juice. :D
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: ... i haven't eaten lunch in ages. nope. i eat breakfast when i feel like and dinner.
Favorite chocolate bar?: good question! cadbury. :D
Who is your longest friend and how long?: longest would be huiqi. since kindergarten, about 8+ years. huiqi rocks. :D
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: I don't know, i just eat them. tomatoes are good for health and complexion and better than eating dinner. :D
Have you ever won a trophy? DUH! or i wouldn't have a trophy cabinet would i?
Favorite arcade game?: CAR RACES. :D wheee!
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: defno.
Sprite or 7-UP?: difference?! 7up then, cause its up!
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? ... obviously. I wish i didn't have to.
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: walgreens?!
Ever thrown up in public? heheeh, yes, and onto ruby's file. XD Sorry.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: true love. unless we really had no money at all, then i'd feel to guilty about not being able to support a family i started.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope, no way, nada.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: haha, are you kidding? it was past my butt! i cut it months ago. i supposed i'm old now then.
What message is on your voicemail machine?: i dont have a voicemail machine. you don't get through, too bad for you.
Where would you like to go right now?: to the beach with all my friends.
Whats the name of your pet? RIP sparko, sassy, jewel, gemo, hagen, pika, speedy, spotty, moonshine, 3 unnamed terrapins. two of my terrapins died yesterday though. )): I was super sad, don't know which. I suspect my maid isn't taking care of them. Thus i needed my friend ____ ___ but she went offline, saying if she sat down more, she'd be fat, thus causing my display name "sigh. you never really were there for me anyway" and an emo and depressed me. i hope the excuse was worth it. i'm not angry though. but i love my terrapins. RIP Dan too. )))))))):
What kind of back pack do you have, and what’s in it?: backpack? don't have one. most backpacks are lame. no i have a sling bag. :D a lot of rubbish inside la, like my vandalised notebook.
What do you think about most? a lot of things! boys, projects. blar.

Word Association
Cheese- with ham. :D
flowers for Algernon- oh shizz i gotta read that. D:
Music- never again and umbrella - my current two fav songs.
Love- comforting. :D
Hate- RAWHR.
TV- erm. nothing. surprisingly.
School- oh shizz.
Weekends- liars. school will start soon again.
Cow – brown and white. :D
Chicken - evil chicken from runescape. HAHAHA.
Geometry- mr tan.
Bacon- YEI!
Elephant- Me. T.T
Two- it takes two to clap but one to love. (my ego joke)
Fun - HUZZAH!
Venus- Women are from Venus, Men are from Mars.
Bye - ):
Dumb- jokes
Spoon- Allison
Sharpie- ?!?!
Spongebob- the video of carissa that i took dancing to the theme song, which i pretended to delete but didn't. T.T She found out and deleted it herself anyways.
Discovery Channel- A haunting.
Popups- (insert rude word here)
Fast Food- macs fries.
Annoying- i'd die if i said here. starts with t, ends with r. plural form ends with 's'.
My favorite colour? gold/silver.
Ice cream? cones.
Actor? orlando?
Song? GIRLFRIEND AVRIL LAVIGNE.

It's nice to have emails waiting for you in your inbox when you wake up. Today I woke up to 3 IMs and 1 email from Joelle. Later on one from Yingx.

It was nicer to have 5 waiting for me the day before yesterday.

Sammy was right. D: By the time I come back, everyone will have forgotten who I am.

Thank you very very very much for the sweet email ting!

Thank you for talking with me Car and making me happy! :D

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carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
what argue?! there is no argument! OF COURSE VOLDY IS HOTTER!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
DAN! xd
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
VOLDY!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
voldy = no underwear! XD
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
VOLDY WEARS UNDIES OKAY!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
: d
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
haha
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
yeah things like that
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
i know
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
: (
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
i miss it!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
i especially miss broom fights!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
yeah!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
and isolation
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
yeah!!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
solitary confinement
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
: D
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
hahaha
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
i'd sit and laugh at you two childish people
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
childish?!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
we are not childish,
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
we have a
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
erm
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
childlike aura!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
childish attitude!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
an appealing childlike aura!
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
: D
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
lol!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
if you say so
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
:D
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
you know what i miss?
carissaLIM : D i want my sony walkman W810i. i dream of it, think of it, live for it.; says:
blind man's buff
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
OH YAH
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
I STILL REMEMBER T MAKING ME HIT MY HEAD ON THE FLOOR
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
THAT GIRL.
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
and touching ..
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
i still remember touching ________!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
LOL
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
we have to do it again
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
did your mum ever find out?
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
nope.
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
good.
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
and she never found her handkerchief either
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
i think that would ruin her whole impression of your friends
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
what did we do with it?:
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
we lost it
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
AND
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
her impression was already ruined by elisa
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
she found the sick story that elisa wrote about _____ ____
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
about who?
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
oral
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
__
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
OMG.
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
sheesh!
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
yah she found it! XD
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
she thought i wrote it
carissaLIM : D i want the old times back; says:
i seem to remember telling you to tear it up.
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
"i know you're growing up and developing hormones..."
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
lol
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
elisa was telling me to print it out
P. Detty - Waiting For A Miracle says:
i never did

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Haha! Yup! good times good times. I hope we can find a day to play blind man's bluff again. :D

And Ting's email :D

I won't paste it here, since it might be considered personal, but I love you Ting. :D hearts!

Ting, Yingx, Shao, Jing, Houten, Bex and just those few special people are what make secsch worth going through. (: Loves to y'all. You make school bearable!

I LOVE MY CRAZY FRIENDS.

Dett.

Yawn. My blog is dead. My tagboard at least.

I am bored and blur and done.

Done with everything! This life, my class, my school. It makes me sooo mad!

I'm done with crushing most of all. I am independent and shall never crush again.

I miss RGPS a whole lot. No more rebelling here for me. It's not like I rebelled in RGPS. But I had fun. FUN. Do you know what fun is? It's when you truly smile and have friends. I have friends, but I want my old ones back. They're like gold and silver put together.

I want Carissa.

I want Elisa.

I have Shao Wei.

I have Linnette.

I have T.

I have new friends. That's good.

But I want my old friends back. It's not the same anymore. It's special when the RGPS group of us were together. Even now, when we go out, I can feel it's not the same anymore. It's different. I'd fangirl about Dan. Carissa would fangirl about Voldy. Everyone else would be laughing at us. We'd have fun in school you know! IN SCHOOL.

I miss the chalet we had.

I miss the real fun we had.

I don't want to grow up.

I don't want to have crushes, get a boyfriend, marry, get a job, and become some lao tai tai with children.

I WANT RGPS. I want to fangirl about celebs like Dan. I want to argue with Carissa over whether Voldy or Dan is cuter. I want to catch spiders with Elisa. I want to argue together with Shao Wei about her not spending time with us. I want to laugh with Linn and her ego. I want to play with T and be twin sistas forever.

http://boulevardofme.livejournal.com/ the forever memories.

I don't want change.

Dett.

I actually had a dream last night! For the first time in ages! Like what, 4 months? Hmm... Hahaha! I'm sure I know what the reason is! :D Waye has been talking rubbish to me about Harry Potter mmhm!
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Ehh, I already wrote it, but it sounds stupid. It totally wasn't when it was flashing before my eyes though! D: It's scary when it seems real.
See?
Waye loves Hermione, so Hermione was in my dream!
I was also telling Waye to outsmart people who were chasing him! (longstory) So I outsmarted Draco and Lucius and the servant.
Blame WHYEEEE! :D
I enjoyed the dream, though I don't know why National Day was included... =X Random thoughts in my head! Hahaha! :D I love them random thoughts! They're my precious! :D :D :D


I have a new favourite song! :D It's Umbrella by Rihanna. :D :D :D Now it's raining more than ever, I told you I'll be here forever, and I'll always be your friend... Bwahaha, I should go check out the actual lyrics sometime soon I guess. I wonder if Waye sings to his songs. Cause he listens to Umbrella. Imagine him singing along to it! XD XD


So, lazy to blog about yesterday, so I shall blog about today! :D Ist June in Vancouver.

I am proud of myself! :D I feel so accomplished. I did so much shopping today! XD I spent about.. 150 Canadian so 210 SGD. I feel so satisfied, yet guilty! XD It was fun! :D

I went to Stitches, where I went crazy over their clothes. They have such nice stuff! I bought 3 pairs of jeans and 4 shirts from there. The jeans are those short ones, super nice! They go superduper nicely with sneakers, and NO SOCKS AT ALL. :D So much for low socks. Oh but they look nice with low socks too! Since low socks are just like no socks. Hmph. Hehe! The tops are all long thin ones! :D Yei! One is red and says: MY DOG IS CUTER THAN YOUR BOYFRIEND. Another: white with a big pink heart YOU BREAK IT, YOU BUY IT. Another: pic of lion WHEN I SAID I LIKED YOU, I WAS LION. Another: pic of 3 owls, one is glowing and upside down NOBODY'S PERFECT. :D I'm so happy!

I also bought a nice new silver bracelet. Well it's sort of a bracelet and sort of a bangle.. Don't know how to describe. XD I spent 14 SGD on it. Haha. Same shop also bought TWO caps! :D I love them la! I was going to buy only one, then I couldn't decide between them, so. =X Haha! :D :D :D One was a houndstooth one, with a diamante heart crystal shape. Another was a super cute turquoise (i think it's turquoise) with cute buttons! :D One is cute and one is pretty.

Got the latest issue of Teen Vogue. :D I am proud of my magazine taste. Haha, fine, I did only buy it cause it had Rad and Em on the cover. If you know who they are by my given nicknames. XD They looked really nice on the cover! Waye, you'll be so jealous! Em looks especially hot there. Hahaha! XD I am quite over RadEm, but then I'm also quite over ShaunJosh etc. And when I put names together, I don't mean as in couple hor, I mean as co-actors. If I meant together, ShaunJosh would be just totally wrong!


Anyways, so my pals in Singapore, you watch out! :D I bought jawbreakers for all you guys! :D Candyyy. Mmmm.


WGP and Math PT die. Sleepy now. Time for my afternoon nap! XD

Dett.