Friday, October 13, 2006
♥ 3:42 PM
Hi everyone. I'm not really in that mad fanfic inspiration mood anymore cause lots of stuff have been going wrong for me lately... Everytime i think of my grandma its like theres this BIG cloud of guilt tagging along behind me. Everytime I think of Steph or my mum or my dad its like I want to punch something HARD. And Shao is like in Cambridge and I'm so worried that I'll get used to not seeing her in school and then I like forget who she is then I have one less VIP to talk to. Then my brothers are away, what if it becomes harder and harder for me to talk to them huh? I'm only okay with like T. and Kim and Fina and Kar Rong. Don't get me wrong, I really like others but they make me mad about everyday. Don't tell me I have to go see a teacher or a counsellor or smth coz I will kill you. I don't talk to adults, I talk to my friends, I'm just so much more comfortable with them, or rather I talk to Shao Wei. The rest don't really know anything. No offence. At least Shao is coming back in 5 dayss? I think... Bye!
Determinescence
