how great is your unchanging love

Sunday, May 06, 2007

♥ 9:05 PM

I know right now, I'm supposed to be mugging especially hard for english and geog, but there's something I have to do, something that's more important. Before you read this, I'm really sorry. ):

This is an entry I wrote on Friday.

[spongebob squarepants (: me & car & shao & 'lisa 040507 friday 11:17:25]

spongebob: F is for friends who do stuff together, U is for you and me, N is for anywhere and any time at all! (down here in the deep blue sea!)

x) watched the F.U.N. episode of spongebob! (: strong sense of nostalgia. )': I realised how much I really miss Carrie and Elisa. ): We had soo much fun over that. ): I shouldn't plan so many things just to dao her... ): It's just that last year, she/we were all content with spending time for fun at each other's houses. Now she wants to go shopping and take neoprints all the time. It's just like everyone else! D: I guess I counted too much on old times. Shopping and neoprinting is soo cliche. I mean, COME ON, I can do that with the teeteewhys or my other friends anyday. I count on 'lisa, car and shao wei to just want to have fun with me, not shop or neoprint. They are (or hopefully not were) special in that way, y'know? It appears she's adapted to the cliches now though and it annoys me and disappoints me and makes me feel like I don't want to go out with her, cause she's just like any other old friend now.

I have much thinking to do.

[o4o5o7 11:45:10]

I'm really sorry, and I'm not proud of a lot of things I've done and I'd take them back if I could. I still love you as much and even more so. ): I hope you can find it in you to forgive me, though I wouldn't blame you if you couldn't, because I've been a horrible horrible friend.

I'm sorry.

Dett.