Saturday, April 28, 2007
♥ 6:59 PM
Hellloooo. Typed this during the last part of maths trail today, to post on my blog, when I was feeling very much emo. I was and am feeling in a very bad mood, so beware the strong expletives scattered around.29 more days. (just me and you)everybody hurts,sometimes...being left out.1. some people leave themselves out because they enjoy isolation. (don't know any)2. some people are left out and give up trying to fit in. (i commend you)3. some people are left out and try SUPER hard/despo-ly to fit in. (i know this person and she annoys me to no fucking end)4. some people are left out. they try quite hard to fir in at first but give up. then try again. (not as annoying as 3, but...)5. some people naturally fit in, XXX factor, but feel bad for those left out. (no one i know)6. some people naturally fit in but leave others out without knowing they're doing it. (ANNOYING)7. some people naturally it in and purposefully leave others out. (fucking gits)8. some people naturally fit in and are adored by ALL. (lucky gits)but i don't need to fit in, no matter how hard i want to/try to. cause i have God in my heart. He will keep me strong and safe. (: it's a new day,it's a new life...(resentful, yet contented) Dett. (:math trail - complete suckfest.not looking forward to gym. wanna pon.i hate you and you and you. NOT mentioning any names. oh, and you too.Yupp, I was in a really bad mood.I went to gym in the end. yawns. I just had math tuition. Then I was colouring my foolscap with my black pen and tantan took it away even though it was jokingly and temporary. but because of my obviously defiant temper. I just drifted out of concentration and nodded my head constantly, pretending i was listening and all. haha. after that I just rubbishly did the questions he gave me. don't mess with me alright. cause in this mood, i'm most likely to punch you real hard.i'm going to bed for a nap and hopefully never waking up. Thanks for letting me sleep on your shoulder today twenty! (: Thanks for the laughs, shaowei, becky and twenty! (: I changed my mind about eating that bar of soap. Good for you and bad for me.
(kinda happy but angry) Dett.
