how great is your unchanging love

Monday, April 30, 2007

♥ 8:24 PM

Don't highlight my post. Don't say I didn't warn you.

I'm so fucking angry eith my mother la. She really doesnt care about me you know, she doesn't care about my accomplishments, my sadness. fcuk! She even had the nerve to tell me that she would be there for me and that I could talk to her when I was down when I was worrying about my CCA. I should have it was all fucking bullshit. Remember Mrs. Loh showing my story? I was really happy cause teachers never did that before, at least not my paper la. Then I was trying to tell her in the car, then she wasn't even listening, but nodded anyway and then immediately began talking to my dad. No 'good for you!' or 'i'm proud of you!'. It's nice to be appreciated once in a while you know, especially no one appreciates me. I'm so fucking angry right now. And then right, I wanted to show her someone with a funny expression in the 6p picture. She didn't even fucking bother to look but just nodded. wth? I'm just in such a bad mood now, with a whole group of people. Or specifically 3 people - my mum, **** and **** ****. I feel insulted and alone and bloody angry at the world. That is why I ignored my mum just now. Even that was hardly satisfying. I'm so angry! And she wonders why I don't talk to her instead of my sister, cause my sister bothers to listen! It makes me SO angry! No wonder I always plan those stuff in my head. fucking hell.

(furious) Dett.