Don't highlight my post. Don't say I didn't warn you.

I'm so fucking angry eith my mother la. She really doesnt care about me you know, she doesn't care about my accomplishments, my sadness. fcuk! She even had the nerve to tell me that she would be there for me and that I could talk to her when I was down when I was worrying about my CCA. I should have it was all fucking bullshit. Remember Mrs. Loh showing my story? I was really happy cause teachers never did that before, at least not my paper la. Then I was trying to tell her in the car, then she wasn't even listening, but nodded anyway and then immediately began talking to my dad. No 'good for you!' or 'i'm proud of you!'. It's nice to be appreciated once in a while you know, especially no one appreciates me. I'm so fucking angry right now. And then right, I wanted to show her someone with a funny expression in the 6p picture. She didn't even fucking bother to look but just nodded. wth? I'm just in such a bad mood now, with a whole group of people. Or specifically 3 people - my mum, **** and **** ****. I feel insulted and alone and bloody angry at the world. That is why I ignored my mum just now. Even that was hardly satisfying. I'm so angry! And she wonders why I don't talk to her instead of my sister, cause my sister bothers to listen! It makes me SO angry! No wonder I always plan those stuff in my head. fucking hell.

(furious) Dett.

Oh dear. I really wish I had a better relationship with our PSLs. :'(

Dett.

The door opened and the man walked out calmly, his back turned to the blaze behind him.

Inside, two dark silhouettes stood in each other’s embrace, surrounded by flames. There had been fear, but now they stood still, gazing calmly into each other’s eyes.

There was silence. The flames spread noiselessly.

This the man saw through the window. He heard no screams even as the flames enveloped the two figures.

Then, without turning back, the man left calmly, though with hatred consuming him; his heart was void of regret, as the orange flames licked the cabin.

Written by: Lianne, Charisse and Jane
Sec 1/12

&we so rock (:&

Dett.

-Android- says:
LIANNE!!

hello

P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
JACLYN!
HI!
-Android- says:
ha ha hello
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
hi!
-Android- says:
yo !
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
wadduppp yo?
haha
-Android- says:
ha ha nothing yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
I'm online shoppping yo!
-Android- says:
again?? cool yo

P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
yupps! its wayyy fun yo!
wanna shop with me yo?
-Android- says:
ha ha no time yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
awws, whatcha doing yo?
-Android- says:
ehh.. bio pt yo
ha ha and surfing the net yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
haha, tell your friend s'not cool to get up all in your biz yo! it aint cool, it aint cool, bro.
-Android- says:
ha ha ha but bio pt is due next week yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
tell her to do it herself yo
-Android- says:
ha ha cannot larr.. it's individual for creating the creatures yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
woah, that sucks big time yo
-Android- says:
yeah exactly yo!
i totally hate PTs yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
same here, bro, i feel you yo
-Android- says:
totally yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
this is driving me crazy yo!
-Android- says:
hmm yeah o
yo
haii.. i must off the com now.. i'll be comin online ;ater at around 7
yo
chat with you later yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
awws man, see you around 7 then yo, if im not offline yo
-Android- says:
woah this sucks alot yo
ha ha okayyy yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
aight yo, seeya around yo
-Android- says:
see ya later yo
P. Detty - you can have whatever's on your mind. [antiboystrike] pickuplines says:
bye yo

&heeheehee. i love jac-lyn. (: tryna act all cool.&

Dett.

b e l l s

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
bells toll,
their deep resounding voice,
bellowing through the dark night.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
a second before midnight,
eleven fifty-nine,
a second before night passes into a new day.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
the whimsical sounds,
cutting through the stiff night air,
it’s the dawn of a new day.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
light turned to dark, now dark turns to light,
the magical fraction of a second,
it’s the dawn of a new age.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
nothing is the same,
everything has changed,
it isn’t that simple anymore,

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
it’s a complicated matter,
even as time passes and fades away,
you mustn’t forget it, and you mustn’t forget me.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
i wish that this way we would always stay,
but it was never meant to be,
we must move on.

ding dong, ding dong, ding dong…
&a poem written by ME! d:&

Dett.

Hello my little empanada says:
lol
--Lidan-- says:
hello what's an empanana?
Hello my little empanada says:
an empanada is a yummy mexican pastry
--Lidan-- says:
who's your little yummy mexican pastry?
--Lidan-- says:
OOI!!!!
--Lidan-- says:
that was the second friend
--Lidan-- says:
who hurt her thumb
Hello my little empanada says:
lol
--Lidan-- says:
i'm curious! i'm genuinely curious! who're you callinA= ==== LITLE YUmmy mexican pastry?
--Lidan-- says:
she's a slyth bby the way

Hello my little empanada says:
anyone
--Lidan-- says:
sow hat?
--Lidan-- says:
anypenanypen.
--Lidan-- says:
let's chatnormally.
--Lidan-- says:
how old are you?
Hello my little empanada says:
hey, I've got some stuff to work on- I'll ttyl, kk?
--Lidan-- says:
okay
--Lidan-- says:
vybeNN@!!
--Lidan-- says:
bye!**
Hello my little empanada says:
byye
--Lidan-- says:
oo dont leaveus
--Lidan-- says:
shao wei!
--Lidan-- says:
IH ATEYOULIANNE
--Lidan-- says:
IHATEYOU
--Lidan-- says:
IHATEYOU
--Lidan-- says:
IATEYOU
--Lidan-- says:
OOPS
--Lidan-- says:
OOPS
--Lidan-- says:
OOPS'
--Lidan-- says:
MHTHUMB
--Lidan-- says:
MYTHUMB

&shaowei is dangerous on sugar highs. x) in my computer, lidan saved it as 'our funky convo'. it should be renamed our ever so lame convo! x) will be back with more convos!&

Dett.

Hellloooo. Typed this during the last part of maths trail today, to post on my blog, when I was feeling very much emo. I was and am feeling in a very bad mood, so beware the strong expletives scattered around.

29 more days. (just me and you)

everybody hurts,
sometimes...

being left out.

1. some people leave themselves out because they enjoy isolation. (don't know any)

2. some people are left out and give up trying to fit in. (i commend you)

3. some people are left out and try SUPER hard/despo-ly to fit in. (i know this person and she annoys me to no fucking end)

4. some people are left out. they try quite hard to fir in at first but give up. then try again. (not as annoying as 3, but...)

5. some people naturally fit in, XXX factor, but feel bad for those left out. (no one i know)

6. some people naturally fit in but leave others out without knowing they're doing it. (ANNOYING)

7. some people naturally it in and purposefully leave others out. (fucking gits)

8. some people naturally fit in and are adored by ALL. (lucky gits)

but i don't need to fit in, no matter how hard i want to/try to. cause i have God in my heart. He will keep me strong and safe. (:

it's a new day,
it's a new life...

(resentful, yet contented) Dett. (:
math trail - complete suckfest.
not looking forward to gym. wanna pon.
i hate you and you and you. NOT mentioning any names. oh, and you too.

Yupp, I was in a really bad mood.

I went to gym in the end. yawns. I just had math tuition. Then I was colouring my foolscap with my black pen and tantan took it away even though it was jokingly and temporary. but because of my obviously defiant temper. I just drifted out of concentration and nodded my head constantly, pretending i was listening and all. haha. after that I just rubbishly did the questions he gave me. don't mess with me alright. cause in this mood, i'm most likely to punch you real hard.

i'm going to bed for a nap and hopefully never waking up. Thanks for letting me sleep on your shoulder today twenty! (: Thanks for the laughs, shaowei, becky and twenty! (:

I changed my mind about eating that bar of soap. Good for you and bad for me.

(kinda happy but angry) Dett.

): I feel very unhappy. Don't know why! OH, I know why, but that shouldn't make me sad. ): ): ): Sighs. Don't like being left out and extra, which ALWAYS happens, even if people don't know their doing it to me! :'( D: Shall blog about HAPPY stuff though!

Today first lesson was CHINESE. blech. Had mock paper! GRR. I hate you Chinese language! D: That's not very happy is it? Hahahaha. I love you Ruby, although I can't post the reason why I loved you during that lesson, cause I'll get in trouble. I love you for you now though! ^^

Next, PE! Hmm, we had netball. Ms Tan kept calling on me to demo. Freakkayye. It was fun. I kept on almost-hitting Rubes with the ball. x) SORRY RUBES!

Next was, eh, recess. Haha! I... can't remember what I did. OH YEAH! I did the acids and alkalines thing. zzz. Damn skimpy la! TYX not there to help me! x) I was kind of snappy and grumpy and snapped at shaowei. SORRY! I keep snapping at people! ): It's not healthy.

After, LIT! Except Mrs Loh replaced it with english, cause we're rushing up on it. She showed my example of a story! I was really happy about that. I KNEW she'd show shao wei's too! In the end, she showed Ruby's, mine and Shao's and some other class people. x)

AND... MATH! Was noting with Ruby and asked- begged rather for her to go to my house! Haha. My subconscious must have predicted that I was going to be miserable. So inviting nice people to postpone the miseryy. Got some mock paper for math too. Hmph.

LAST WAS ASSEMBLY. Had a talk on, ey, what arh... Aiyah, cannot remember wan la. Whatever.

LUNCH! Ruby treated me. ^^ Yummy mashed taters. I'm getting my allowance soon. During which I will be able to pay back all the money I owe. YAY.

LOOSE CANNON! Fantastic acting. 100/100 It was great and funny. Although I had to get used to their strong accent first. I love their accent.

RUBY! Came for a while. We watched glasshouse! yayyay. Collected my minnie bag with her. (:

Watching S2 now, quite intriguing. Can't wait for S3!

Dett. (in a lousy mood)

Hello! :D Happayye week. (: Wheee...ness. Heehee. :D Had school today. (duh!) Eeeks. I don't like school. Got to wake up so early! D:

Eddie came extra early today! He actually arrived while I was walking downstairs. :D Went to school extra early! :D No letters todayy. :'( I love letters. 5 people owe me letters! D: (since a longlonglonlonglonglong time ago!) I WANT ME LETTERS. Well, anyways, went to the SSA board, nothing to support. D: I NEED THOSE FRIGGIN SSAs! Grr. I finally found my support school activity card. x) Whee. Went to class. x) Did my jian3 bao4. Something about this girl selling her pictures on the net for $5 apiece or something. Cool. I know, I said it was bad to do so, but hey, that's quite a lot of money you can earn! I won't go to that extent though. I'm not that desperate to have money. x) And then..... OUR PSLS CAME TO VISIT US! :D So happayye. :D I love 112's PSLS, even though I didn't know them for long. x) They're so nice. So are 109's and 112's PSLs, but of course, all the PSLs are nice. x) I stopped doing jian3 bao4 while they were chatting with the general class. Then they went around talking to the groups. All the groups except ours! x) dearie dearie me. x) We were all busy busting our asses finishing RS questionnaire though. x) naughtynaughty. Blarh.

Had assembly in class as usual, then contact time. Mdm Ro came in for class. Oh dear, I don't know if I can call her Mdm Ro. x) I think it sounds nice though. Mdm Rosanah. Fine. Hmm, what did she talk about? Oh yeah, erm, I can't remember. Short term memory la, shutup.

Next, was RS! Okay lurh, Mrs. Yap was sitting at the back, me in front. Whee. :D It was the last lesson for that module, questionnaires. I was drawing a gymnast on my rubrics. x) My legs were pretty! I think I drew the legs really well for someone with my limited drawing ability. Hahaha. The leotard and shoulders were totally messed up though! x) Heehee. The first group presenting did on SLEEPING BREAKS. I WANT SLEEPING BREAKS. D: Shao Wei was really really really tired. And and while we were presenting, she leaned on me and I nearly fell over! x) funnyfunny. x)

Then... AESTHETICS! At first, I was like, damn! I don't want aesthetics! D: It was quite fun la. x) I was wrong. Heehee. We got our pincushions back. Sabreena's got selected to be exhibited! Yay breeny! :D Whee. I wanted to know my grade though... D: We did the apron. Vanhouten's sewing machine got jammed! D: I helped her do her pocket and helped becky do her triangles. x) At one point, when I was supposed to be doing vanhouten's pocket, becky was calling me over and vanhouten was like, nono! you're supposed to be doing my pocket! x) So funny. x) Some where midway, I was 'teasing' becky and she was like, LIANNE, do you want me to sing the full uncensored version of 'Girlfriend'? I was okay okay lor. She was like, I think you know I'm damn precious, and hell yeah, I'm the motherfucking princess! Erm... O.o Lol! I didn't think she'd really do it, but it was kinda funny I guess. x) Later, Joelle was having trouble with her tacking. Ruby went, 'LOSER!' Haha, I was laughing, then I glared at her and went, 'JIA YOU JOELLE!' x) We had this ACP discussion thingo later. x) I suggested the 'He loves me, He loves me not' thingo. x) I LOVE LIDAN. (: After that, tyingxin, lyingxin and selene were helping decide what to use.. x) They were asking who disagreed. How unencouraging! Ting voted against me! Shao Wei too if I'm not wrong. I was kind of bummed, even though I knew it was nothing personal. I saw those on some message coin stuff and thought they were really cute! What does that say about my taste?? :'( I was disappointed, but kinda okay la, haha, I know what Hilary felt like I guess. I was dis. but I think I'll get angry later, so I shan't dwell on it. Cause I love tweety and kitty too much to want to be angry at them even though I'm starting to boil now. x) Dammit. (: I LOVE YOU LIDAN.

During the break midway of Aesthetics, I kind of thought I didn't have money, so I found Jaclyn and went, JACLYN! I know you want to lend me money right?? She actually agreed! Nice Jaclyn. <33.>

Chinese was the last period. I totally flunked ting1 xie3! D: I only found out TODAY that we had ting1 xie3 okay... grr. I was wrong about Ruby. ): She's nice, just that I'm way too short-tempered. ): I'll have to improve on that. x)

Then went home, played nintendo, napped. x) Went to thirdlang. -yawns-. Had a Petite Test and totally flunked it too. x) Car is angry at me, so I spent break with Farisha, Jeya, Julia (sp?) and some more friends of hers. x) They're nice people. And Farisha can't pronounce Hui Qi! She wanted to ask if I had seen her the other day, but she pronounced it 'Wei Qi', and I was like, who's that? x)

I DON'T LOOK LIKE SOME JIA CONG. I don't look like a guy. sheesh! I'm still on strike alright! A boy named Glendon or something brushed past me on Monday. I was like, EEK.

I can't wait for my holiday slumber party! Except I'll be going to Vancou for THREE WEEKS. Damn. It'll be a rush week during the last week of June hols - slumber party AND homework! D: I better start my lit pt. x(

ANNOUNCEMENT: It's GAW! Gillian Appreciation Week! So show your appreciation for our dear gym leader by thanking her today. (: She works hard for all of us! I made up a sort of dance cheer to '2,4,6,8, who do we appreciate? GILLIAN! GILLIAN!' But too paiseh to do it. x)

PINS AND NEEDLES PINS AND NEEDLES PINS AND NEEDLES OW OW OW.

BYEBYEBYE!

dee.eeh.tee.tee.why.

People I hate (and can go to hell):
1. Snobbish people who think they're popular when everyone hates them
~They're bloody full of themselves. And make jokes, laughin at them, cause they think everyone should think they're funny.
2. People who bitch about my friends
~It's not that they're any better. My friends have faults, but bitching about them just adds one more fault to you. I know I'm bitching about people right now. But fine, call me a hypocrite, I don't give a damn right about now. I was super depressed at first, but now I'm freaking angry. They have no right!!!
3. People who hate me
~What goes around comes back around.
4. People who hate things just cause they don't get it
~ Ha, keep wishing.
5. Extra people who steal my friends
~ They make me lose my appetite. *hint*

I'll probably hate more people in the future, these are just some examples.

Let's move on, shall we?

My counting sucks. x) If you haven't realised, I went from 34 more days to 37 more days. x) I realised I've been counting wrongly. Damn sorry. Wells, it's drawing closer, ain't it? :D Yayys.

I've caught two caterpillars in my garden. x) I love caterpillars. If a person I hated and a caterpillar were going to burn to death, I'd save the caterpillar. TOO BAD, PERSON. One caterpillar died! D: Yesterday, I found it writhing on the floor outside my house, took a container, put it in with leaves. Today - tried to shake it gently off the leaves, head fell off. *shuddershuddershudder* Threw the whole container away. The other one, which I found on 170407, is alive and well. (: Eating healthily, very cute, but has those spiny things which can make you itch. x) I don't have to touch it do I? It shits a lot. And I'm the person who has to empty the container of its shit without touching the caterpillar or it's shit. x) I've managed. Yay me! :D

I remember, in the March holidays, my sister took me to a fish farm. I saw this arapaima, or something, not too sure of the spelling. It's HUGE. It could eat me and I would fit in it, if its mouth was bigger. I'm too round. x) I also saw all those cutecute puppies at the places where they sell dogs. You can't really call it a petshop, cause it's open aired. x) Bloody cute man! <333

Missed NAPFA today. Fell sick. Stupid bug going around the classroom. x( I feel lots better though, my mum flooded me with vitamins before it became a fully-fledged sickness. :D I also had a 12-hour sleep after that, so I feel a whole lot better. Hopefully I can go for gym tomorrow! I also hope lao shi will be in a good mood. (:

Since I'm posting, and I haven't replied to many many tags, I figure I'll just do it here, since I'm lazy to tag anyways. x) Why do they have limited amount of words? x( Treasure it, cause I may never do it again. x)

: :D Yeah! I really love it! (: Yes, I admit you're super smart. x)
: Hehehe, yeah, we HAVE to catch up sometime!
: Yesh, not good! Pack earlier, sleep more. x) Go shaowei! And yes, I think it was worth it for you too! Island creamery - yummyy. :D I did, I think. x) Or was that the day I didn't go? :S
: Yesh I do! I think I completely ruined your coding.. x) Now looks so messed up!
: Lol, danielle, lidan, nevermind! I still recognise you. x) I love Danielle more though! *kiddingkidding*
: WOW, good for you! Oversplits are tough, even we artgymmers don't do it! Haha. x) I sort of miss it. Thank you! I love my hair too! x) And I love my sister for bringing me there. Haha! x) JULIEEE! Help link please! :D
: Lol, spastic merlion! :D Sounds odd, but it works. x) We all know Becky is spastic. It's like that sometimes. x(
P.S. Don't sing.

Dett.

(I think I use 'x)' too much!)

Heellooo! I officially declare Mondays the worst days ever ever ever ever! D: 1. First day of week - first day of school for that week. 2. Sleepy! 3. Not nice subjects on that day! Heehee. Today was a pretty down days. They were all down at one point or another! I made Shao Wei owe me 30 smiles. Then I said if she didn't finish, she'd have to do the number of smiles she had left x 2 + 30. Haha, she did finish in the end! :D I went a bit crazy today. Haha. During computer studies, I suddenly began giggling like mad, but at the same time, I was crying! Like not enough to tear, but it was there all right. D: Then after CLE session, I began giggling again, no crying this time though! Then Becky came into class and when she tried to go out, I kind of grabbed her bag. She tried to pull it and I ended up falling down and she could have pulled me outta the classroom but I got caught at the door. HAHA. Then when I stood up, she was like, "I'm going." Then she walked out, but I was still holding her bag so we were like walking back to back, but I couldn't balance, so I fell over and laughed and laughed on the floor. Heehee! Then she let go, so i scrambled to my feet, her bag over and shoulder and tried to run inside the classroom and I did! And I was going to close the door so she couldn't open it, but I dropped it outside the classroom and close the door! oh emm gee. I felt soo stupid! x) Darn funny though! Then she told TYX to be careful when she came in. Hahaha. sevenwordhokkienphrase. (: What would be good now is a strong cup of coffee.
Dett.

I think I need to solve my jealousy and under-ego issues.

Bwehehehe, I decided I shall force myself to blog everyday, even if it's just the countdown to the June holidays, cause THEY ROCK! I can't wait! :D My gym is improving muchly. :D I can do almost the whole bar routine myself! Yays! And my floor... er... let's say I'm majorly tone deaf to the music. '-.- Beam - I suck, straight out. Lao shi was yelling at me yesterday, she was telling to to count to ten, but I thought she meant to do the action ten times... Total diaoness. Sheesh, can't we get a english speaking gym coach, or at least one who's a LOT more patient? Bleh. I think she hates me. Well, NEWFLASH, kudos to you, I hate you muchly too! i'VE YET TO MEET A MEANER COACH. *SAYS SWEAR WORD IN FRENCH*
Vault also improving muchly! :D Tramp is way fun! :D Good luck to all the trampers in their competition soon! :D Yayys. I CUT MY HAIR :D IT'S SUPER LAYERED AND I LOVE MY HAIR WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Haha. I miss the library. Or rather the sandwiches there.

Last night, some scary dude on MSN, who said he knows me, asked me to have sex with him. Blocked him straightaway. Freaky.

Dett.

Hi! :D It's 6:40am. yawns. I don't want to go to school! D: Blarhh. D: 44 more days to JUNE HOLIDAYS! :D I think. Too sleepy to calculate. Go do it yourself larh.
Dett.
PS teeteewhys! :D

Hello! (: Lianne is finally posting. Yayys. I hope my net doesn't go crazy suddenly. (: I'm supposed to be sleeping - mental preparation for thirdlang. I suppose I'll quit soon. I really can't keep up. Oh mans, I gotta remember to bring my library books to return today. (:

Honestly, what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really, life is deadly

I love that song! I've been listening to it non-stop and humming it in class. Check it out! It's All Good Things by Nelly Furtado. I think she's a really good singer! (:

By the way, this is going to be a long post, so get comfortable and be prepared to sit whereever you are sitting now for a long long long long long time. (notreally) But I know you guys just lurvee to hear about me, yes? Yes. (:

Gym is super fun as usual, except lao shi's temper la. She's overall-y nice though. (: Blister count: 2. One was a few weeks ago, and yesterday, I got another one, RIGHT AT THE SAME SPOT! D: sighss. It completely tore off the skin. It's stinging right now. Grr. Stupid thing. I love bars though and I still wanna do it. (: It's fun. I remember in Primary School, lao shi asked me to do bars, then gave up on me after two days. Hahaha. I do hope I improve! It's fun. (: I'll most likely be competing this year. I was very much reluctant at first, cause competitions are all pressure pressure preeessssuuuuureeee. But I guess I'll give it a shot.

Gym people are nice. (: Seniors nice but scare me. Especially when they're watching you and don't smile. They have this super scary look on their face, like they want to kill you or something. ): Scary scary. Jaclyn agrees with me okay? So you know it's the truth. Hehehe. Claire is least scary though. Yishan is scariest. x) They are nice though, like beyond their unsmile-y glares. There's this girl called Shu Xian or something, don't know how to spell. I don't like her! She seems wayyy clique-ish to me, like we, who are not to her gym standards are below her or something. I decided not to write to her at all, initially, but I decided that maybe I was basing it on first impressions. So I am going to write to her and make a final nice decision. I bet she's nice and I'm just being stupid rather.

I decided that I don't hate Mandi anymore! I think she's very nice actually. She may not have replied to my letter, but I bet she's busy and all, so I can't blame her. She at least bothered to find out who I am. Haha.

Rain seems nice, I don't know her that well yet. (: She writes to 112 or something. :D She's good friends with Ying Xint and Ting! (: She seems sweet.

Oh, and relating to Mandi, our class SL is Grace! She's from 101, Feng Yue's class. (: I have to write to both of them sometime soon. I owe lots of people letters, hee. (: I shall write lots this weekend! (:

Missed the last train home
Birds pass by to tell me that I'm not alone
Well I'm pushing myself to finish this part
I can handle a lot
One thing I'm missing
Is in your eyes
Is in your eyes

I love that song too! (: It's Eyes by erm. Yesh, it's Eyes. What are you talking about? Of course I know who sung it!

Eyes was played in 'Heroes'. I really love that show! :D I want moremoremore. Unfortunately, I'll have to wait for Episode 18. ): I can't wait to see what happens next!

Anyways, I bet by now, you're thinking, this girl is crazy! All she does is listen to music and post the lyrics on her blog!

Well, I'm about to prove you wrong! I read lots too! (:

The real thing that made her stop speaking to Nina was the way people kept coming up to her all day, saying, "Is it true what Nina says - you come from a broken home?"
"Broken right in half," Polly replied to each one. "There's a hole in the middle where the garden is. You get rained on trying to go upstairs."

Granny was altogether warlike that summer. She was determined that Polly should be legally allowed to live with her, and that there should be money for her keep from both Reg and Ivy. She sailed out, like a small upright army of one, to do battle with offices and banks and solicitors. She got her way too. When pOlly went to be interviewed with Granny at one of the offices, she heard a man in a side room say, "Oh my God, it's Mrs Whittacker! I don't care what she wants - just give it her!"

Leslie, however, smoothly changed the subject himself. "Did you know you were famous in our school?" he said to Polly. "Everyone says our Head Boy's in love with you. Leroy - know him? He's got a photo up of you in his study. I've seen it. It's awful, but it's you, definite. Can I say I know you? It'll do me no end of good with the crowd."
Polly found Fiona and Nina staring at her, awed. "Oh, Seb," she said gruffly. "Yes, I supposed I do know him. And so do you know me, so you might as well say."
"Thanks," Leslie said. He was obviously grateful. "Now I've got a real touch of class!" he said.

To love someone enough to let them go, you had to let them go forever or you did not love them that much. The jet of misery rose in Polly, far higher and stronger than it had ever been at Middleton Fair, but she made herself say, "It was true."

A fantastic book, by Diana Wynne Jones. (: Fire and Hemlock. Go read it. It's highly enjoyable and really sweet. (: Another book I love is Stargirl, but I'm feeling to lazy to go type it out. Hehe. Lovely books. <3

June holidays are coming nearer! :D You think, ughh, 6 more weeks, very close meh? YES! It's only 45 more days! Sure, it seems a long way to go, but have you noticed how fast a day passes? Take it day by day, it'll be here before you know it! I have lots of things planned, just need to schedule it properly . (:

&Slumber party! (4days3nights)
&Going Vancouver! (visitdamien![:)
&P. Outing! (I really hope!)

I really should arrange something with Lidan too. I miss her so much! Since she became an SL, we can't spend the mornings together. ): Shaowei's an SL too! Boo. Two of my BFFs. ): I miss Julie too!

Sighs. I love the teeteewhys. (: I love you guys! <3 We rock, by the way. (: No matter what people say.

Dett.