Hello everyone. Failure has been on my mind all day. Yupps. Firstly, during the space before math and during math when Mrs. Ang was out, Ruby and I, Welfare Comm helped to plan larh, but some people weren't really listening, so Ruby, JH and I decided to talk to them later la. So before everyone went to lunch, we three went to the front and waited for some other announcements to be over. Even then, people weren't listening. So once they were done, everyone was talking and I yelled, "ONE-TWELVE!" Still no one heard, so Josephine was like, "EVERYONE QUIET AND LISTEN TO DETERMINESCENCE (not my real name)." Everyone kept quiet and Ruby began, then I was helping also la, cause we both were super disappointed. Then we were like, "You all respect teachers, but you need to learn to respect your schoolmates too. Some people, while class comm are making announcements, are looking at your nails, doing your homework (Haitong), looking at the back (Shao Wei immediately turned around and apologised. That was funny) Shao Wei also agreed with us and all la, but then I guess it kinda got out of hand. Ruby said, "We're trying to plan this for you all, if we didn't plan it, what do you think the CNY Party will be like? Let's try an experiment, we don't plan the party and we see how it turns out." Then Selene got super angry and said, "Welfare Comm shouldn't be like that, right?" Then she and Ruby had some minor arguing, then the class wanted to go for lunch, so I was like, "Go lah go lah." I thought nevermind la, small thing also okay la right? Then Shao Wei wrote on the board, "112, we still <3 you guys, (something something something), but I'm disappointed in some of you." Then I wrote a note below too, then said hi to Selene, but she don't want to talk to me also. I was kinda of sad, so I went back and strangled my panda soft toy. Then Si Ying came in early, so I asked her if she thought that the class was angry at me. Then she said yeah. So I was like super depressed la. Two weeks and I'm already unpopular. I seriously don't need that. I was still okay compared to later on though, I thought, aiyoh, okay la, will boil over later right? Later was quite good, esp during Chem, cause Ms. Koh was super nice to me. But then, when we went back to class, Shao Wei, Selene and Ruby had a short meeting, cause they're chair, vice-chair and welfare comm head, then I think SW said something to Selene, like, "Ruby only told us." Then Selene was like, "Told is not the correct word." Then shot daggers at SW and stormed out. At least she didn't slam the door. I was super depressed la, then I had to change to prepare for gym, so I went behind the lockers, and thought about it while changing then I just started crying. Luckily we have the curtain now. Then I finished changing and walked out and started throwing stuff pell-mell into my bag, then took it out to do my Chem homework. I mean, Selene also shouldn't be like that right? She's vice-chair! Argh, I'm so angry and sad at the same time that I dunno.
Signing off,
Determinescence.